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Having consulted the comprehensive list of Chloe's videos, live and removed, I found I've uploaded fewer than I thought. I have some time to spare today so I'll upload what I have the time to compress or upload externally. I assumed I had uploaded two of the following but it seems I'm misremembering as I can find neither in my bookmarks.
THE "REAL" US? BEING HOST with JEREMY: AN ALTERNATE PERSPECTIVE! | Dissociative Identity Disorder
This particular video is very dull but contains some interesting beats. At one stage, Nan states that she is scared of the littles in her system and does not interact with them. This is compatible with the lost vlog from Nan's channel in which she was triggered by the sight of school children on a day trip with Chloe. Nan rambles for a while about how she initially thought she was just LARPing before coming to accept herself as a system. There is a lot of uncomfortable flirting back and forth. Chloe recommends Nan's sneezing video and encourages viewers to watch it. It is, in my mind, fairly obvious that Chloe is aware of the context and would also derive pleasure from sending unsuspecting fans to watch her girlfriend sneeze. At the time of posting, Nan had over 100 videos. Curious, then, that Chloe should direct her viewers to that video in particular. To conclude, Chloe rambles on about how she truly isn't an inspiration, no, please, stop calling her an inspiration.
I PASSED OUT!? SWITCHING In Front Of Our BEST FRIEND!
This particular video is one I am almost certain I uploaded but I can't seem to find it in my bookmarks or through the search function. Chloe, LARPing as our favorite Native American, sits down to talk with her best friend and esteemed actress Anna Buttery. She explains that Chloe discovered Gregory in the headspace on a trip to Spain with her friends. She promptly ruined the holiday and forced her friends to call an ambulance by staging a severe panic attack. This panic attack led to a semi-catatonic state. Her friends were then forced to man handle her onto the plane home the following day. Chloe also claims that she, as Nadia, used to question Anna about what it was like to be raised as a Christian. Interesting, considering Chloe has since alluded to religious trauma. Recall the unboxing video in which she cried hysterically over a religious pamphlet. According to Anna, this holiday took place approximately two years prior to the video. This video was posted in October 2018 as part of a set of two. The trip referenced would have occurred in 2016. Presumably prior to university based on the context - Anna is a school friend and whilst she attended UEA, there was no mention of a trip to Spain in the UEA chat logs. This trip occurred before Chloe's alleged diagnosis in 2017, yet here she claims to have discovered Gregory in the headspace in 2016. Incidentally, the I Passed Out!? is clickbait.
SURPRISE LIVE WITH KYLE! (& Chloe) | Switch Caught On Camera | Dissociative Identity Disorder
THE "REAL" US? BEING HOST with JEREMY: AN ALTERNATE PERSPECTIVE! | Dissociative Identity Disorder
This particular video is very dull but contains some interesting beats. At one stage, Nan states that she is scared of the littles in her system and does not interact with them. This is compatible with the lost vlog from Nan's channel in which she was triggered by the sight of school children on a day trip with Chloe. Nan rambles for a while about how she initially thought she was just LARPing before coming to accept herself as a system. There is a lot of uncomfortable flirting back and forth. Chloe recommends Nan's sneezing video and encourages viewers to watch it. It is, in my mind, fairly obvious that Chloe is aware of the context and would also derive pleasure from sending unsuspecting fans to watch her girlfriend sneeze. At the time of posting, Nan had over 100 videos. Curious, then, that Chloe should direct her viewers to that video in particular. To conclude, Chloe rambles on about how she truly isn't an inspiration, no, please, stop calling her an inspiration.
I PASSED OUT!? SWITCHING In Front Of Our BEST FRIEND!
This particular video is one I am almost certain I uploaded but I can't seem to find it in my bookmarks or through the search function. Chloe, LARPing as our favorite Native American, sits down to talk with her best friend and esteemed actress Anna Buttery. She explains that Chloe discovered Gregory in the headspace on a trip to Spain with her friends. She promptly ruined the holiday and forced her friends to call an ambulance by staging a severe panic attack. This panic attack led to a semi-catatonic state. Her friends were then forced to man handle her onto the plane home the following day. Chloe also claims that she, as Nadia, used to question Anna about what it was like to be raised as a Christian. Interesting, considering Chloe has since alluded to religious trauma. Recall the unboxing video in which she cried hysterically over a religious pamphlet. According to Anna, this holiday took place approximately two years prior to the video. This video was posted in October 2018 as part of a set of two. The trip referenced would have occurred in 2016. Presumably prior to university based on the context - Anna is a school friend and whilst she attended UEA, there was no mention of a trip to Spain in the UEA chat logs. This trip occurred before Chloe's alleged diagnosis in 2017, yet here she claims to have discovered Gregory in the headspace in 2016. Incidentally, the I Passed Out!? is clickbait.
