I watched ceicocat video, the incel to trans pipeline, which I saw posted on the farms a while ago, and I hate it.
It gave me the same vibes I got of a documentary I saw of a 9 years old Japanese girl who got bullied by other kids for her extra small eyes, because it seemed like she glared at people when she looked at them. So what does her totally normal loving mother do? She says "yes, you are an ugly bitch, child", and books her a double eyelids plastic surgery. The poor girl for some reason or another, doesn't go under during the surgery and starts screaming and crying. I assume the bullying stops as she is "cuter" now or whatever, I stopped watching at this point.
Here it is:
https://youtu.be/PiL94XZmq14
Ceicocat does the same thing, he gives in to what he thinks society expects of him. He falls inline and dresses as woman to be able to be "sensitive" and to look "pretty". He didn't even try to be a sensitive or pretty man, like the mother never tried to support her daughter confidence or deal with the bullies. But this is only one superficial reason that he harps on, he never goes deeper. He wants to be "pretty" and he is "sad".
There seems to be a sexual aspect that he tactfully never touches. He was a crossdresser from a young age, I doubt this was done without an accompanying "euphoria". But waaaah he is disgusted and horrified by the concept of AGP, total lies and bs by those TERFs. In reality, there is no deeper meaning other than "I'm a broken man, I'm perverted, accept me".

He describes his consumption of female hormones like they're cocaine, just like all other trannies. He actually uses a common trope from anime to describe it, an animation of a blooming flower. It's usually used to convey a moment of deep emotional understanding of something, a profound life changing moment. In this moment, wide eyed protagonist-kun understands finally after 10 out of 12 episodes that YES, girl-san has feelings for him, too.
So imagine with me, the tranny runs home almost tripping every other step, bolts the door, opens up the bottle with shaking hands, swallows two and almost chokes on the water he drinks. AND THEN... Absolutely nothing. It changes nothing. It solves nothing.
With the power of delusion, taking those two pills everyday changes everything for the tranny. He stops being a man, and he finally escapes his man-shell. Even when HRT does all it can accomplish in his man body and gives him those triangular breasts, he continues to eat these hormones everyday like a religious duty. I think HRT is similar to an insurance, as long as you take the pills you're not your old self nor a man. You're a woman or a non-man, a new person with a new chance at life, and to live everything you didn't have the guts to do before.
I guess what I hate is that it's a defeat story paraded as a self discovery one. I got bullied, so I had plastic surgery. I hated my life as a man, so I took girl-pills. I will have less of a problem with it if trannies said "I'm a pervert and wearing women clothes makes me horny". Just drop the fake deep reasoning you sell people.
(I know that this hyouka gif doesn't represent what I described exactly, but it's close enough. Suddenly I can't remember any other animes)