Trainwreck ArchivistBecks / 8bitBecca / RemembrancerMx / Yonah Bex Gerber / Rebecca Marie Hernandez-Gerber - The Unhappiest Bitch on Earth. Used a Cancer Scare to Raise Money for a Disneyworld Trip. Collects Identities and Minority Labels Like They're Pokémon; Retired at 36 because of Self-Diagnosed PCOS

Becky’s meltdown could also be partially fueled by Sam’s family having a medical crisis that does not involve her. As previously mentioned, BPDs aren’t happy. They aren’t having a good time. And much of that unhappiness is driven by a deep fear of abandonment or rejection.

They will shy away from ever just saying something like, “You know, you’re absolutely right. I totally forgot that I said I was going to do those dishes. Thanks for reminding me, I’ll do them now.” They will instead turn it into a federal case, threatening suicide and claiming they never once stopped thinking about the dishes but they’re just in such CRISIS that they couldn’t POSSIBLY. All because they fear admitting to being wrong, because in their minds that will lead to rejection. When ironically, just copping to an error with a good attitude would threatened their relationship way less if at all than the whole song and dance.

Sam’s family having real problems shifts the power away from Becky. BPDs hate to see a real crisis because now their whole last line of defense is totally ineffective. Hence the text about, “well, if it’s EVERY DAY can you really say it’s a crisis?”

Even Jackson, as the temporary favorite person, will probably still end up catching shit because his new job takes attention away from Becky.

If Becky was ever going to recover from her BPD, she shouldn’t have done the poly crap. She set herself to constantly be on the chopping block of rejection by a partner, which is just about the worst thing on earth for a borderliner. If I were going to imagine a scenario where she actually could have gotten better, it would have included having one doctor, not a revolving door of ideologically captured “therapists,” one stable partner who could lovingly hold the line on boundaries and expectations while still sticking around, and less access to people on the internet with no real skin in the game gassing her up about how she’s totally correct that someone saying no is abuse.

She might make a suicide attempt. It’ll be pathetic and non-fatal, unless she accidentally succeeds. But because the point of a suicide attempt for a BPD is to reorder a distressing scenario into one where soothing her is the focus again, actual death would contravene her goal. Her doctor needs to just put her on some big boy meds so she stops feeling the sunburn pokes (great analogy!) if she’s not actually going to try to get better. Lithium would help AND she’d gain back all that weight she claims she hates to have dropped.
 
She might make a suicide attempt. It’ll be pathetic and non-fatal, unless she accidentally succeeds. But because the point of a suicide attempt for a BPD is to reorder a distressing scenario into one where soothing her is the focus again, actual death would contravene her goal. Her doctor needs to just put her on some big boy meds so she stops feeling the sunburn pokes (great analogy!) if she’s not actually going to try to get better. Lithium would help AND she’d gain back all that weight she claims she hates to have dropped.
She should just poon out. By the way big slices of the Internet tell it that basically is like ascending to a higher level of existance. Off come the tits and stretch goes the clit and all your problems just blow out the window.
 
“I’m not mad. Don’t tell the newspapers I’m mad.”

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Seriously though, this is an extremely classic BPDemon manipulation tactic. You’re a bad person if you leave when your partner is in crisis, so she (usually she, let’s be real) makes sure there is *always* a crisis. Good on Daniel for possibly finally ending the cycle.
 
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I'm really confused. I shouldn't be, because this is classic Becky behavior, but like, I thought Daniel already dumped your ass, Becky? He's been the "ex" forever now.

Maybe the "walked out" means he actually left the home?

Oh, wait, no. Grandma Klein is gonna come visit and stay with them soon. That poor woman.

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LOL. God(s), I hope he does it.

She's full-on devaluing him to everyone. Rape accusations ought to begin later this weekend, what a treat!

How dare anyone FORCE Becky to sleep on an inflatable mattress? Why, Becky, perhaps you should go make some money to buy a new one? I hear AI annotation jobs pay about $20 an hour and you can do them from home.

