i'm the baddest bitch in this club aka
MFF 2024 Roundup
I'm processing. p r o c e s s i n g
THURSDAY - got going later than expected due to childcare snafu. I picked up my roomie and we got to the hotel to check in without incident, luckily. Only one roomie this year! once we got all our stuff in the room, we had a snack then rolled out to registration. i think we waited 45 minutes? the first part of the accessible line didn't have chairs lining it which was a real bear. we made a friend in line and we chatted about all kinds of stuff, from accessibility services to nail painting and being trans, talked nail polish and maybe getting together to do nails during the con. (it was attempted, but the timing didn't work out.)
After reg, I headed to Embassy Suites to a room party an old friend was hosting. I had kind of expected to be the only person there, the way the host was talking about things. He had said he wanted to give me special attention which, quite frankly, i thought that meant he wanted to fuck and that we would be fucking post haste. I was surprised but relieved to discover that the room was pretty populated! The host did take me into the other room to give me a good squeeze and a little smooch, but like - obviously it was not a fuckdate ahaha. But, I got to eat some pretty good food that host had made - brown rice with some butternut squash cubes and orange chicken from trader joe's apparently - and had a nice chat with several ppl. Met someone I'd talked horny with on telegram which was nice, and we talked about hooking up later (nothing ended up happening, which is fine). I also talked to a new person, lemur. we hit it off real good.
anyway the party ended abruptly because the other roomies of the host guy came in and said the party needed to be over, pretty brusquely. once we guests got into the hallway we looked at each other grimacing like oooeeeeggg something went sour there. turned out a few hours later that the host got kicked out of his room! he had to scramble for a bed! he was asking in the group he made for all of us he wanted to fuck (lol). we were like why did you get booted and he said that they said he was too controlling and that maybe they had a point. which was also like uhhhh okay. anyway i left there and went back to my room. me and roomie got high and ate snacks. Host - before being kicked out of his room - pressed a few times for coming over, but i was waiting on roomie who was waiting to see if they had a hookup coming, so I said no. we end up hitting the hay tho after a while.
FRIDAY - woke up later than i expected but for an at-home alarm i had forgotten to turn off. (just took a few min to turn them back on heehee) I ended up running to a grocery store that morning; we needed like three or four items that we'd forgotten between roomie and me. that took up a chunk of time. then i tried to find a panel; as it happens i had no idea about an entire wing of the convention center and kept looking around dealer's den thinking there were other rooms around it (there weren't). anyway, on Friday the con did a timed entry thing where people had to apply for a time slot. i followed the flow of traffic, which pushed me into the dealer's den waiting line - and then out of it when someone said the line was just for shiny badge holders - then when a door monitor noticed my accessibility wristband and they shoved/ushered me into the den - i stood there confused for long enough that staff checked on me like, are you okay? people bitched about the timed entry but honestly it was a nicer experience for me. it was really a nice perk of the accessibility wristband because i got to look at things without a long wait; i was able to actually approach tables and talk to people because it wasn't packed out and horribly loud. so - even tho it was a pain for folks - i liked the effects of it.
since i was in, i went into the adult section; i had preordered some wrist cuffs from scrapyard leather but the package had been held up at customs. they said to check in the next day or they would make a new pair and ship them to me. with that checked into, i found a booth advertising Furry Heat, a VR sex game. I waited in line for a kinda long time, lol, at least 20 minutes. but i really wanted to try it; I've never tried vr ever. and honestly i saw on the demo reel they were playing you could play as one of the characters, and i wanted to play as a herm/trans(?) character and jerk it off lol. i didn't do that because there was an assistant there guiding the experience and encouraging me and correcting me when i did the wrong thing with the controllers. the guy also was like okay, there's a quest to kiss her, so try and kiss her! and when I did and cried out and was like AHH IT'S TOO REAL I'M SHY he was so nice lol like oh, it's ok, it's perfectly natural, etc. i got coached through trying to spank the model lol and got to fuck the character with a dildo and my hands. then i jerked it off lol. so fucking funny to write down like, i jerked off a furry herm shark girl in VR. anyway, it was very cool and it was a little too new and novel to be hot but was a little, hehe. After that, i stopped by the booth where an expectant lover was working for a publisher. they had told me to look them up so they could give me a hug. it was a nice vibe check moment. this eager sub was dressed in a full-on jon snow-esque outfit with a big furry cloak and a sword and shit. the cloak covered his ass so i was able to grab it underneath the cloak. it was a very nice hug. jon snow found me via a post i put in the MFF NSFW unofficial chat group on telegram. i had posted like, one pic on a night i was really feeling it and he was like please use me and crush me, and i said sure let's talk about it. we cybered once before mff and that was pretty hot. we'd planned on doing something friday.
