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This. We are here to laugh at people not get locked into autistic attritional warfare with them. What he wants is irrelevant and if he gets it then I guess that's good for him or w/e.
Roketsune / Darosne / Christian Crawford / Field Marshal Crappenburg - Pedophile Activist Furry, Kiwi Farms Member, Verbose Cunt, Furry Drama Investigator
This. We are here to laugh at people not get locked into autistic attritional warfare with them. What he wants is irrelevant and if he gets it then I guess that's good for him or w/e.
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Or he's just another spastic and he just couldn't contain his autism. I'm just waiting for him to reveal it was all aand we were the ones who got trolled.
If this is a ruse, it's a damn good one, fursuit and all.
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Back again. There are a couple of matters I wish to expound and clarify before getting to responses. I don't think I've properly articulated why I decided to connect my respected Kiwi identity with my ordinary furry and lolcow name, and why I felt that and coming here as Roketsune in general was a wise idea.
Here are my responses. I've done them somewhat out of order, bringing those to the more incendiary and impactful posts to the top for the greatest exposure. I likely won't be much active for the next several days since I have a lot of imperative stuff to attend to (yesterday was great but also brought more tasks).
I addressed this before, and I've spoken at length about my struggles with alcoholism here. When I wrote that, I was combining two separate notions into one sentence in a rushed and half-baked post while having a BAC high enough to kill or incapacitate the average person. It was not an allusion to anything criminal. I remembered that scenario of going to WrongPlanet while drunk in 2012 and trying to meet people even before I looked at the date. I would have deleted it or edited it soon afterwards (or not written it at all) if I had actually alluded to a crime.
Coincidentally, 5 years ago yesterday, I left the hospital following that massive bender and sincerely entered long-term treatment and rehabilitation.
I give a great deal of thought to the psychological ramifications of those sorts of pairings (and to general sexual expression and behavior) and criminal offenses. Actually, I'm doing more to combat sexual abuse of children as society defines it than you or virtually anyone else has here or elsewhere. Much of that journal you keep quoting gives very detailed and well-contemplated advice for people who wish to enter treatment to stop committing sexual felonies with regards to children, and to those who have other problems regarding their -philia. But of course, you deliberately ignored all of that.
Speaking of psychological ramifications, there has been scientific research which conforms to my views on that matter. This one, which entailed interviewing then-college students about their perceptions of sexual contact with adults while adolescents, was published by the APA's highly regarded journal and met rigorous scientific standards. It was so noteworthy and infuriating that the entirety of the US Senate denounced it while the APA defended the integrity of the study.
Oh, that. I removed them because I felt they were too exhibitionistic and detracted from my intended messages. Another drama community had come across those incidents, fixated on them, and severely distorted what I had written and intended. When I did a full round of revisions of my core documentation in the middle of last year, that was one of those things I revised to reflect my current literary proficiency and general awareness.
I described a couple of instances in 2011 where I weaponized my hebephilia and philosophy against innocent people. While in a psychiatric hospital for alcohol abuse, I decided in a fit of selfish misanthropic agitation it was a swell idea to announce to the other inpatients during a group I was sexually attracted to children and didn't necessarily find sexual contact with them immoral. This behavior was repeated in a group within an intensive outpatient program. I fully and categorically repudiate these misdeeds of mine. They were absolutely inexcusable. I assaulted people who had no role in my problems and had done me no harm whatsoever.
Believe it or not, I'm genuinely appreciative of the comparatively benevolent and assistive tone of this. Given the high scrutiny and high frequency of erroneous and severe assumptions and inferences, I feel it's imperative to least address the worst concerns here. What superior alternative to addressing them here do you propose? I'm sincerely asking for your advice on this since your direct and applicable experience dwarfs mine.
With all due respect, your tactical insight is absolutely abysmal. If I needed to limit interest in me and my case, coming here in dramatic fashion would be extremely antithetical to that. This thread has ballooned well over 10x in size since I acknowledged it and came here. No one even knew of the most incendiary essays until I provided them. Now, what I'm doing could theoretically help limit runaway speculation and interest down the road by presenting myself to address whatever salient points or unfounded accusations that emerge, but compared to the previous status quo I've caused awareness of this to skyrocket. This would be the last thing I would advise someone in such a precarious position to do.
Right. I didn't actually ask for that. I don't know why my missive was characterized that way.
I'm glad this is your favorite thread!
No, only my shirt has imagery of my fursona. Honestly, the artists like that idea since I'm giving them free and conspicuous advertising.
