Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

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Don't think this has been posted here yet. This FtM has on two different occasions attempted a subdermal implant in her clitoral hood and it has failed twice, this hasn't been done by a doctor, but Steve Haworth, who's well known within body modification. She also thinks it's likely she has hEDS and that it's impacting her ability to heal from these procedures.

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Update on Bella Haimes; the dead 20yo Australian MTF with the BPD mother.
First post here on the SRS Thread
Identity reveal

The mother is still browsing r/transgender_surgeries and giving out advice; particularly if she gets the opportunity for attention. Link
My daughter (deceased) had PI with scrotal graft with Dr Sutin at PAI

From a mum perspective they were amazing and looked after us all so well. From my daughter's perspective it was everything she wanted and judging from the pictures I've found on her phone (and the ones she sent me) she was extremely happy with her results.
She's still trying to dish out homeschooling info even though Bella straight up admitted his mother taught him nothing when she took him out of school. Worse is that the deleted post she's replying to is a teenager complaining about the educational neglect she's gotten from her abusive mother.
Hey there, Im a homeschooling mum in west aus, one that actually makes sure my kids are prepared for the world. The cert two you did is equivalent to year 11 and will get you into ANY cert three course you want. Congratulations you've got proof that you can do math and English to a satisfactory level. No need to do any more of the general education certificate stuff.

If you want to send me a message I can suggest you apply for my work (not naming them publicly) who work nights, as long as you can get to work using public transport someone will usually be going in the right direction to get you closer to home. While it's not the best job the people are all super fun and supportive which makes me love it. Happy to help you tweak your resume but I see others have offered as well.

Also send me a message so you can find me again. Coz if you ever need a supportive mum to zoom in like a bat out of hell to rescue you then I'm offering.
Quotes from Bella's Reddit account about his shitty mother just to remind you what a piece of shit this Nicole Dean is.
No family or friends or people from previous relationships ever loved me and I am now realizing that there hasn't been a single person ever who loved me.

My mum only uses me as a person she can complain about stuff too that has to listen

Almost every day now she has a tantrum because puppy she got won't stop barking and my half brother and his dad keep yelling at the dog which makes it worse for my mum apparently, Once I gets to a certain point each day she storms outside and crying being really dramatic slamming stuff and everything, then she comes inside later to complain to me about my brother and his dad and her dog and tells me how she wants to kill herself constantly and that she needs to move out and take me and my brother with her. We can't afford to move either way.

I'm stuck with a mum who yells at everyone and thing most days and she has never supported me once, due to neglect as a baby I had serious burns on my hands and was stuck growing up with my pedophile grandfather until I was a teenager it just sucks.

After about a year and a half of living with my mum doing absolutely nothing for school and not having a social life my younger brother ran away from our grandparents and moved with his dad (we are half siblings) and my mum decided that we should all live there the problem is that she then pulled my brother out of school to and we dont have much near as as we live 20minutes from the closest town and over an hour from suburbia now and everything has just gotten worse here

My mum has bpd and various other mental health issues and my brothers dad is an alcoholic and massive stoner and he will smoke over 100$ of weed a day and it's not legal here a few months ago just after s year of living here he accidentally cut off his thumb and now isn't working at all and my mum hasn't worked for over a decade and it's causing a ton of issues

There are daily fights that are made worse by the drug abuse of his pain meds alcohol and weed and my mum has various meds she has gathered she uses and they never communicate properly and aren't in a relationship but still share a room because the house isn't that big and brothers dad insists on using one room to grow weed and my mum hordes slightly and stores stuff there

I am now 17 I live in the middle of nowhere with one friend who I see maybe twice a year that I met online and I can't get a job in town to get money to move because it's the type of place you need to know everyone in town to get a job and my parents refuse to be social and I can't

I don't see any future for myself as I can't leave and my mum guilts me every time I try because she and my brothers dad can't afford this place without the centerlink payments she gets from having me and the payments she gets from me being homeschooled which are stopping soon
She also posted about her grandfather dying and is talking about how he's playing in a shed somewhere with Bella in the afterlife. Gross considering Bella said he was molested by a grandfather growing up and comments that his family is full of pedo's and abusers.
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Reddit Archive / Google Doc Archive (lots more pictures in there)
Reminder to anyone browsing to view google docs (not the archive but the original link in the reddit post) with an incognito account. And reminder that this is usually a fun way to get their email address (I've "phonebooked) a few people this way), unless they're good at opsec like Ms., uh...

