Off-topic, but still
There have been people in this thread saying that alcohol is a depressant, thus leading to nick (via drinking A LOT) feeling like complete trash (that he is, that's undeniable) and ruining his inner state, leading to a ruined life (paraphrasing, you get the point). That's all well and good, but is that (alcohol = depressant) really a case?
While there is obvious damage to close and not-so-close relationships, damage to the professional part of one's life (streaming, in this case, and whatever else), if he does actually feel great, he won't care for advice whichever way. Yes, because he feels good. Drinking elevates his mood = "wow, i feel great, I'll continue doing this drinking thing" = "My life is great what are you talking about" *starts sucking dick while believeing it's totally normal and perfectly fine*
So, if you would be so kind, do actually tell me if I'm wrong on the depressant question.
P.S.: as a fan from way back (a.k.a incel prude), I still feel bad for his life turning into this. How does a man turn from "he's the epitome of a success story" to "this guy? Cautionary tale"