I have been quite civil and even-tempered. Also, something really did come up: life in general. I intermittently check KF, but actually analyzing posts and responding takes a lot of mental stamina and time, and I have other and more important things to do. This thread is only a moderately high priority.
I've occasionally remembered you and wondered whether you achieved more success with that issue. I'm glad you found my advice useful. I had never even conceived pulling another member aside on here and revealing all of that unflattering stuff about neurosis and alcoholism. I saw in that thread that you were severely struggling, and while I was somewhat busy and stressed I felt it was my duty to reach out. I had pondered nudging you after you went silent, but I assumed if you needed me you would have PMed me again. You are still welcome to PM me on that if you wish.
I know you've made very unflattering remarks about me elsewhere in the thread, but I still wish to convey my appreciation for the compliment about me and my miraculously rapid achievement of sobriety. I'm grateful that despite the assortment of severe problems and deficiencies at the time, I achieved permanent sobriety only 9 months after sincerely starting (which was just yesterday 5 years ago, actually), and maintenance after that was very easy. So many have a much harder time with that.
I also wanted to echo the other thing you said. Assistance and generosity doesn't necessarily come from people we fully embrace. My sponsor is a very intelligent, calm, and charitable person who really exemplifies the program, but holy FUCK does he anger me sometimes with his political rhetoric. He sounds like a partisan talking points memo whenever politics come up (which is relatively frequently with him), and it's very hard to remember his other qualities and his servicework during those moments. Goddamn he's so fucking infuriating and baffling sometimes. I actually need to call him pretty soon.
I think you're remembering Trybal Lupine or whatever his name was.
Well, it's my own thread, so it's an appropriate place for it.
He mostly listened, but he had to absorb a lot of information and learn about a community and certain concepts he's never heard of before. I think the impression he got was that I knew what I was doing and I had a firm understanding of the overall situation.
His overall style is rather passive and non-directive, though he doesn't hesitate to ask questions or to pose respectful challenges to an idea I have or behaviors I exhibit which he feels are flawed.
Obviously, therapists and other psych workers are paid to be respectful and useful, but I don't think his respect is feigned or exclusively a matter of money. Also, he's reimbursed somewhat less since my primary insurance is Medicare. Honestly, a LOT of therapists and offices don't take Medicare because either they're difficult to deal with or their reimbursements are too low, so he and others who take on Medicare patients are providing a charitable service to the community.
I wear it everywhere outside the house. My indoor attire is colorful and somewhat furryish as well, but far less furry and resplendent.
1.) Because I like reading and posting about idiotic and self-defeating furries, pedophiles, and other assorted lolcows.
2.) The capacity and will for destruction from KF is vastly overblown both by lolcows and Kiwis. Most furries and probably even most pedophiles who've gotten a thread or been mentioned here don't even know this place exists, let alone systematically destroyed. Except for extreme cases and flukes, the only ones to have their lives ruined are crazy and self-defeating lolcows who ultimately cause their own plights through lack of impulse control and other undesirable traits.
Your hypothesis has some merit in that scenario. However, it has one critical flaw: my arrival would generate extremely much more impetus for examination, so the theoretical benefit of massively curtailing that desire to delve and scrutinize wouldn't likely materialize before this thing was unearthed. Actually, I predict my presence here and the associated revelation will raise the baseline impetus to investigate permanently (or at least until everything's been read and discussed), so if I had something that severe to hide I would have never come here. It would have been extremely antithetical to my interests to do this if that was the reality.
The reason I am astonishingly polite isn't to suppress acrimonious intentions and interest (though it may well do that), but because I am generally behooved by that. If I thought I would derive more benefit from being a belligerent prick, that probably would have been my default approach. However, that would not achieve my aspirations or better my emotional state.
You know what? I am open to this possibility, and if this indeed is demonstrated within the next week or two, I will freely admit this major strategic error. It's still far too early to tell.
He knows of my sexual ideology. Why shouldn't I have told him that? Beliefs and orientations aren't per se report-worthy. My outpatient services in years past knew of all this while I was a client. I've also told him about my indulgence in cub erotica, and about other beliefs of mine which are offensive to the average person.
Oh, God. If she shows up here I'll die for sure, because she looks exactly like someone who I would befriend and my compatriots would let her right in. Maybe if I play up the innocent pretty furry femboy aspect she'll feel too guilty about murdering me to go through with it.
Actually, I hadn't even revealed that aspect before getting those bad reactions. They were genuinely distrustful, fearful, and startled by just the hebephilia. Say what you will about my beliefs, but it's highly counterproductive for the system to be disdainful of the entire demographic. No one should be judged for innate traits alone, let alone by doctor-level therapists.
