You know, I had always filed this under the heading of “The evidence is there yet sounds too fanfic-y.”
But the other day, someone posted a clip comparing how Nick spoke a few years ago and how he speaks now. It was striking how much more homosexual he sounds — and that was without the video showing his gay tweaker mannerisms. (Before Nick, I’d never seen anyone whose ants in their pants had migrated to their left arm.)
I mentioned this clip to a friend who has never paid much attention to Nick but has met him. Before I could say what I’d noticed, he said “Were you shocked by how gay he comes across?” I was momentarily taken aback that it had been so obvious to him. In his words, “It’s impossible not to notice.”
In the past the gay stuff never really pinged with me either, but it doesn’t seem so far fetched anymore. There is something to be said for how consuming internet porn leads to lots more degenerate impulses and desires.
It would be stressful for a gay, or bi guy, to try being an upstanding Christian lawyer and father of five in a small town. Regularly reliving the stress with a nightcap and some questionable porn, and then even more booze and porn, could lead a man to some very weird, dark places, mentally and in the literal sense.
One thing that throws me off is gays are legion in the speed/tweaker circles. Lots of cross contamination where some tweaker behaviors seem gay because so many tweakers are gay (or at least lots of the tweaker a who like to post online). It’s hard to discern what’s amphetamine abuse related compared to his homosexuality just shining through.
The thing about amphetamine abuse is that it makes people hyper-sexual at first, but then abusing it (esp with booze) leads to impotence. So you have men obsessed with sex that can’t get it up, or need ever more extreme things to get it up, along with taking viagra. Problem is even with the boner pills help, they can’t coom due to the amphetamine abuse. Real bad combination.
Nick reminds me a lot of Jerry Falwell Jr, the Liberty U President that had that big degenerate cuck scandal. JFJ and Nick might have a lot in common. They are both supposedly Christians but look down their nose at the truly devout and faithful, both like to drink too much, both lawyers, both born into wealth so they could chose to work or not, both hedonists, both into kinky degenerate swinger lifestyle (Fawell just had enough wealth to hire full time, live in cucks since he couldn’t be seen at public stuff like Hedonism 2. Even more disturbing was Jerry wanting his cuck as part of the family, cuck hanging out with his adult kids (cuz they were same age) and spending holidays and vacays with them.)
I always figured Fawell was probably bi or gay, but given his upbringing and position that was untenable on every level. He found a way to scratch that itch for dick by watching Latin men plow his wife. Might be Nick’s predicament too. Then again, unlike Nick, JFJ AFAIK seemed to insist on only masturbating to men fucking his wife with no interest in her making out with chicks.
Then again Nick might just promote the girl on girl stuff because that’s pretty much the only acceptable form of homosexuality in right leaning circles. He gets locker room cache by bragging about his wife and another woman instead of ridicule.
Nick says he wished he’d known Marc was flying in because they could have gone out drinking together. How quickly that “107 fever” faded from memory!
