Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

Ah man, I thought about that exact same video when I read that post. Only ever seen a clip of it before though, didn't know it was posted here, must have missed it.

There’s that guy who took an angle grinder to his own dick, no hesitation, just straight-up severed it.
And another freak who went even further, cranking his junk through an old-school meat grinder until there was nothing left but shredded dick meat.
This is proof that Satan is running out of ideas and just throwing whatever sick shit he can at us. I'd almost give him credit, but fuck that cursed deceiver for defiling the children of Eve, and pushing men to filth. May every tongue curse his name, and every angel spit on him until Christ returns.

I'll be honest, I could not remember if it was a propeller or grinder, just "spinny thing that could fuck you up real good." Finally found it in the thread when I searched "angle grinder." Looks like we all remembered the same video. (Forgot that he had pink clothes on, though. Only vaguely remembered that he was mostly naked before the act.) It's such an obvious, extreme display of mental illness that people were arguing over whether or not it was real at the time. Still feels unreal despite what I've seen in this thread and elsewhere.
 
Finally found it in the thread when I searched "angle grinder." Looks like we all remembered the same video.
Yup, that's the one. The lack of screaming or whatever seems odd, but I always assumed he was zonked out on something. The quality is a bit low as well. I can't tell if he has shrivelled up trooner balls or he's painfully "tucked" everything out of sight for a prosthetic.

I don't want it to be real, but the sad fact is that, at this point, after all the other batshit stuff I've seen as in this thread, I would not be shocked if it was.
 
Good evening lovely boys and girls,

I’ve been reading along here for a few months, but now I’m in need of some advice and since I don’t trust the Reddit hugbox and always like to hear two perspectives on things I’ve come here.

My peers would probably consider it a capital offense to post here, but aside from all the hatred you lot of turbo autists seem to have actually acquired quite a wealth of knowledge on all matters trans.

So I’m trans and I’ve come to the point that after 4 years of hormones my breast growth and shape is not what I’d like it to be. I have therefore decided that I want to get a breast augmentation done. I have been doing research but I find it to be incredibly hard because in the Netherlands it’s not common practice for surgeons to post a lot of results online. At best they will post maybe five photos online and when you ask if they have a book of results that I can look through they say no.

So I’m basically having to go by gut instinct and how skilled I perceive a doctor to be during our intake. So far I’ve decided against three and I have found one that I found acceptable.

Tim Schafer/Middelburg from Gender Clinic. I’ve seen a few mastectomies by him with solid results and neat stitchwork on Reddit. I’ve seen a vaginoplasty with a decent result (as far as SRS’s go) here on kiwifarms, but I’ve also seen an absolutely butchered piece of horror from his hand here on the farms (can't find the picture but it's in this thread somewhere)

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So do I go with this guy? Or do I need to look further and how would I do better research on them? Which questions about technique should I absolutely ask a potential surgeon? And what is according to you guys the best technique for implants that give the most natural looking result, considering the differences in female and male chests?

So I know not everyone cares or thinks I need to be institutionalized, that's fine, but if that’s the case for you just ignore this post, leave your Lunacy sticker and move along.

XOXO

DJ
 
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I don't want it to be real, but the sad fact is that, at this point, after all the other batshit stuff I've seen as in this thread, I would not be shocked if it was.
Luckily (or unluckily), we're still in the pre-AI generated everything, everywhere stage. So, we know that most of the horrors posted here are unfortunately real. But there will come a time when people will be unable to know if things like this are real or not. And, many of them will refuse to accept that anyone could intentionally to do that to themselves.
 
Can't believe they're pounding the ditch already too, it hasn't been that long since he went to the butcher's, has it?
Probably the point, the guy seems to revel in pain and humiliation.
This is I think one of the worst things I’ve seen in here. It’s like his face has two different expressions at once; satanic glee and utter horror. It’s incredibly disturbing. They both need locking up.
 