Honestly, many therapists are entirely unsuited for the role for that or other reasons. My current therapist and another one I encountered at a convention share my sentiments. And of course, the autism complicates treatment in some ways, and the system seems very unsuited to properly treating and understanding autistic people despite all the hype about autism awareness- especially older adults who don't have the stereotypical defects in socialization and core life functions. I even had one woman who had ideal training for autistic clients tell me basically she didn't feel she was qualified/prepared for my case. That and the instances of disrespect and/or lack of empathy were profoundly frustrating.
Honestly, I hope that both sides benefit from this entire affair. My aspiration at the start was to have mutual entertainment (I still theorize that's the case with SolidMario), rather than just me laughing at this absurd spectacle. Of course, the rewards I receive need to outweigh the losses I incur and the plausible worst-case scenarios. I have determined the former outweigh the latter, at least right now. If both win with low cost, even better!
I had conceived the scenario of getting a thread here months ago, and had crafted an operational plan in response. One of those components was revealing who I was upon my entry. Upon further reflection after discovering this, I saw no reason to change it. The only reason I somewhat deviated from that part of the plan was my friendly contact advised me not to, though the staff were informed well before I arrived here (oh, on that subject, I never asked for the thread to be locked or deleted- I stated I wanted to come here actually). Not being sure of the staff's desires and not wanting to antagonize them or my contact, I nebulously alluded to it instead. In retrospect, I should have just gone ahead with what I intended and envisioned.
As to why I deemed that good strategy, there are a few reasons. Being a pedofur comes with a huge relations malus here, so if I could demonstrate I've actually been a useful and liked member of this place that would be beneficial in a variety of ways and moments. It's generally better to give people more reason to like/not utterly despise you if you're going to their community without a disguise or facade. Of course, this in the short term set off a wave of general typical dispassionate low-effort trolling as well as genuine horror and indignation, which would mean this achieved the opposite temporarily. I'm also not sure how much of a factor my goofy and "autistic" style was in all of that. I believe those aggressive instincts will subside and people will start fixating a bit less on the pedofur component over time, though I'll know soon enough whether that prediction is erroneous.
There were two motivations besides the above generalized tactical incentive for doing this. One I characterize as benevolent and constructive, intended to bring enlightenment. There is this very acrimonious mystique which surrounds not just pro-reform MAPs like myself, but the MAP demographic as a whole. Hardly any of you have actually interacted frankly and intelligently with one of us, and very few of us present ourselves for examination. It is my hope that Kiwis and outsiders who come upon this will learn something, and I hope I too become more enlightened and perceptive as a result of this. I also wanted to force people here to realize that sometimes disfavored people are their allies in a cause and excel at something they need. It is undeniable that what I did in the TLL/Greta thread and wiki was extremely well received. The relative importance of that to the site and community is small. I'm the first to admit it was just a small fraction of the total exertions here. However, it's indubitable that my work in that one lolcow case was extraordinary. No one can deny that a pedofur analyzed, sorted, and presented reams of items others presented, and made an ideal article on these villains for the world in general to peruse. I hope people develop cognitively from this unwelcome shock as they're forced to ponder what they value more and whether they should ever respect even slightly a pedofur among them.
The other motivation is more primitive personal gratification and amusement, overall a secondary one. As I have stated before in a perhaps inadvertently more provocative manner, I like attention, even when it's in the form of critical scrutiny. Even if the best I can achieve here is 1/3 genuine inquiries and misc positive remarks versus 2/3 shitposting and weening, that 1/3 is many times higher than what I get now. Also, let's be honest here. Some of us like watching the astonishment and outrage of fellow Kiwis, myself included. I don't prefer that to the constructive and kinder/less unkind responses, but watching people irrationally flail and stomp around or make humorous retorts (I really like the one which depicts how my therapist really feels) because of me is still mildly entertaining. Because this is merely a tertiary impetus, I greatly limit the upset, trolling, and agitated exchanges I engender/engage in here. Many won't reciprocate despite my best efforts, and that's fine and dandy.
Analyzing what I'd likely lose or incur... I don't value contributing and posting as a regular Kiwi more than the aforementioned things. Losing the ability to contribute as I had would also provide the benefit of forcing me to invest the time and stamina I would have expended on further documentation or casual commenting into other projects. Honestly, the impetus for me creating this account was the persistent compulsion to comment on CWC and other drama, not the grand works and displays it turned into. That desire and novelty is largely attenuated now that I've indulged in it and there's now this drama.