But it sounds like Daniel is actually leaving the marital home. That's a new level of fed up. They're starting to say things to one another that are way beyond taking back. I actually do think this might be over and done.

Jackson Gerber, Cuck of the Year 2025
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Hannah's flat little head leaning on him. He obviously hasn't done much of this.
 
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Her doctor needs to just put her on some big boy meds so she stops feeling the sunburn pokes (great analogy!) if she’s not actually going to try to get better. Lithium would help AND she’d gain back all that weight she claims she hates to have dropped.
Nah, lithium does fuck all with borderline symptoms in severe cases. It does have the advantage of making it easier for Becky to off herself by overdosing, though, so there’s that.
 
Honestly, one of the biggest indicators that Becky just has a pathological personality and not a neuropsychiatric illness is that she is affected by drugs for psych conditions minimally in terms of actually resolving her symptoms. She's tried a whole laundry list of pharmaceuticals to keep her in check and has claimed several times she's now on the perfect meds, only to post lengthy screeds in a 24 hour period about how beautiful life is followed by ones about how no one understands her or loves her.

There's just no soul in her. Totally empty human being. I wonder what kind of begging call Becky's going to make to Mami and Papi. I bet they buy her a new mattress today and Becky crows about how wonderful it is to have a fresh beginning so she doesn't have to sleep in the same bed where she and her abuser ex-husband slept.
 
Yeah the revolving door of meds and diagnoses is very typical of the kind of unrepentant and treatment-resistant BPDemon that Becky is.

I used to know a Borderline who was one time misdiagnosed with schizophrenia (because I guess her psychiatrist didn't read past Axis 1). She was HIGHLY protective of that diagnosis because it made her feel quirky and different and special and allowed her to claim all personality Disordered behaviors were just symptoms and people didn't understaaaaaand.

I suspect Becky is a similar case who had a shit doctor give her a couple diagnoses she's EXTREMELY protective of. Getting her to consider she may have a disorder that can't be medicated away will be met with scorn and derision (especially since she was diagnosed in HS initially).

On that note, I was JUST reading about some new PPD drug that is a 14 day pill course or even single injection, I think, course of Zuranolone (brand name: Zurzuvae) which acts on the neurosteroid system (passes the brain blood barrier) and can reverse PPD in just a couple days.

It's INCREDIBLY expensive; Becky should ask her doctor! It's expensive and new and should fix ya right up, Becky! Unless, yanno, you think it might be something else?

Also, can't she just sleep in one of her other partner's beds while Großmutter Klein is there?
 
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LOL. God(s), I hope he does it.

She's full-on devaluing him to everyone. Rape accusations ought to begin later this weekend, what a treat!

How dare anyone FORCE Becky to sleep on an inflatable mattress? Why, Becky, perhaps you should go make some money to buy a new one? I hear AI annotation jobs pay about $20 an hour and you can do them from home.

But it sounds like Daniel is actually leaving the marital home. That's a new level of fed up. They're starting to say things to one another that are way beyond taking back. I actually do think this might be over and done.

Jackson Gerber, Cuck of the Year 2025
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Hannah's flat little head leaning on him. He obviously hasn't done much of this.

Is the staircase for the rat dogs or Hannah? Seems kinda dangerous to have it out like that if Hannah could crawl up and fall off the couch. Shit, she might just even her head out if she fell..
 
Is the staircase for the rat dogs or Hannah? Seems kinda dangerous to have it out like that if Hannah could crawl up and fall off the couch. Shit, she might just even her head out if she fell..
Definitely for the ugly little rat dogs, Becky would never have an implement that allows her child to disturb her couch fusion.
 
She should just poon out. By the way big slices of the Internet tell it that basically is like ascending to a higher level of existance. Off come the tits and stretch goes the clit and all your problems just blow out the window.
She did claim to be one, but stopped. Possibly because she realised that presenting 100% female was too brazen even for her or possibly because she realised that being nonspecifically trans meant she could claim every group’s oppression.