Crosspost from the Nullo thread:

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He changed his name to Vivian Void Null, because he has no personality outside of being Nullo. Unsurprisingly, he's a computer programmer. His LinkedIn says he's currently self-employed at his own company, Libervaro.
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Interestingly, he has also volunteered as a tutor for Django Girls, a non-profit aimed at teaching girls how to program (infested with troons, obviously).
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Now his LLC seems to be registered to a Kyle Schemmel:
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And a Kyle R Schemmel graduated from the University of Michigan in 2016:
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And his age matches up with the graduation date.
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So Kyle Richard Schemmel cut his dick off and ate it, and is also very interested in tutoring young girls.
My God. My God. Why have you abandoned us, oh God! I just threw up for the first time in this thread. I'm not as inured to this as I thought. The flood is too good for us.
 
I’m sorry, do you have regrets after your permanent body modification done for no sane, material reason, done for the high morality justice of (checks notes) personal reasons? Or did you believe it improved you, personally, maybe? How personal of a reason, absolutely nothing to do with technology or improvement.

"Permanent body mods that aren't done for material reasons are transhumanist" is a really dumb argument, and not only because transhumanists aren't solely advocating for non-functional modifications. I don't think some woman getting laser hair removal on her PCOS mustache is a harbinger of transhumanism, even though it fits your definition of an unnecessary, unnatural procedure done to improve the body. Trannies would like you to think it's the same thing, because they call such procedures "gender affirmation for cis people," but sane people know it's not.

Tattoos aren't bad because they're capitalist and transhumanist, they're bad because I think they're ugly, unless they are on Samoan wrestlers. You could also just say that (minus the Samoan wrestlers), but I guess then you wouldn't win the gold in mental gymnastics.
 
Human beings have been grooming ourselves to appear different and tattooing, removing hair, and wearing wigs since we were able to develop tools to do so. It's not a big deal insofar as they don't impair your actual physical/biological functioning. It's not transhumanist. It's one of our oldest behaviors. The issue is that SRS and hormone treatments are extreme body modifications that clearly impact functioning and quality of life, drastically so, and immediately. They're done in service to a fetish more often than not to boot.
 
Crosspost from the Nullo thread:

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He changed his name to Vivian Void Null, because he has no personality outside of being Nullo. Unsurprisingly, he's a computer programmer. His LinkedIn says he's currently self-employed at his own company, Libervaro.
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Interestingly, he has also volunteered as a tutor for Django Girls, a non-profit aimed at teaching girls how to program (infested with troons, obviously).
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Now his LLC seems to be registered to a Kyle Schemmel:
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https://www.bizapedia.com/mi/libervaro-llc.html
And a Kyle R Schemmel graduated from the University of Michigan in 2016:
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https://commencement.umich.edu/wp-content/uploads/2024/03/Commencment-Program-WC16-for-web.pdf
And his age matches up with the graduation date.
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So Kyle Richard Schemmel cut his dick off and ate it, and is also very interested in tutoring young girls.
First post in this entire thread that made my mouth water in disgust. Congrats. I'm preparing the lemon and ginger as I type. The thought of him eating dead penile flesh covered in formaldehyde makes me want to never eat meat again, in fear that it might secretly be dead dick meat. I thought I was desensitized and you proved me wrong.
 
I was just going to comment on that as well. Then I realised that there's zero consistency to what they decided to censor; sometimes they do, sometimes they don't. As for the "vags".... lol, fat.
Per HIPAA a doctor would be required to censor out features that would allow the person to be identified if they’re looking to repurpose clinic photos for before & after results. That’s why they censored the snake tattoo for example.

I’ve been reading along here for a few months, but now I’m in need of some advice and since I don’t trust the Reddit hugbox and always like to hear two perspectives on things I’ve come here.

My peers would probably consider it a capital offense to post here, but aside from all the hatred you lot of turbo autists seem to have actually acquired quite a wealth of knowledge on all matters trans.
As a matter of not handing you advice you’d use to harm yourself, I have no opinion on which doctor you find to do your bolt ons. Best of luck.
 
Ugliest tattoo ever invented detected

I’m sorry, do you have regrets after your permanent body modification done for no sane, material reason, done for the high morality justice of (checks notes) personal reasons? Or did you believe it improved you, personally, maybe? How personal of a reason, absolutely nothing to do with technology or improvement.
Did you miss the part where I said I don't have any? Apparently you did, so I'm responding to highlight the aside for you.