Ineffectual trolling is the only likely negative consequence of all of this. With very few exceptions, the only lives this place has destroyed are those who facilitate and justify it by going to full-scale war with this community, and increasing its notoriety by bringing their thread and the site to their followers' attention. KF has little more power than their targets grant them. Save for a few miscellaneous exceptions, only in the very worst cases does RL harassment or abuse take place, and it seems that level of aggression is disallowed here anyway. Doxing and elaborate documentation are frightening and unpleasant, but the threat is generally illusory, the fear generally incongruent with reality. Hardly anyone outside of here knows what the fuck Kiwi Farms is or what this place contains, and probably at least half of those who do assume this is a transphobic bullying site anyway. 98% of people here are mere spectators, 1% are weens and low-level trolls, and the remaining 1% document and investigate. Hell, this thread only became animated because I came here and set off a conflagration, and it will likely go dormant again if/when I disengage and ignore it.
I do know there's maybe a 1-2% chance of something of a RL nature happening to me or my relations as a result of this thread and my involvement in it. I do take that seriously because I'm a highly cautious, self-judging, and defensive person by nature. I wouldn't cavalierly go off on adventures without at least trying to bring all risks to myself and others to negligible. However, even if I'm successfully doxed and there's a veritable frenzy about me over here, the likelihood of that transforming into anything perceivable and destructive to my life overall or within my physical area is low. This isn't meant to be construed as a challenge, but rather a cold and rational assessment of reality. I'm not going to live by a code of perpetual fear and repression because of highly unlikely outcomes. I have a fucking thread now and I'm going to indulge.
As to why I deemed that good strategy, there are a few reasons. Being a pedofur comes with a huge relations malus here, so if I could demonstrate I've actually been a useful and liked member of this place that would be beneficial in a variety of ways and moments. It's generally better to give people more reason to like/not utterly despise you if you're going to their community without a disguise or facade. Of course, this in the short term set off a wave of general typical dispassionate low-effort trolling as well as genuine horror and indignation, which would mean this achieved the opposite temporarily. I'm also not sure how much of a factor my goofy and "autistic" style was in all of that. I believe those aggressive instincts will subside and people will start fixating a bit less on the pedofur component over time, though I'll know soon enough whether that prediction is erroneous.
There were two motivations besides the above generalized tactical incentive for doing this. One I characterize as benevolent and constructive, intended to bring enlightenment. There is this very acrimonious mystique which surrounds not just pro-reform MAPs like myself, but the MAP demographic as a whole. Hardly any of you have actually interacted frankly and intelligently with one of us, and very few of us present ourselves for examination. It is my hope that Kiwis and outsiders who come upon this will learn something, and I hope I too become more enlightened and perceptive as a result of this. I also wanted to force people here to realize that sometimes disfavored people are their allies in a cause and excel at something they need. It is undeniable that what I did in the TLL/Greta thread and wiki was extremely well received. The relative importance of that to the site and community is small. I'm the first to admit it was just a small fraction of the total exertions here. However, it's indubitable that my work in that one lolcow case was extraordinary. No one can deny that a pedofur analyzed, sorted, and presented reams of items others presented, and made an ideal article on these villains for the world in general to peruse. I hope people develop cognitively from this unwelcome shock as they're forced to ponder what they value more and whether they should ever respect even slightly a pedofur among them.
The other motivation is more primitive personal gratification and amusement, overall a secondary one. As I have stated before in a perhaps inadvertently more provocative manner, I like attention, even when it's in the form of critical scrutiny. Even if the best I can achieve here is 1/3 genuine inquiries and misc positive remarks versus 2/3 shitposting and weening, that 1/3 is many times higher than what I get now. Also, let's be honest here. Some of us like watching the astonishment and outrage of fellow Kiwis, myself included. I don't prefer that to the constructive and kinder/less unkind responses, but watching people irrationally flail and stomp around or make humorous retorts (I really like the one which depicts how my therapist really feels) because of me is still mildly entertaining. Because this is merely a tertiary impetus, I greatly limit the upset, trolling, and agitated exchanges I engender/engage in here. Many won't reciprocate despite my best efforts, and that's fine and dandy.
Analyzing what I'd likely lose or incur... I don't value contributing and posting as a regular Kiwi more than the aforementioned things. Losing the ability to contribute as I had would also provide the benefit of forcing me to invest the time and stamina I would have expended on further documentation or casual commenting into other projects. Honestly, the impetus for me creating this account was the persistent compulsion to comment on CWC and other drama, not the grand works and displays it turned into. That desire and novelty is largely attenuated now that I've indulged in it and there's now this drama.
