Crossposting, the show is generally fucking boring though.
To add a little bit more detail from the first twenty minutes:
- Aaron hasn't talked to Nick in 6 or 7 weeks
- last message was that the world would be a better place if he ended himself
- Aaron thinks he's been a convenient scapegoat for all that was going wrong
- last night was all he wanted to say right now
- he's doing a lot of things to get over the last 6 months
- he goes to therapy and a "particular group meeting" on Sundays
- can't talk to any of the people he used to talk to
- he could give the internet exactly what they want, but it wouldn't help him
- he feels that if he ever associated with the people from the last six months, he would get gaslit and made to feel like he's fucking insane
- he was doing "remarkably unhealthy shit", not talking about drugs, he was already done with that, didn't do them for very long
- people are saying some things were said on someone else's show, if that's true Aaron will address them
- hears about Nick's "stories and lies" comment
- thinks "that other person" sounds very defensive, nervous
- "Oh my God, my nose is running, how ironic!"
- "Tell me if this is a lie: Over the last six months, I did Cocaine three or four times; over the last six months, I did molly 6-7 times."
- "I didn't say who it was with, I didn't say where it was"
- "Motherfucker, this wasn't about you! Which is a sentence I had to use a lot with certain people in my life."
- "Shut the fuck up, leave me the fuck alone, you got nothing to worry about."
- It's disappointing to hear that right after Aaron's show where he talks about himself, someone else has to run their fucking mouth