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This FtM has on two different occasions attempted a subdermal implant in her clitoral hood and it has failed twice, this hasn't been done by a doctor, but Steve Haworth, who's well known within body modification.
Well, that's different.

Amazing that everything else in this thread makes "non-medical implant creation and placement" seem quaint and low-stakes these days.
 
skullboy73 is excited she gets to stuff her rotdog in one of those watersnake toys.
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Always wanted to properly do this lol got quite squished since no implant but felt good it's a water snake encase you don't know
and comment:
Stick it in a donut…for science

a few years ago someone did a post showing how many donuts they fit on and I am still so so sad that it's either deleted or otherwise lost to me lmao, it's my Roman empire​
Lmao I remember that post.
 
Don't think this has been posted here yet. This FtM has on two different occasions attempted a subdermal implant in her clitoral hood and it has failed twice, this hasn't been done by a doctor, but Steve Haworth, who's well known within body modification. She also thinks it's likely she has hEDS and that it's impacting her ability to heal from these procedures.

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Reddit Archive / Google Doc Archive (lots more pictures in there)

I made sure to thumbnail all those images and I have spent way longer looking at them than I wanted to
Congratulations, you now have a mangled clit hood, with no added benefit. You get what you deserve.
 
skullboy73 is excited she gets to stuff her rotdog in one of those watersnake toys.
On the growing list of things you didn't really appreciate or notice because there wasn't much to compare to...but men always keep a firm grip of theirs in dick pics but even when squished inside the little water toy she holds the rot dog so delicately, like a floppy dead fish you don't want to squish.
 
On the growing list of things you didn't really appreciate or notice because there wasn't much to compare to...but men always keep a firm grip of theirs in dick pics but even when squished inside the little water toy she holds the rot dog so delicately, like a floppy dead fish you don't want to squish.
TiFs innately do not understand why men man-handle their genitals the way that they do, so they always end up being clockable - even with somewhat ""passable"" results in photographs - just because they hold their psuedopeens like it's a fucking Faberge egg; sort of an inverse of how TiMs ram every finger on their hand into their amholes in ways that would make most women snap their legs shut on instinct. I'd never realized how many sex differences existed until trannies forced me to sharpen my eye.

Thread tax: a pediatric transitioner is concerned he's going to have a Jazz Jennings issue where he doesn't have enough penile tissue to turn into a mockery of nature's creation. It's a good thing he got trooned out early, though!
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Concerns about not getting enough depth from vaginoplasty because I transitioned early

So I’ve been transitioning since I was like 15 and I really wanna get a vaginoplasty, I’m 24 currently and I’ve basically been on hormones for a decade. I was scared to get surgery for a while, but my dysphoria is so bad I know I need to get it now. The thing is I’m pretty small down there (but not horribly so but still) because of being on hormones so early and so long and what complicated this issue more is the guy I’ve been dating for two years is basically quite well endowed down there and I’m scared I won’t get enough depth from a vaginoplasty. I haven’t really been up to date with trans stuff until recently and I used to know a lot about these surgeries but I just am worried I’m gonna have to get like a skin graft from my arm to make the vaginal canal longer. I’ve just heard of other girls having issues even dilating because of pain or it feeling too tight and if I can’t even dilate without pain I don’t know how I can even have sex with my bf. I’ve heard there’s other forms of vaginoplasty like PPT instead of PIV, last time I was informed on this shit in like 2018 Peritonial pull through surgery was really hyped up but recently I’ve heard it’s not as great of a surgery I heard in a post here a little bit back.
Anyways sorry for the long question, I didn’t know where else to ask this kinda thing or where to find the answer to my question so I thought I’d ask here.
Also does anyone know any good surgeons in Germany? I know I can look it up but more information is always better lol
Should you really be getting unnecessary medical procedures if you already have issues with addictions? For some reason, even with her concerns, I feel she would still resent her provider if all she got was a Tylenol 3 script.
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Pain meds when you have an addictive personality