Ineffectual trolling is the only likely negative consequence of all of this. With very few exceptions, the only lives this place has destroyed are those who facilitate and justify it by going to full-scale war with this community, and increasing its notoriety by bringing their thread and the site to their followers' attention. KF has little more power than their targets grant them. Save for a few miscellaneous exceptions, only in the very worst cases does RL harassment or abuse take place, and it seems that level of aggression is disallowed here anyway. Doxing and elaborate documentation are frightening and unpleasant, but the threat is generally illusory, the fear generally incongruent with reality. Hardly anyone outside of here knows what the fuck Kiwi Farms is or what this place contains, and probably at least half of those who do assume this is a transphobic bullying site anyway. 98% of people here are mere spectators, 1% are weens and low-level trolls, and the remaining 1% document and investigate. Hell, this thread only became animated because I came here and set off a conflagration, and it will likely go dormant again if/when I disengage and ignore it.
I do know there's maybe a 1-2% chance of something of a RL nature happening to me or my relations as a result of this thread and my involvement in it. I do take that seriously because I'm a highly cautious, self-judging, and defensive person by nature. I wouldn't cavalierly go off on adventures without at least trying to bring all risks to myself and others to negligible. However, even if I'm successfully doxed and there's a veritable frenzy about me over here, the likelihood of that transforming into anything perceivable and destructive to my life overall or within my physical area is low. This isn't meant to be construed as a challenge, but rather a cold and rational assessment of reality. I'm not going to live by a code of perpetual fear and repression because of highly unlikely outcomes. I have a fucking thread now and I'm going to indulge.
Here are my responses. I've done them somewhat out of order, bringing those to the more incendiary and impactful posts to the top for the greatest exposure. I likely won't be much active for the next several days since I have a lot of imperative stuff to attend to (yesterday was great but also brought more tasks).
I addressed this before, and I've spoken at length about my struggles with alcoholism here. When I wrote that, I was combining two separate notions into one sentence in a rushed and half-baked post while having a BAC high enough to kill or incapacitate the average person. It was not an allusion to anything criminal. I remembered that scenario of going to WrongPlanet while drunk in 2012 and trying to meet people even before I looked at the date. I would have deleted it or edited it soon afterwards (or not written it at all) if I had actually alluded to a crime.
Coincidentally, 5 years ago yesterday, I left the hospital following that massive bender and sincerely entered long-term treatment and rehabilitation.
I give a great deal of thought to the psychological ramifications of those sorts of pairings (and to general sexual expression and behavior) and criminal offenses. Actually, I'm doing more to combat sexual abuse of children as society defines it than you or virtually anyone else has here or elsewhere. Much of that journal you keep quoting gives very detailed and well-contemplated advice for people who wish to enter treatment to stop committing sexual felonies with regards to children, and to those who have other problems regarding their -philia. But of course, you deliberately ignored all of that.
Speaking of psychological ramifications, there has been scientific research which conforms to my views on that matter. This one, which entailed interviewing then-college students about their perceptions of sexual contact with adults while adolescents, was published by the APA's highly regarded journal and met rigorous scientific standards. It was so noteworthy and infuriating that the entirety of the US Senate denounced it while the APA defended the integrity of the study.
Oh, that. I removed them because I felt they were too exhibitionistic and detracted from my intended messages. Another drama community had come across those incidents, fixated on them, and severely distorted what I had written and intended. When I did a full round of revisions of my core documentation in the middle of last year, that was one of those things I revised to reflect my current literary proficiency and general awareness.
I described a couple of instances in 2011 where I weaponized my hebephilia and philosophy against innocent people. While in a psychiatric hospital for alcohol abuse, I decided in a fit of selfish misanthropic agitation it was a swell idea to announce to the other inpatients during a group I was sexually attracted to children and didn't necessarily find sexual contact with them immoral. This behavior was repeated in a group within an intensive outpatient program. I fully and categorically repudiate these misdeeds of mine. They were absolutely inexcusable. I assaulted people who had no role in my problems and had done me no harm whatsoever.
Believe it or not, I'm genuinely appreciative of the comparatively benevolent and assistive tone of this. Given the high scrutiny and high frequency of erroneous and severe assumptions and inferences, I feel it's imperative to least address the worst concerns here. What superior alternative to addressing them here do you propose? I'm sincerely asking for your advice on this since your direct and applicable experience dwarfs mine.
With all due respect, your tactical insight is absolutely abysmal. If I needed to limit interest in me and my case, coming here in dramatic fashion would be extremely antithetical to that. This thread has ballooned well over 10x in size since I acknowledged it and came here. No one even knew of the most incendiary essays until I provided them. Now, what I'm doing could theoretically help limit runaway speculation and interest down the road by presenting myself to address whatever salient points or unfounded accusations that emerge, but compared to the previous status quo I've caused awareness of this to skyrocket. This would be the last thing I would advise someone in such a precarious position to do.
