"Mad at the Internet" - a/k/a My Psychotherapy Sessions

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As far destiny or fate, I dont buy it. The Savior was called to his mission that he accepted and He sublimated his will to that of the Father and carried out his mission. That is implied in the garden. It was choice. Earlier, He could have chosen to agree to the offers at the part of temptations of the devil, but He declined. Thats the beauty and example that was set for us. If there is no choice than what we do matters not at all. And Christ's atonement was for nothing. We choose to believe on His name. This topic is too interesting to get further into it here.
Given the Psalm's directly tell of the Messiah's method of death it's very likely he was also aware of how exactly it would go to the point he directly quotes the Psalm's while on the Cross.

Psalm 22:1

“My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”

Psalm 22:7-8

“All who see me mock me; they hurl insults, shaking their heads. ‘He trusts in the Lord,’ they say, ‘let the Lord rescue him. Let him deliver him, since he delights in him.’”

Psalm 22:16-18

“Dogs surround me, a pack of villains encircles me; they pierce my hands and my feet. All my bones are on display; people stare and gloat over me. They divide my clothes among them and cast lots for my garment.”

Christ was so acutely aware of His impending sacrifice prior to being arrested we get His prayer to the Father while the Disciple's slept:

Luke 22:39 - 44

39 Jesus went out as usual to the Mount of Olives, and his disciples followed him. 40 On reaching the place, he said to them, “Pray that you will not fall into temptation.” 41 He withdrew about a stone’s throw beyond them, knelt down and prayed, 42 “Father, if you are willing, take this cup from me; yet not my will, but yours be done.” 43 An angel from heaven appeared to him and strengthened him. 44 And being in anguish, he prayed more earnestly, and his sweat was like drops of blood falling to the ground.

This is also why the Devil's temptation is so important, because Christ was offered a way to inherit the Earth without needing to be sacrificed and refused it, knowing He needed to follow the Father's Will.
 
This is also why the Devil's temptation is so important, because Christ was offered a way to inherit the Earth without needing to be sacrificed and refused it, knowing He needed to follow the Father's Will.
You guys talk about Christ and quote the Bible, but do not know the most important thing.
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Jersh is already in a sour mood then retards swoop in and manage to make it worse.
The Tuesday show is gonna be spicy.
If there even is a Tuesday show at this point.

Seriously, I think Null's bad mood Friday wasn't just being banned from Xitter, but also coming here to random users wagging their fingers at him. And now we're back at the same conversation where people who don't know what they're talking about offer the same obvious suggestions over and over, and Null has to explain for the 50th time why none of those work because of how he specifically has been shut out of the financial system. People don't realize how uniquely fucked Null is, and apparently a lot of them are incapable of comprehending it.
 
People don't realize how uniquely fucked Null is, and apparently a lot of them are incapable of comprehending it.
they wont realize until it happens to them as well and when it does they will act like they were the first person it ever happened to. thats one of the things i think also annoys null because he is constantly talking about how beyond fucked he is constantly and people will hear about it and shrug it off just because its not happening to them or does not effect them so it must not be that bad. but then those same people will have the nerve to suggest null do things he has mentioned trying to do numerous times on stream.

then of course you also have the people who i do think genuinely mean well but just fail to understand how fucked null is because it really is a very unique case. null is essentially banned from being a person unless he gives in and admits how wrong he is about everything and even then the damage done is so massive that it would be pretty difficult to come back even in the best settings.
 
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now my main suggestion to null is monetize kiwifarms as much as possible. If you’re going to be the sole monopoly on gossip not allowed anywhere else, you may as well find a way to raise the price for the service,

Via advertising? Having people pay so they can say nigger? How does that payment idea work with know your customer style rulings and a litigious society?
 