SURPRISE LIVE WITH KYLE! (& Chloe) | Switch Caught On Camera | Dissociative Identity Disorder
This is ultimately just an hour of Chloe putting on an accent and flirting with fans as Kyle. He calls fans ‘my babes’ repeatedly. Nan appears in the chat very early on and is acknowledged by Kyle. Someone in the chat - unknown - asks if Chloe has a partner. Kyle states that Chloe does have a partner but it is a new relationship and he will not be commenting at this time. He states that he approves and gets along with the partner system. He talks about swearing and how she wants to be seen as pure and family friendly. He pauses to ask if Seth is fronting from Team Piñata. He explains that he has been out drinking with a friend Chloe has known since she was four. He tells the stream that her friend is pregnant but he doesn’t want to share her name. Someone states that he, Kyle, seems like Chloe - Kyle asks what Chloe is like. Kyle states that ‘he’ has been drinking but quickly corrects herself and states that Chloe is the one who has been drinking.
Kyle is asked again about a partner. Several fans begin proposing to Kyle. Kyle shows off a dream catcher Nadia has collected. Someone in the chat states that they heard Chloe’s partner is nice - Kyle confirms. I would speculate that Nan is asking these questions but I have no proof of this. Fans continue to flirt with Kyle. Kyle states that Nadia would love a dream catcher tattoo. Kyle states that they do not celebrate Christmas as a system.
Kyle states that he has been around for a long time and Chloe did not know Kyle was a separate personality. Kyle states that Chloe could hear him in her head as a teenager but she did not know he was an alter and she assumed he was just her own thoughts. Kyle states that he has a 'weird' relationship with Chloe because he used to be ‘a bit of a dick’. He states that his role was to keep Chloe alive. He states that he is aware of some specific abuse that Chloe is unaware of and this abuse made him think Chloe was weak for a period of time. He states that the word everyone would use to describe Chloe is ‘martyr’.
Nan interrupts to ask if Kyle will collaborate with her. He states he will. Another girl asks Kyle to meet her in London for a coffee. Kyle agrees. He states he would like to host a meet up soon. Kyle spends some time explaining the difference between persecutor and protector alters. It is all tedious. Kyle states that he gets along with everyone in the system and enjoys the company of the littles. He claims that he has adopted many of the littles. He tells a story about Omega recently becoming triggered. To help her during a flashback he sprayed whipped cream into their mouth to stop Omega sobbing.
Kyle states that he has not had a girlfriend but Chloe has. Fans ask what traits he is attracted to. He states he is attracted to kindness. He states that he does not have a partner himself but he is currently flirting with someone. He states that it is possible for multiple alters to have multiple partners. He explains the concept of a partner system. He claims to suffer from gender dysphoria but tires of the topic quickly.
He laughs about fans who continue to flirt with him via the chat. He states that he would not date anyone who is underage. He states that ‘we’ are 22 but ‘I’ am 19. Someone asks Kyle to say hi to Chloe. He states she is around and has returned the greeting. He states that he enjoys it when straight women who are not attracted to Chloe are attracted to him. Someone asks if he would date a person who is asexual. He states that he would.
A fan states that they are 14 and they believe that they have DID. They are worried that they will be called a 'freak' but ask if they should tell their friends at school and come out as having DID. Kyle states that it does not matter how old they are; if they think they have DID they should embrace it and try to see a doctor. He states that you do not need a diagnosis to be 'valid' but it would help. He states that kids are unkind but if the child in question is prepared for that, then they should tell their friends. He states that it does not matter if they are rejected by their peers, as the DID community is there for them. He states that he is also there for them - though he quickly backtracks and states that he is not able to answer direct messages personally as people are in the habit of detailing their trauma via direct messages which can be triggering.
He discusses his pansexuality and states that he never been uncomfortable with his sexuality. He states that Chloe has struggled with her pansexuality more than Kyle. He has forgotten to use the accent for a while. Someone asks if Chloe is trying to front. Kyle agrees that she is. He starts repeating ‘get wrecked’ and rambling about how he feels when dissociating. He states that Chloe is trying to front and he is starting to dissociate. He starts to blink and cover his face. He states that he is now Chloe.
