All these weird memes with contorted faces, crossed eyes and rageful poses, I don't think Lucas is even consciously aware of what he's doing.
One of the most interesting parts of interview #2 with Goldaor to me, was when Goldy asked him why he makes videos of himself eating, what he's trying to show.
You could tell by Lucas's slow and stuttering reaction that he'd never really considered it.
He mumbled something about showing that he could buy you a meal, but the tone suggested that even he didn't really believe that.
I think Lucas's mental illness and his narcissism essentially make him a big stupid animal, minus a creature's sharp instincts and skills.
I don't think he really knows why he posts pictures of himself making such disgusting faces; he certainly wouldn't do it if he was seriously trying to use them to get a girlfriend, and he falls back on the excuse of doing comedy, because it lets him disavow anything he says that is horrible as if it was just a joke.
But these pictures clearly aren't jokes; he writes the same political thoughts that he says all the time at the bottom, he just contorts his face into these pictures of insanity and rage.
Lucas is such an absolute moron, it's actually staggering. I've often said that his use (misuse, more like) of large words gives those unfamiliar with him the impression that he has some intellect.....but it's a sham. A few scraps of misappropriated verbage do not a scientist make. They don't even make a student.
Someone with the intelligence of a child in his position would post pictures as flattering as possible, but Lucas is content to show himself stuffing his face with junk food, even though he insisted to Goldaor that he only eats a few sandwiches and water everyday, and he's clearly not bothered by any of these contradictions.
As
@wenttobermuda said, the contradictions in his actions don't matter to him because his "philosophy" of self-gratification remains constant.
He doesn't want questions that ponder his intent, because the idea that he's doing such a shabby job going about achieving his life's sole purpose for the last 10 year's is anathema to him.
Sometimes I wonder if Lucas really wants a girlfriend, if he really wants what he says he does.
I've noticed some of the cows on this site, like secret gamer girl, often complain and complain and post and post about what they claim to want, but they don't make any changes to achieve this, and this would seem to suggest that there are actually happy, or at least comfortable in their "misery", in their present state.
The way Lucas rejects any suggestion of making real changes that could get him to achieve his goal, such as the changes Goldaor suggested, makes me think that Lucas is totally comfortable eating junk food, abusing resources like the House of Charity, and of course he does want sex, but not enough to change. Never enough to change.
He's content.
His rage, then, would be more a direct expression of his insanity, than a desire for something he doesn't have.