So I have my surgery in three weeks and when the nurse called me last week she said I could take weed edibles instead of the subscribed pain meds if I want. I already regularly smoke weed (although I've stopped to prepare for surgery and won't start until end of recovery) and I have an addictive personality so I worry about trying the pain meds they'll give me, so I thought I'd just take edibles instead of I'm in pain to avoid risk of developing a new addiction. I was wondering if anyone else had experience with this and/or advice. I may try the meds the first day as recommended but I worry even one day will be to much of a risk.
A bilateral mastectomy from one Dr. Armstrong made this pooner look like fucking Christian Bale in The Machinist.
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Had my six month checkin with Dr Armstrong today. Scar healing is generally good but bunching on the left and small dog ear on the right will get me a revision in 2-3 months when she has a spot in her calendar. Those sides get irritated and chafe when I have a long day. The staff at GraceMed in Mississauga are superb: would heartily recommend to anyone in the GTA. I am skinny, white, over 50, and had H cups before. Workouts daily since 8 weeks, still mostly with body weight but light dumbbells since January. I will probably start lifting overhead with 5 pounds and see how it feels. I moisturize all over, including chest, and use SkinMedica scar gel with massage morning and bedtime.
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Feels almost predatory the way surgeons can see such ropey self harm scars on patients and still go through assisting in further mutilation. God willing, there's a special circle in Hell for them.
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Finally, some nightmare nipples from a pooner who is only one month post-op. Very affirming, I can see why tax dollars should go to this.
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Hey wassup , im trying not to panic . Is this a normal part of healing? Tomorrow makes a month post op and im kinda freaking out about my nipples .
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Little known fact: the surgeons actually ask them, going in for the mastectomy surgery itself, if they want scars or don't want scars. As in, these medical professionals are asking these young girls if they want them to intentionally disfigure them for the clout or the aesthetic or whatever, and her answer actually changes the way they do the surgery. I suspect the change is whether or not they have fine sutures at every tissue level vs. just big ones at the end, with the latter making big, dark scars and the former scarring much, much less. Probably lots of pooners pick to not have scars, but those are largely not the exact flavor of troubled self-harming girl who decides to post her self-harm on reddit.

The kind of scarring you see here is intentional.
I think to some extent scarring is inevitable and you can't remove all this breast tissue without leaving a scar of some size. That scar could be minimized lengthwise (like, using pocket style dissection and pulling out the breast in pieces, with the caveat that might leave more tissue behind than an open dissection and a more breast reduction rather than breast removal look.)

But I do agree anyone who's up for "top surgery" is mentally ill and probably does believe in scar valor, as a badge of troon achievement or similar.
My first reaction was, "ain't no way that's a woman's leg". It's so delusional to think that a wig and a dress can change their sex characteristics when it makes itself apparent in every part of our body. If you spent your whole life believing you were the opposite sex, you'd think you would know what that looks like.
legs, hands, fingernails, feet, butt, back; at this point I think you could show this thread a shaved armpit and and elbow and they'd clock it accurately. If you know what to look for you can always tell.
The erasure of the tomboy in favour of the pooner is legitimately an international tragedy.
There was a pocket of lesbian / TERF lit women who wrote about "butch flight" in the 2010s; that theory was that women who'd have otherwise grown up to become butches and bulldykes
Oh and funny thing, I'm aware of their psychiatric histories. It's almost always cluster B
I have never met a single troon or poon who didn't have a bunch of co-occuring psych problems and I've met a decent number of them.
u/Girl_parts is on day 22. To be fair, it does look better. There's still a hole in it tho. One insane Hon had this to say:

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As if we didn't already know that standards for this surgery are buried below the ground somewhere in hell.


Meanwhile over in Eastern Europe another troon is worried about his hacked-up whatever this is. The Polak at least has the good sense to be worried about it:

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He has taken a number of pictures of this monstrosity, none of which are any more enlightening than the last.


Finally, this is a new one. Some dumb Hon has fucked up his skull.
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I like how his skull appears to be furrowing its brow on CT as if to say "WTF bro I thought we were cool!"
Yet another example of the European jobs looking even worse than elsewhere’s. I swear that with many of the American ones in this thread, the main issue is wound separation or necrotic tissue. Meanwhile the European ones almost always look like the surgeon decided to chop off bits and stitch (or staple) them back on wherever they felt like it (before it all fell apart and rotted (or ruptured, like that Dutch pooner) anyway).