Right. I didn't actually ask for that. I don't know why my missive was characterized that way.
I'm glad this is your favorite thread!
No, only my shirt has imagery of my fursona. Honestly, the artists like that idea since I'm giving them free and conspicuous advertising.
I have been quite civil and even-tempered. Also, something really did come up: life in general. I intermittently check KF, but actually analyzing posts and responding takes a lot of mental stamina and time, and I have other and more important things to do. This thread is only a moderately high priority.
I've occasionally remembered you and wondered whether you achieved more success with that issue. I'm glad you found my advice useful. I had never even conceived pulling another member aside on here and revealing all of that unflattering stuff about neurosis and alcoholism. I saw in that thread that you were severely struggling, and while I was somewhat busy and stressed I felt it was my duty to reach out. I had pondered nudging you after you went silent, but I assumed if you needed me you would have PMed me again. You are still welcome to PM me on that if you wish.
I know you've made very unflattering remarks about me elsewhere in the thread, but I still wish to convey my appreciation for the compliment about me and my miraculously rapid achievement of sobriety. I'm grateful that despite the assortment of severe problems and deficiencies at the time, I achieved permanent sobriety only 9 months after sincerely starting (which was just yesterday 5 years ago, actually), and maintenance after that was very easy. So many have a much harder time with that.
I also wanted to echo the other thing you said. Assistance and generosity doesn't necessarily come from people we fully embrace. My sponsor is a very intelligent, calm, and charitable person who really exemplifies the program, but holy FUCK does he anger me sometimes with his political rhetoric. He sounds like a partisan talking points memo whenever politics come up (which is relatively frequently with him), and it's very hard to remember his other qualities and his servicework during those moments. Goddamn he's so fucking infuriating and baffling sometimes. I actually need to call him pretty soon.
I think you're remembering Trybal Lupine or whatever his name was.
Well, it's my own thread, so it's an appropriate place for it.
He mostly listened, but he had to absorb a lot of information and learn about a community and certain concepts he's never heard of before. I think the impression he got was that I knew what I was doing and I had a firm understanding of the overall situation.
His overall style is rather passive and non-directive, though he doesn't hesitate to ask questions or to pose respectful challenges to an idea I have or behaviors I exhibit which he feels are flawed.
Obviously, therapists and other psych workers are paid to be respectful and useful, but I don't think his respect is feigned or exclusively a matter of money. Also, he's reimbursed somewhat less since my primary insurance is Medicare. Honestly, a LOT of therapists and offices don't take Medicare because either they're difficult to deal with or their reimbursements are too low, so he and others who take on Medicare patients are providing a charitable service to the community.
I wear it everywhere outside the house. My indoor attire is colorful and somewhat furryish as well, but far less furry and resplendent.
1.) Because I like reading and posting about idiotic and self-defeating furries, pedophiles, and other assorted lolcows.
2.) The capacity and will for destruction from KF is vastly overblown both by lolcows and Kiwis. Most furries and probably even most pedophiles who've gotten a thread or been mentioned here don't even know this place exists, let alone systematically destroyed. Except for extreme cases and flukes, the only ones to have their lives ruined are crazy and self-defeating lolcows who ultimately cause their own plights through lack of impulse control and other undesirable traits.
Your hypothesis has some merit in that scenario. However, it has one critical flaw: my arrival would generate extremely much more impetus for examination, so the theoretical benefit of massively curtailing that desire to delve and scrutinize wouldn't likely materialize before this thing was unearthed. Actually, I predict my presence here and the associated revelation will raise the baseline impetus to investigate permanently (or at least until everything's been read and discussed), so if I had something that severe to hide I would have never come here. It would have been extremely antithetical to my interests to do this if that was the reality.
The reason I am astonishingly polite isn't to suppress acrimonious intentions and interest (though it may well do that), but because I am generally behooved by that. If I thought I would derive more benefit from being a belligerent prick, that probably would have been my default approach. However, that would not achieve my aspirations or better my emotional state.
You know what? I am open to this possibility, and if this indeed is demonstrated within the next week or two, I will freely admit this major strategic error. It's still far too early to tell.
He knows of my sexual ideology. Why shouldn't I have told him that? Beliefs and orientations aren't per se report-worthy. My outpatient services in years past knew of all this while I was a client. I've also told him about my indulgence in cub erotica, and about other beliefs of mine which are offensive to the average person.
