So, you had interesting points, tho, as already said, I wouldn't call it pseudo bisexuality, if you have sex with both, it's not really pseudo, is it? But I get what you meant by it and I think there's truth to it. But maybe, these men who don't have their brain light up like a christmas tree by looking at henry cavill and still do prison homo stuff on the down low are just into it for the butt stuff on it's on (not talking about me, I'm weirder) and are just acting opportunistic but that wouldn't necessarily mean that it's less legit (but probably coincides with being unhinged or having a somehow low ick-barrier) than what you'd call legit homosexuality. They only thing I can say about myself is that I just never interacted with other boys like most other boys do, left to my own devices, with others like me, I would have just acted more intimately, it's hard to explain but I don't understand the distance straight guys put between each other intuitively - acting like drunk college girl "besties" would be my default and I don't sexually precive men the same way in which I also precive women, on the surface, women were always hotter or more erotic to me and men more often than not rigster like meh, going by visuals and the way most carry themselves alone. Women are just prettier and more elegant, except for a few really beautiful men - but then, actually being close with men, even when "meh", does more for me than beiing with women and I'm not really into fucking that much in general and that is very male a-typical, I would think. I would def. ping bi sexual in some lab test rig, maybe even more straight but that wouldn't really explain what I actually do and how I navigate intimacy irl. I just always seemed to lack a certain set of instincts and interests, esp. in so called male hirachy games, almost like someone half assed my puberty.
Btw, I don't consider stuff like this powerleveling, it's on topic (for our exchange) and for me it's not much different from peeps saying they have a wife and kids and a house where it fits.
It may also elucidate my investment in these topics. And I want "deviant", not "islamic", pls.