Via advertising? Having people pay so they can say nigger? How does that payment idea work with know your customer style rulings and a litigious society?
Null has already thought about advertising things on a parallel economy. Talked about Black Rifle Coffee Company. He already ruled that out, I think, mainly because of the payment processor issues and also because he wants to advertise something the user base won't hate. I'm sure if he searches profoundly enough, he might get something like a grey area business who will pay to him in crypto for advertising, but he risks a lot by exposing the userbase to bad shills/scams/whoresites.
 
I can't imagine anything more seditious than modern public schools.
This looks like hell, I'm pretty much completely convinced most teachers actually hate children.
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My mother has been a public school teacher for 30 years, I have friends that have gotten into education in the last 5 and have interacted with teachers all my life. Of the maybe 50+ I know a grand total of zero have a room that looks anything like this. The teachers that do this are despised by their peers. It is “their” class room and that is always the argument they make when the board asks them to pull this stuff down. They’re a vocal minority and the only reason you don’t see the 90% of teachers with normal rooms is that they know taking pictures of their rooms with kids in it is highly inappropriate and unprofessional.

I had a teacher who had signed Joy Division posters on his wall.
 
My mother has been a public school teacher for 30 years, I have friends that have gotten into education in the last 5 and have interacted with teachers all my life. Of the maybe 50+ I know a grand total of zero have a room that looks anything like this. The teachers that do this are despised by their peers. It is “their” class room and that is always the argument they make when the board asks them to pull this stuff down. They’re a vocal minority and the only reason you don’t see the 90% of teachers with normal rooms is that they know taking pictures of their rooms with kids in it is highly inappropriate and unprofessional.

I had a teacher who had signed Joy Division posters on his wall.
your mom and that giga-faggot teach from the same DoE books.
 
your mom and that giga-faggot teach from the same DoE books.
They get to choose their program as a team and just recently switched because the one suggested by the school was crap and in the opinion of her peers was not beneficial in meeting good standards for students. They constantly update their program and remove nonsensical stuff and pull from other content that is being supported as successful to see if it actually is. If it is: implement. If it isn’t: throw it out. But retards who don’t understand this just get up and spew bs because it aligns with their opinions.

The reason education has been shit is because you put some faggot politician in charge of determining how to educate when they know absolutely nothing about the process. Both parties throughout the years have systematically destroyed the ability of teachers to teach, and rather than enabling them school districts force teachers to capitulate to parents who have next to no clue how to do basic arithmetic let alone design a lesson plan.

Remove the politics from education and give the teachers space to educate and you’d see the gender blobs hanging up signs disappear in a flash since I’m sure their reviews show them being less effective than their normal coworkers.
 
Honestly I think it comes off as a little insulting where you talk about how everyone hates you and you get no support and no recognition from anyone who MATTERS.
I don't think Null is lacking in appreciation for those that support him. He would've given up long ago if that were the case.

What I think he's saying is that he wants to create REAL change, that he has insights that would be of value to people with power, but either they're too cowardly or unprincipled to listen to him because he's so maligned.

I think he's been trying to bridge this gap and associate with people who are serious like he is, but he doesn't know what to do or who can help or even if he's willing to trust anyone to help.

Combine that with the various stressors he deals with being the owner of Kiwi Farms, a website, and you get a slow build of extreme pressure that even the most disciplined person would struggle to handle well.

He's pissed off and doesn't see a light at the end of the tunnel at the moment. He might say or do things out of anger or other emotions, or not word things as perfectly as they could've been, but he's just some fucking guy trying to make his way and the lack of resources gets to anyone after a while.
 
Null has already thought about advertising things on a parallel economy. Talked about Black Rifle Coffee Company. He already ruled that out, I think, mainly because of the payment processor issues and also because he wants to advertise something the user base won't hate. I'm sure if he searches profoundly enough, he might get something like a grey area business who will pay to him in crypto for advertising, but he risks a lot by exposing the userbase to bad shills/scams/whoresites.
My statement was directed to the original poster as if one looks at the history of speech on the Internet one can see how advertising is tied to not saying niggerfaggot.