None look great, of course. But many of the European ones in this thread make Rumer et al look like they actually tried, I guess?
Not to give troons any ideas, but it does seem that there's a clear surgical hierarchy by country and Canada, Europe, and America get the absolute worst results (and Medicaid/NHS/single-payer reimbursed procedures which is also why their results suck) whereas Thai doctors appear to do a better job (at least in terms of cosmesis and fewer immediate complications.) I think it's mostly to do with procedure volume, it makes a big difference if you're doing 100 amholes a year vs six; and I can't think of any other reason why Thai doctors would deliver better results. I still think travelling to Asia for an amhole is a bad idea for other reasons, cause if something does go wrong, the surgeon is literally on the other side of the globe and the medical record is written in Thai.

You could have just gotten therapy, but to each his own, I guess. I'm sure the next big, crazy fad is that we're going to start allowing therians to begin physically transitioning into the wolf they knew they've always been on the inside. If you can change your gender all willy-nilly, then surely, transitioning to another species would be just as easy, right? :)
One of the first things that peaked me was that South Park episode where Mr. Garrison transitions, Kyle I think tries to go transracial and Stan's Dad tried to become a dolphin, and each of them were asked "so did you really become this thing, or just make yourself look more like one?" And the troons have never really answered that question to my satisfaction, such that I like to trot out this ol' chestnut:
"Oh, so you put on a dress, hose and heels and you use the women's restroom, so that makes you a woman? Well, if I put on a fur coat, cat ears, and shit in the litterbox, does that make me a cat? Yeah didn't think so." Follow up with an Ecce Homo if needed.
And to be fair, she does have a better result than the other trans-identified females featured here. It kinda-sorta-maybe looks like a penis if you're not looking too closely. But, I will add, that doesn't make her any more of a "man" than any other woman could possibly be, and it's still not an actual penis.
It's obscenely and somewhat unconvincingly long at flaccid length.

There's still time for more fistulas, right? Sepsis? Anything? This guy is abhorrent. I hope his ballsack labia rot off entirely.
@Procrastinhater he's also on some very nice opioid medication. For now. There's no way this cunt is coming out of this without a severe drug addiction the length he's been on them.
It's really obvious when he's posting high vs. not.

Also, in my hunt for Fistulissa's birthday, I found the rest of his phonebook info. Throwing it under a spoiler because it's mostly entertaining as he is one of our thread favorites; I accept all puzzle pieces accordingly.
Damn and he could have cleaned up decently too, if it wasn't for this persistent mental problem that made him do this shit to himself.
Having been a long time watcher of the bad plastic surgery thread I wouldn't put such a procedure above the Orientals, they have some whacky ideas about beauty
They are the culture that invented foot-binding so nothing's off limits IMO.
Usually because for men in dresses, being a whore is peak female.
This is why I'm angry at the troons for treating my sex like a costume and a role and leaning into whoring and bimbo shit to make themselves feel more like women. To me it feels like being a black person and some wigger keeps showing up to work and social functions in blackface and wearing rapper drip and acting like a Sambo caricature or a minstrel show, and you're not allowed to deck him for the insult 'cause that would be intolerant of you... fml.
Am I the only one who could smell that pic? Thoroughly unpleasant experience.
Nurse, get the leeches!
 
Finally, some nightmare nipples from a pooner who is only one month post-op. Very affirming, I can see why tax dollars should go to this.

"Hey, I got a gaping, oozing hole in my chest from where my nipple died and fell off. Is this a normal part of healing?"

I can look straight into the abyss via your draining necrotic nipple hole. You think that's normal?
 
"Hey, I got a gaping, oozing hole in my chest from where my nipple died and fell off. Is this a normal part of healing?"

I can look straight into the abyss via your draining necrotic nipple hole. You think that's normal?
It's a human thing to ask questions because you're afraid of the answer.
 
Thread tax: a pediatric transitioner is concerned he's going to have a Jazz Jennings issue where he doesn't have enough penile tissue to turn into a mockery of nature's creation
but I just am worried I’m gonna have to get like a skin graft from my arm to make the vaginal canal longer.
Don’t worry sweaty, only pooners have to get their limbs flayed. Your doctor is going to build you a flesh quilt made of colon tissue and whatever little genitals you have to work with. Stick your finger in your butt and smell it; that’s what your new “vagina” will smell like! Hopefully it doesn’t implode like Jazz’s, fingers crossed!

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Edit: that piece of gauze with the gray slime is the foulest thing I’ve seen ever this week.
 
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