Oh, God. If she shows up here I'll die for sure, because she looks exactly like someone who I would befriend and my compatriots would let her right in. Maybe if I play up the innocent pretty furry femboy aspect she'll feel too guilty about murdering me to go through with it.
Actually, I hadn't even revealed that aspect before getting those bad reactions. They were genuinely distrustful, fearful, and startled by just the hebephilia. Say what you will about my beliefs, but it's highly counterproductive for the system to be disdainful of the entire demographic. No one should be judged for innate traits alone, let alone by doctor-level therapists.
Honestly, many therapists are entirely unsuited for the role for that or other reasons. My current therapist and another one I encountered at a convention share my sentiments. And of course, the autism complicates treatment in some ways, and the system seems very unsuited to properly treating and understanding autistic people despite all the hype about autism awareness- especially older adults who don't have the stereotypical defects in socialization and core life functions. I even had one woman who had ideal training for autistic clients tell me basically she didn't feel she was qualified/prepared for my case. That and the instances of disrespect and/or lack of empathy were profoundly frustrating.
Honestly, I hope that both sides benefit from this entire affair. My aspiration at the start was to have mutual entertainment (I still theorize that's the case with SolidMario), rather than just me laughing at this absurd spectacle. Of course, the rewards I receive need to outweigh the losses I incur and the plausible worst-case scenarios. I have determined the former outweigh the latter, at least right now. If both win with low cost, even better!
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Dude(ette), if Greta and followers successfully dox you, you are fucked. This is an individual who showed up at Null's mom's house with a knife. And who is surrounded by other crazy people with a thing about violence and defending 'their community'. A large, violent individual. I have seen your photos, man. You cannot take Greta in a physical confrontation, especially if they have the advantage of surprising you.
You are physically small and you stand out in a crowd, big time. You are a soft target. I don't know what you know about practicing situational awareness, but find out something and start using it.
I might have extremely serious problems with your views about child sexual exploitation, but I obviously don't want you to be seriously harmed or die. Even leaving violence aside, if the Gretaverse successfully doxes you, they can do things like disrupt your housing - which has been an issue for you in the past - or simply make false reports about your activities to official bodies or the police. You did the wiki article compilation. You know these individuals have only a passing relationship with the truth and a certain level of contempt for compliance with the law.
You have to stop powerleveling on the internet. You have enemies now. I'm not saying that to frighten you, but to try and give you a realistic perspective here. I might say nasty things, but I'm not going to hurt you, or do anything more than throw shade at your face because I don't like your opinion. You have actively crossed people who will harm you, and right now you are handing them ammunition to do it.
I am not trying to have an intervention, or a come to Jesus talk with you here. You are intelligent and articulate, but due to your diagnosed conditions you are also vulnerable. I do not get the impression that you have fully anticipated the potential consequences of what you are doing here. I know, I know, no one is supposed to tell the lolcow about the hamburger factory. But you are vulnerable and also, I suspect, quite lonely. Not all attention is harmless, or even unpleasant but harmless.
Stop with the powerleveling whilst you are only reasonably behind. That rule exists for a reason.
ETA: Congratulations on your five year anniversary, btw. Big achievement.
You are physically small and you stand out in a crowd, big time. You are a soft target. I don't know what you know about practicing situational awareness, but find out something and start using it.
I might have extremely serious problems with your views about child sexual exploitation, but I obviously don't want you to be seriously harmed or die. Even leaving violence aside, if the Gretaverse successfully doxes you, they can do things like disrupt your housing - which has been an issue for you in the past - or simply make false reports about your activities to official bodies or the police. You did the wiki article compilation. You know these individuals have only a passing relationship with the truth and a certain level of contempt for compliance with the law.
You have to stop powerleveling on the internet. You have enemies now. I'm not saying that to frighten you, but to try and give you a realistic perspective here. I might say nasty things, but I'm not going to hurt you, or do anything more than throw shade at your face because I don't like your opinion. You have actively crossed people who will harm you, and right now you are handing them ammunition to do it.
I am not trying to have an intervention, or a come to Jesus talk with you here. You are intelligent and articulate, but due to your diagnosed conditions you are also vulnerable. I do not get the impression that you have fully anticipated the potential consequences of what you are doing here. I know, I know, no one is supposed to tell the lolcow about the hamburger factory. But you are vulnerable and also, I suspect, quite lonely. Not all attention is harmless, or even unpleasant but harmless.
Stop with the powerleveling whilst you are only reasonably behind. That rule exists for a reason.
ETA: Congratulations on your five year anniversary, btw. Big achievement.
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Literally anything that involves not doing that. Some serious, intensive therapy would be a good idea, too.
