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I thought you couldn't actually naturally increase it. Perhaps working out a bit, but nothing that really increases it. I'll have to look into it more. But lifestyle changes, either way are a good thing to do.

I haven't listened to them in a long time. Feels.
To significantly increase testosterone you have to make your balls bigger, which isn't really explored but a guy on a penis enlargement forum had great success by injecting IGF-II hormone into his balls to get them to the size of chicken eggs. Tho he later joined the millitary and was never heard from again, so long term effects are unknown. But increased confidence was confirmed. Also major splooge.
I don't remember the exact thread but I know it's on this site:
 
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To significantly increase testosterone you have to make your balls bigger, which isn't really explored but a guy on a penis enlargement forum claims to had great success by injecting IGF-II hormone into his balls to get them to the size of chicken eggs.
Sounds like a good way to get ball cancer.
 
My family weirdly looks down on my job and thinks I'm some sort of pauper and it makes family functions weird. No matter how old I get, it's my siblings that still hold to the "we're the successful ones and you're the black sheep". Sorry I worked a series of real blue collar jobs rather than immediately get 100k of student debt, graduate and immediately move into a 4 bedroom house as a single person.
"You have to work holidays....? I could never... You should go back to college so you can get a real career." Bitch what about doctors? They all think it's an accomplishment that no one can understand what they do for a living and during the pandemic they were able to sit at home doing jack and getting paid. I wish I could go "but haha they'll totally get laid off and screwed by life!" But I honestly doubt it.
I wish I could bring my army buddies over to my family house without weird comments "why would you pick a job that asks you to kill people?" Like bro he's a laundry specialist who wanted free college. Shut the FUCK up.

Being raised by academics is a shitshow and I'm going full Walden.
 
but a guy on a penis enlargement forum had great success by injecting IGF-II hormone into his balls to get them to the size of chicken eggs.
Is this not normal? I thought egg sized was normal.

Anyway, sat down with my ex again. We laughed some but she's struggling and I can't help. At this point I don't think I even want to get back together, I just want my best friend back. Losing hope.
 
I am ready to give up and remove myself from society.

My Christmas sucked , and things aren't looking so great as far as my finances are concerned.

Been thinking about it for many months now, but maybe now it's time to take the leap.
Don't you do it bitch.

Christmas sucks, finances suck, women suck, the world sucks. I'm not going to go on a big pep-talk spiel about how muh things can get better or how you have value etc. etc. etc. but don't go out so easily. Get stubborn, get pissed, and make something happen*.

Get that disgusting Nig-tina of your dreams you freak.
 
I pray in the morning and at bedtime, not sure if it's helping in any non-metaphysical way. The weirdest part of it is how the anxiety just sort of comes and goes. I'll feel really anxious and then maybe half an hour later I'll feel fine.
Taking Ashwagandha might help reduce your anxiety. Not sure when it's a fleeting anxiety like that though, since for me it's basically constant. It can't hurt to try.
 
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Taking Ashwagandha might help reduce your anxiety. Not sure when it's a fleeting anxiety like that though, since for me it's basically constant. It can't hurt to try.
Maybe I'm thinking of another drug, but isn't Ashwagandha the one that makes people predisposed to Schizophrenia go insane? So maybe it can hurt to try lol
 
Maybe I'm thinking of another drug, but isn't Ashwagandha the one that makes people predisposed to Schizophrenia go insane? So maybe it can hurt to try lol
I remember troons freaking out about Serotonin Syndrome when a fake HRT website was sending out Ashwagandha instead of estradiol. I think that's the only real risk and that only matters if you're on anti depressants.
 
Not so much 'me,' but it relates quite heavily to my life experiences as an adult, and a recent country move by a friend of mine to a non-woke state, from an extremely woke one.

What triggered my writing this was the post on here about 'non-white' ballet shoes, and the nigger worship surrounding it.

A friend of mine moved from the UK (alight PL, I don't give a shit,) to China. He's been there around six months now, and was the type beforehand who was acutely aware of all the woke shit, tranny/fag worship, and nigger obeisance going on in western countries. He was your average western disillusioned man in his late twenties, miserable, unsure of the stability of his nation and culture.

Then everything changed. He's been happy as a pig in shit since moving. Cultural differences and growing pains account for maybe 1-5% of his new home, everything else is gravy. There's no woke shit, everything just IS. Women are women. Men are men. Welfare is for scumbags. Racism is common business. Homeless people are rightfully shunned.

As a further PL, I'll say my current life circumstances make such a life not only possible, but extremely probable. I simply cannot understand the types today who believe the west will go under some kind of second renaissance soon, as if the thousand ills we're currently exercising will stop, and shit will be gravy tomorrow. It simply isn't gonna happen.

I could talk about this for days, but being shit faced right now, my thoughts are all over the place. I don't know man. I just, don't know.

Even watching 'day in the life' videos of Asia proper, not just China, I essentially feel like I'm watching a modern tech rendition of 1950s America, even with the benefit of hindsight.

Welcome to DM and sperg if you like.
 
I went to the doctor on Tuesday and they checked my right eye and I mentioned all of the crap that led up the visit (me suffering a migraine with aura, my eyes feeling oddly gritty the day after, me buying this brand of eye drops and using it on my right eye, and the blurriness occuring immediately after said usage). The migraine with aura is being checked out and I've been given a trial dosage of Qulipta to see if that helps keep the migraine in check, they checked over the eye and didn't notice anything that required immediate help (but they did say that the stress caused by the migraine could be contributing factor), and I'm seeing them again in a week to see if anything gets better and get a recommendation for an ophthalmologist if it doesn't.

That said, I haven't noticed much, my right eye can make out smaller text but takes a minute to get into focus whilst together my eyesight hasn't really been effected.
 
Thinking I have to get to mass and adoration tomorrow but I also have an obligation to my daughter. I am about to do something insane. I mean maybe not to me personally but uh yeah, it is fucked what I am about to do. Why am I like this?

I still want to meet him, all else be damned.
 
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