Then one can go obtain a couple of books about the history of advertising and how that flow of cash can then be used to shape the adverser supported business publishing history.

Getting a cashflow from a place filled with niggerfaggotry when there are so many layers of caselaw to try and navigate is damn hard. Look at how little twitter/parler/truth social actually make via advertising. All of those sites have far more speech restrictions and yet are called cespools so advertisers have little desire to spend there.
 
your mom and that giga-faggot teach from the same DoE books.
Shit this nigga never been in a class where the damn economics teacher started going off on crime statistics because of something in the textbook that lit his ass on fire.

That shit was eye opening and fun even decades ago.

This ain’t to say shit ain’t fucked, it is, but if you are aware and awake (woke?) you can do tremendous things.

You may not live to see the results, just of how long it takes.
 
your mom and that giga-faggot teach from the same DoE books.
I know it's easy to be blackpilled about public school, but gigafaggot curriculum exists from the lack of actual curriculum oversight and not because it is mandated. Public schools just have to meet certain (often arbitrary) preparedness goals in each subject and the teachers are left to their own devices to come up with a plan to get there, often at their own personal expense.
I know the perception of teachers is that all they do is groom kids, eat hot chips, and lie, but the reality is more like you work 8 hours a day at school (excluding faculty meeting days which are 10 hour days) and another 2-3 hours a day at home (including weekends if you are in charge of your teaching group) trying to wrangle a bunch of illiterate/ESL kids with illiterate/ESL parents who didn't meet any of the previous years goals before getting booted into your classroom (especially true since the lost covid cohort), then you have to pay out of pocket for any learning materials besides the textbook, as well as your office supplies and supplies for your students whose parents will buy them $120 shoes that won't fit in a year but not pencils or paper. And while people envy you being off for the summers, you are not paid for them and technically unemployed during the summers (not on vacation) until your contract is renewed.

And for your trouble you will make less as a yearly salary with 10 years of experience than a first year software developer, a second year mechanic, or a third year Domino's Pizza GM.

The reason gigafaggots get into schools is because normies put politicians in charge of managing the school systems and not experienced teachers. Are you really surprised a blue shithole elects a school board based on blue shithole policies and attracts washouts that couldn't cut it in any other lib dominated industry?
 
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Honestly unbelievable that Null gets banned for saying he can't wait for boomers to die and meanwhile Dax Herrera's twitter is just 24/7 targeted harassment of innocent people and calling family members of people he doesn't like fat pigs. There is no consistency with these decisions at all.

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If they banned everyone who spent most of their time shit talking people and trying to cause trouble for attention they'd have very few left.

Being a bitter faggot isn't going to get you banned. But spitting on a sacred cow will, that has always been true for Twitter. The only things that have changed are which cows are sacred. Null walked up to one of the biggest ones and tried to tip it over.

I think being on this website long enough and maybe a couple other gives people a "reverse echo chamber effect" where they seem to forget that if you walk into "le pooblic spaze" as my favorite Canadian killer would say, and then upset people and say things that almost everyone hates they ban you, or get rid of you. There is no expectation of free expression once you make people uncomfortable about deeply held beliefs.

Not to say anyone forgets they will get banned, but they seem to forget how easily it can happen. You have to kinda try and be extremely unmanageable here to get banned, all it takes is a simple slip of the tongue elsewhere. You need friends elsewhere. You need a tribe. Here you just need an account.

It's why I like the forum so much.
 
As terrifying as it is to think this place has shaped my thinking, I can’t be the only one who started lurking to laugh at retards and accidentally became a more informed citizen in the process. I’m just some dumbass and I learned how to use crypto, how the Internet works, how prevalent censorship is and how deep the institutional rot goes and it has indeed shaped the conversations I have with people. Maybe I’ll even convince some. Doesn’t reinstate your bank accounts but I think it counts for something.
 
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