just some jerk
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It's both. He tried to scam people out of money for the Hawaii trip, but he also really does believe this stupid shit.
Chris almost certainly doesn't have paranoid schizophrenia. He does not have visual or auditory hallucinations. He doesn't have the mental disturbances that schizos have. He can reliably interact with the real world without issue. Think Terry A Davis.
What Chris has is an imaginary friend, like a small child. Ordinarily, small children get told to grow up and stop playing around. Chris doesn't have that, so he can pretty say whatever the fuck he wants and no one cares.
He really wants Sonichu to be real. He says Sonichu is real. And since no one in a position of authority, with the ability to seriously challenge him, is arguing with him about it, he gets to stomp onward.
Sonichu is Chris' Santa Claus or Slash, but way better and totally cool, with a wife and a bunch of friends.
Chris learns just fine. It's just that groups of people smarter than him constantly work to foil his learning. Like how Chris' passwords became really secure the moment someone guessed the first "Sonichu" password. Or how the e-girlfriends after Bluespike required an IRL presence to get Chris to trust them.
Chris didn't have a fear of change. He desperately and constantly changed in response to stimulus. The trolls just changed faster and tried literally everything under the sun, until they got around Chris' new adaptation.
At some level, even for Chris, is iimagination fundamentally unsatisfying or frustrating? That's why we all gradually let imaginary friends fade away as we got older... Why we know fantasising about someone leads to bad and lonely places in our heads.
I'm not saying I think he has the internal monologue to realise this, but you would think by his "ability to slowly learn" as you often cite. That magi Chan can't speak to you ,and it must be tiring to maintain that facade with yourself.