It's a picture or words on skin - wtf would or could it "improve," and how exactly is a tattoo intertwined with technology or any greater ideas about humanity? Other than some niche prison or street coding, some specific cultures' cultural signaling, and I guess some medical uses, it's just decoration.

I eagerly await your reply, but if it's too taxing to do, I would like to subscribe to your newsletter.
 
Look guys, can you move the tattoo discussion to another thread? There are a lot of threads that are critical of them and I cannot say I disagree but things are getting way off-topic here.

@Daisy Jones

Provided you are not a glowie or troll, I do not understand how you can go through this thread and still think that HRT, MTF breast augmentation and SRS is a good idea. I mean, honestly, you would not be gaining anything from it other than a lifetime of medical complications and the reality that it does not work as biology cannot be changed and you will probably never "pass" no matter what you do.

Plus, very few people are going to be interested in having relations with somebody with deformed or obviously-fake looking breasts on a male torso and mangled genitals...provided that you would be lucky enough to where "sex" is even physically possible after SRS as so many post-surgery "trans" people find out the hard way that the mess that they have made out of their sexual organs cannot even function at all, anymore.
 
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So I’m trans and I’ve come to the point that after 4 years of hormones my breast growth and shape is not what I’d like it to be. I have therefore decided that I want to get a breast augmentation done.
Since you've come here to get away from the hugbox and this is the Farms, I'm going to be totally and completely blunt with you: You are never going to look even remotely like a woman or feminine, no matter how big of implants you get shoved in there. The male body shape is incompatible with natural-looking breasts, and surgery can only do so much. Your shoulders and chest are so broad and your "breasts" are so far apart that even with implants, they will never look natural or like they belong there. I believe a few pages back someone posted a bunch of trans-identified males like you with "breast augmentations" if you care to find it, every single one of them looks awful and misshapen.

As far as surgeons go, none of them are trustworthy or reliable - it's all the Wild West out there, there's no regulation or standards for any trans-related surgeries, so all you can do is go with your gut and pray you don't get the doc on a bad day, because you'll have signed all kinds of waivers saying you can't hold them responsible if they fuck your life up forever. I wouldn't advise it.

What you really need is therapy to get over your porn addiction and understand that women are actual, real, living, complex human beings who you will never be able to fully understand or "live as" no matter how hard you try because you are not and will never be a woman. You can LARP the gender roles and stereotypes that you and your friends in the trans movement reinforce as strictly as you can so you can try to pretend it's the purse and lipstick that make a woman a woman and not the actual biological reality of being female, but it will never be true and you will never be a woman. You will always be a sick, perverted male pretender. You should ditch the boob job and go find a gender critical therapist who can help you come to terms with that reality and climb out of the hole. I really doubt you will, but that's what you should do.
 
So I’m trans
Fake & gay term invented like 5 minutes ago. It's simply a fetish you should seek help to overcome.

after 4 years of hormones my breast growth and shape is not what I’d like it to be
We know, and had you asked 4 years ago, we would've told you this would happen, in the same way we're telling you that further self-butchery will bring you no nearer to being a heckin' True and Valid Woman. Best thing you can do is quit while you're ahead.
 
I don’t trust the Reddit hugbox
My peers would probably consider it a capital offense to post here,
I have been doing research but I find it to be incredibly hard because in the Netherlands it’s not common practice for surgeons to post a lot of results online. At best they will post maybe five photos online and when you ask if they have a book of results that I can look through they say no.
So close and yet so far to getting it. If you have any common sense left in you, stop the hormones and surgery altogether and get rid of your morality police gooner friends. I've seen people detransition after worse. And after detrooning, don't look back. Never look back.
 
Watching someone cut their dick off and eat it then watching someone cut their dick off with an angle grinder has me in shock. I go to the watch people die thread but have never felt the way I do right now. Holy fuck.
OH BOY
REMINDS ME OF INTERNET '02.

along with beheading vids, cartel vids, and darude.exe.
 
Hi Daisy, I’d advise against any breast augmentation that involves implants. Get the tuberous breasts reduced if you must but don’t add anything that’s not supposed to be there. Your risk of developing an autoimmune disease is much lower since you’re male but I still don’t think fake tits are worth the risk.

What Is Breast Implant Illness?
 
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