She’d never poon out, though, because ultimately she’s a heterosexual woman whose sole marketable commodity is putting out really easily. For all her woke posturing, she knows damn well that no one wants a fat little pooner.
“I’m not mad. Don’t tell the newspapers I’m mad.”

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Seriously though, this is an extremely classic BPDemon manipulation tactic. You’re a bad person if you leave when your partner is in crisis, so she (usually she, let’s be real) makes sure there is *always* a crisis. Good on Daniel for possibly finally ending the cycle.
“He’s abandoned me! Now it’s just me, my husband, my boytoy, my baby, my lodger and the dogs!”
I'm really confused. I shouldn't be, because this is classic Becky behavior, but like, I thought Daniel already dumped your ass, Becky? He's been the "ex" forever now.

Maybe the "walked out" means he actually left the home?

Oh, wait, no. Grandma Klein is gonna come visit and stay with them soon. That poor woman.

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If Daniel’s paying the mortgage, Grandma Klein is sleeping wherever she wants.
 
Her doctor needs to just put her on some big boy meds so she stops feeling the sunburn pokes (great analogy!) if she’s not actually going to try to get better. Lithium would help AND she’d gain back all that weight she claims she hates to have dropped.
Fuck no, her problem isn't anything to do with sodium channels, GABA receptors, or glutamate levels. Granted the diabetes insipidus and tremor would be entertainment for us, but it wouldn't help her poor kid.

There is no medication that has passed the most basic tests for efficacy for borderlines. A few that had robust (almost certainly placebo) effects in some studies that couldn't be reproduced. And a lot of them were oddball drugs that don't do much for other more biologically understood psych disorders. Sometimes the mild sedation from taking anything that screws with certain parts of your CNS will mellow them temporarily. If you're going to give them a placebo ethically, you should give them something that won't actually kill them when they performatively OD on it. SSRIs, some of the anticonvulsants, AAPs. If you want to make sure they never bother you again, sure- lithium and a tricyclic should solve that problem.
 
Fuck no, her problem isn't anything to do with sodium channels, GABA receptors, or glutamate levels. Granted the diabetes insipidus and tremor would be entertainment for us, but it wouldn't help her poor kid.

There is no medication that has passed the most basic tests for efficacy for borderlines. A few that had robust (almost certainly placebo) effects in some studies that couldn't be reproduced. And a lot of them were oddball drugs that don't do much for other more biologically understood psych disorders. Sometimes the mild sedation from taking anything that screws with certain parts of your CNS will mellow them temporarily. If you're going to give them a placebo ethically, you should give them something that won't actually kill them when they performatively OD on it. SSRIs, some of the anticonvulsants, AAPs. If you want to make sure they never bother you again, sure- lithium and a tricyclic should solve that problem.
I only know of lithium by the personality changes I have observed in people given it. I’m a retard on the internet and in real life. Everyone I know who has ever taken it got real fat and docile. That was my motivation for my unprofessional prescription.

ETA: Regarding the bruised knees, I really hope she isn’t pregnant again. I don’t want another flatheaded mystery meat baby conceived at some “no condoms allowed” orgy for fat, rapey losers and slampigs with blue hair. But. On the other hand. It would be deeply funny and very dramatic.
 
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I wonder if the "relapse" is bulimia.
She said it's from anxiety and stress, okay? She's certainly not sticking her fingers down her throat and purposefully grinding her knees as hard on the floor as possible.

Side note: if you're ending up puking *from not sticking your fingers down your throat, nope* frequently, you could put a folded towel under your knees. You'd think someone who had such terrible morning sickness would learn that by now.

Also, this explains why Jack was mad that Becky was off barfing and wasn't in bed the other day. Or SAD or whomever. They called her out on self-harm barfing and she was like "IT'S ANXIETY, YOU ABUSER" and then spun the story on Bluesky. Pure speculation, but it just fits.

Anyway, I can't imagine this helps how the house smells.
 
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