IN THE MEANTIME, old-friend host is texting me wanting to hookup. i tell him no, sorry, i gotta have some dinner and then i have a hookup tonight! and oh! host is insulted i planned another hookup before i hooked up with him! a little bit rude with my wording there! i think host was acting in an untoward fashion taking offense. I told him sorry, we had planned the hookup before the con. i heard no more from host the rest of the convention. anyway, i next connected with friends DD and my plaything. we chatted briefly but all had things we wanted to do. i had enough time to get my hands on the plaything a little and hear it sigh happily which like wow what a wonderful and lucky thing to get to experience. over and over it never gets old to pet something soft and responsive and eager.
anyway, we parted ways, and I waited for quite a long time for a weed guy to come and give me the high-dose edibles I'd pre-ordered. he finally showed so i went back to the hotel room. roomie put together a meal to share with folks w/a crock pot and rice cooker. it was so good, too! anyway at first nobody else had showed; then roomie's two friends came and i invited a beau who came and hung out a while as well. we all had a very nice chat and i was extremely stoned lol. everyone fucked off and then it was time for my hookup with jon snow.
jon snow was a very sweet and hot lay. a+ communication, 10/10 especially on the smooth transition between talking "in sexy character" and logistical/boundary stuff, hot whimpering noises.
after that, roomie came back and i passed out pretty quickly afterwards. slept great.
SATURDAY - ah, the big day. so many plans laid. i think i literally just woke up, got dressed, and went over to the convention center with my camera for a while and also wore very strappy underwear which was a mistake. i waited for a long time to order a decaf americano with heavy cream, which is my typical order. i got the coffee and wandered off before realizing they hadn't put any cream, whoops. so i went back and got my cream. other than that i just took photos for a while and was uncomfortable with all the straps of my underwear riding down lol! i went back to the room to change and eat PB&J for lunch. i changed into my fursuit outfit and went out planning to suit or at least have my suit for a few hours until after the bimbo meetup.
and i did! i carried my fursuit head around a lot, but i wore it a lot too. i had some very cute interactions with people. i went to the kk slider concert wearing my suit and that was pretty fun; then i went to the gaming arcade section bcuz i thought someone i knew was going to be there, but they weren't. then i made my way towards the con center again.
I met up with my plaything to walk around the dealer's den which was so so lovely. showing affection outside of scenes is a new thing and such a pleasure to do. my plaything has incredibly soft skin and hair. i have a sensory memory of the feeling of their soft shirt and the shape of their flesh under my hand. the back of their neck and the little hairs that curl where hair begins to grow on the scalp. its sigh of relief at my touch. really savory stuff here, folks. so yummy. they also reminded me to drink water and that one can reuse a water bottle. it's such a simple thing but i was not remembering it. then when i used that refilled water bottle the next day i thought of my plaything and felt so cared for. anyhoo, plaything accompanied me to the hallway for the bimbo meetup before departing. as i was waiting, i was disappointed that there was a huge line and also that not that many people were actually dressed like the panel had encouraged, it seemed like? but i also remembered seeing the vr chat meetup in the same meeting room happen the day before and how that room got to be at capacity. i didn't want to be in a room at max capacity people. so i just hung around outside of the bimbo meetup. i got interviewed about being a furry by two folks. dd the deer found me and we proceeded to get interviewed by a hot russian lady about being a furry. so i got interviewed twice this con lol.
after that, i went back to the room and showered. the plan was for furry beau to come and, you know,
visit with me at 8. for reasons that are still kinda unclear to me, beau did not come to visit with me. i was disappointed but had another dude who'd been in my DMs and he came very promptly to my door. 10/10 very nice extended penetration time, a+ on more crushing someone's son, nearly came on his dick, nice job dude. After the hookup, I went to bed promptly.
SUNDAY - I slept in again! I went to the hotel restaurant for breakfast but realized I'd slept late enough that it was lunchtime. I had a surprisingly good cup of coffee and a burger. the food was fine; i feel good about only having bought one meal while at the con this year. i ate food that i brought or that other people brought. After that I went back up to the room and swapped some message with furry beau. He agreed to come meet me in my room. and he did.
we originally met on grindr. we'd cybersexed a few times. we'd been talking for months and oh boy, have i been into this boy. we talked about meeting at the con and stuff. but i asked for a confirmation of interest a few weeks ago and was turned down. so i thought things were a no go but honestly, thrilled to find out that it was still a possibility. we cuddled at first while we talked. but then we started making out.
after he had left later, i realized he'd left his newly purchased stroker in my room. so i messaged him and we met up again in the dealer's den so he could get it back. then we walked around shopping a bit and he bought me a fat seal sticker, so i would die for him now. glad i got a few extra minutes to be with him in person, give him a good-bye hug and kiss. what a lovely creature. i feel so lucky to get to witness them a little bit.
it is straight up bittersweet like. here is another person i wish i could be more to. but like ultimately i get to be a part of their life as is and i should be as grateful as i can be for that. for getting to be who i am with them and getting to see whatever it is people want me to see about them.
i was sitting here kinda zoning out thinking about my feelings and started to think an unkind thought about myself. like i could see it happening. and i was like, huh! huh! HUH! i have not thought anything like this once all weekend!
similarly i took some selfies and was like damn. i am so incredibly hot. why am i so extra hot right now? and i thought ah! it's because I'm
happy!
look at meee soo hot. gosh
anyway i went to like half of closing ceremonies. i bailed because i had to pee real bad. then i went to the room and got ready to leave. roomie helped me out and i got home to everyone already asleep. i have slowly typed out this stuff. I'm very tired and have left myself a terrible job: setting up my cpap upstairs which begins with hauling my shit upstairs nnnoooo oh well.
