Got a few more days off. Dropped off the car for summer tires, met a cute cat on the walk home, only to be told the trunk ain't working and the replacement part is like $200. I can pay that but like, damn. Just had it serviced thoroughly. I save a lot of my money and don't plan on kids or real estate, but still kinda sucks seeing big dips in savings, even if I never go into the red for the month.
I don't recall last I came (heh) upon two people having sex on cam. Onlyfans? A single clothed woman wiggling in 4:3 portrait mode. AI porn? A fox girl with a big dick stroking it. Hell, SFM porn is probably the closest to two people going at it for the sake of jerking off. I am around people who casually send porn back and forth, and if you take a step back it's lunacy. Neither party 'acts' upon it; it's just sort of a thing people normalized. Oh here's my fav vtuber; yeah they repost a lot of porn and goonbait.
After enough years pass, it does erode your sanity and sense of belonging in the world. It's kind of like being rejected by the world and rejecting the world. And the longer it goes, the deeper you dig yourself in your hole.
Sometimes I hear about old friends having had help moving, a couch to crash on etc. It's absurd to me that people can have access to such perks at no expense. External help solely from the kindness of their heart? Sounds borderline cult-like at this point. If both my parents kick it and I get into a bad situation, I'm fucked, whereas normal people got friends and family to rely on. I'd gladly help people out with my car etc, however bothersome, but I also know it'd be exploited and I'd get nothing in return most likely.
As a damn dirty fencesitter, I find I get a lot of mileage out of vague phrases that anyone would agree with and are technically the truth.
Even as our news drown with Trump and other such american politics more-so than our own, I can't imagine how it takes up such a large part of the yankee psyche, especially since the majority of you don't vote. It goes name, age, job and politics in that order. I see more people go "what if my date is alt-right?" more often than "- a bad person?". As if you literally just slot people in to one of two extremes and react accordingly.