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You know what my "tactical insight" is? Get the hell out of Dodge.
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Does this dude have a fetish for writing excessively long posts too?
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Did you really believe that you were somehow above them in any way?
All you're providing right now is trollshielding and "Rolling with the punches" bullshit that tards used in the past to try and show the rest of this site how "cool and funny" they are.
Your biggest mistake here was being too fucking clueless to realize that none of us appreciate or welcome people like you with open arms. Either you do a better job trying to overcome these disgusting perversions you have or fuck off to some furry website and leave your shit there.
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This. You claim to be pro-reform, but are unabashedly---& quite vocally---announcing your pedophilic tendencies to anyone within earshot apropos of nothing. That is not someone who wishes to be reformed.
Aren't we optimistic. Though, truth be told, I think it's your appalling arrogance & unwarranted self-importance masked with pleasantries that disgusts me more than you being an admitted pedofur.
Hang on, let me get my sarcastic "optimistic" rainbow.
1-2%, he says. I thought autists were supposed to be mathematical savants? Though I will concede that this thread probably won't impact your life much, as your RL antics are what is most certainly going to get you in trouble.
Such as?
Several of us have worked with CSA & rape survivors, myself included. Jamie Walton, who has an account here, runs a charity organization to help survivors of sex trafficking. Even @Dynastia managed to raise two grand for charity just by shitposting.
So seriously, go fuck yourself.
I think this "tactical" bullshit is what makes you particularly insufferable.
Yes, I'm sure artists love being associated with you. But I noticed you completely ignored my comment about you having quite a lot in common in Chris. Either you found it to be inflammatory, or you deemed it unimportant & chose not to address it. That doesn't change the fact that I'm right.
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The last pedophile with a major ego like this was Nick Bate who posted tons of texts about how he is "not" harming children and went on about his fetishes publicly displayed. Look where he ended up. You're on your way to the promised land kiddo. It's full of rainbows and cotton candy, also a good selection of thigh-high socks.
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lmfao I am an amoral reprehensible animal without a charitable bone in my body and I still outshine you at the one thing you're virtue signalling over to redeem yourself for being a sick babyraping degenerate
you should probably just kys
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Fuck Greta and followers if there's already a dig squad on this faggot bring me in, and if not I'll start my own.
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Jesus fuck, I cant even laugh at him, he is so boring
If he wants attention, we already gave him, and in return, he should give us good laughs, because thats the thing with lolcows. But no, this sperg cant even bring laughs and joy with him.
Fuck off dude
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We have threads on troons, not transgender because despite the good will of the LGBT community there are some reprehensible members.
There is no good member of the pedo fur community. You cannot convince us otherwise.
There is no good member of the pedo fur community. You cannot convince us otherwise.
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tl;dr "I thought it would be funny if kiwis fucked my furry ass on TWO accounts"
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Oh, please do. I would be ever so grateful to see this smarmy degenerate knocked down a few pegs.
And I am convinced there is some shit he's trying to keep buried. Considering how open he is currently, I imagine it will be the stuff of nightmares
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@Field Marshal Crappenberg you realize you're LITERALLY worse than the cows you came here to mock. Chris may be an ungrateful man-child, but he doesn't want to rape children. Phil may be as disgusting as a human being can be (without being a pedo), but not even he wants to rape children. You're even worse than Greta and TLL. You have no room to look down on any cow because you're as bad as the worst of them. I can't wait until your dox is found, and Greta gets ahold of it. (and this is coming from someone who hates Greta almost as much as I hate you)
You won't find acceptance here, and any kiwi who would accept you should be ashamed of themselves. Your working on the TLL article doesn't mean shit to anyone. It would have been done with out you, and the fact you worked on it has marred the work of the others who worked on it and weren't sick fucks. In all seriousness fucking kill yourself.
You won't find acceptance here, and any kiwi who would accept you should be ashamed of themselves. Your working on the TLL article doesn't mean shit to anyone. It would have been done with out you, and the fact you worked on it has marred the work of the others who worked on it and weren't sick fucks. In all seriousness fucking kill yourself.
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Translation: "I wasn't getting enough attention for being a furry kid-diddling waste on Twitter, so I decided to out myself on a forum that I knew would go after me because of how sick I am!"
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I was raised to accept everyone for who they are, but I was also raised to call people out on their bullshit.
So yeah dude, if you could work on not touching kids or encouraging others to do so, that'd be great. It kinda makes you one of the worst people on this entire forum.
I know you're gonna try to chuckle and smile this off, but you should also try to not be proud of being an absolute degenerate.