Chloe states that Kyle is 'nice' and 'kind' for taking care of her. She declares that she is 'Team Kyle'. Someone asks her if she can dream in the inner world. She states that she can dream in the inner world, and has recently watched one of Kyle’s dreams. She states that she was aware it was not her dream and she was able to watch as a third party.
Commenters being to type ‘get wrecked’ in the chat and Chloe pretends she does not know what they mean. Someone asks her what it feels like to dissociate. She states she is dizzy and has a headache. She states that there are other systems who have very dramatic switches. She states that she knows a system that have very subtle switches. She states that switches can vary from system to system. Someone asks what triggered her to front - she states nothing. She states she was co-conscious and she simply wanted to front.
Someone asks what she wanted to be as a child when she grew up. She states ‘free - I wanted to be free when I grew up.’ She states that she went through several phases. She wanted to be a vet, an artist, an animator, a doctor, a lawyer, a psychologist, and a psychiatrist. She states she still wants to be a psychiatrist. She states she got an A in two science classes in school. Someone asks if they can switch without amnesia. She states that they can. Someone asks what a psychiatrist is. Chloe states; ‘…like a psychologist but they can also deal with medicine. Prescribe… prescriptions and medicine and stuff like that. They’re a doctor.’
Someone states that they joined her Patreon in October and did not get a poster they were promised. She states that they should contact her on Patreon. Someone asks her to read out the paid comment they sent as she missed it. She complies.
Chloe states that her throat is in pain as Kyle tries to speak in a deeper voice. Someone asks her if it is possible for an alter to be locked out of the inner world. She states that it is possible and some alters are not able to access the inner world at all. Someone states that Kyle told the live stream that she was dating a system. She feigns surprise and states that he should not have discussed that publicly.
Her phone alerts and she states that she has set an alarm and will need to leave soon. Someone asks her to elaborate on her struggles with her sexuality. She states that she could make a livestream or a video about her sexuality. She discusses her sexuality and political correctness. Someone asks her how many genders there are - she states she does not know. She starts listing various genders.
Chloe briefly discusses littles and the videos she has planned for littles. She states that she has a new alter named Mike but she is not in contact with him. The last few minutes are irrelevant. She states that she feels like she is reading a story to children - her fans being the children. She states that Kyle has adopted four of her littles - three girls and one boy.
Kyle is asked again about a partner. Several fans begin proposing to Kyle. Kyle shows off a dream catcher Nadia has collected. Someone in the chat states that they heard Chloe’s partner is nice - Kyle confirms. I would speculate that Nan is asking these questions but I have no proof of this. Fans continue to flirt with Kyle. Kyle states that Nadia would love a dream catcher tattoo. Kyle states that they do not celebrate Christmas as a system.
Kyle states that he has been around for a long time and Chloe did not know Kyle was a separate personality. Kyle states that Chloe could hear him in her head as a teenager but she did not know he was an alter and she assumed he was just her own thoughts. Kyle states that he has a 'weird' relationship with Chloe because he used to be ‘a bit of a dick’. He states that his role was to keep Chloe alive. He states that he is aware of some specific abuse that Chloe is unaware of and this abuse made him think Chloe was weak for a period of time. He states that the word everyone would use to describe Chloe is ‘martyr’.
Nan interrupts to ask if Kyle will collaborate with her. He states he will. Another girl asks Kyle to meet her in London for a coffee. Kyle agrees. He states he would like to host a meet up soon. Kyle spends some time explaining the difference between persecutor and protector alters. It is all tedious. Kyle states that he gets along with everyone in the system and enjoys the company of the littles. He claims that he has adopted many of the littles. He tells a story about Omega recently becoming triggered. To help her during a flashback he sprayed whipped cream into their mouth to stop Omega sobbing.
Kyle states that he has not had a girlfriend but Chloe has. Fans ask what traits he is attracted to. He states he is attracted to kindness. He states that he does not have a partner himself but he is currently flirting with someone. He states that it is possible for multiple alters to have multiple partners. He explains the concept of a partner system. He claims to suffer from gender dysphoria but tires of the topic quickly.
He laughs about fans who continue to flirt with him via the chat. He states that he would not date anyone who is underage. He states that ‘we’ are 22 but ‘I’ am 19. Someone asks Kyle to say hi to Chloe. He states she is around and has returned the greeting. He states that he enjoys it when straight women who are not attracted to Chloe are attracted to him. Someone asks if he would date a person who is asexual. He states that he would.
A fan states that they are 14 and they believe that they have DID. They are worried that they will be called a 'freak' but ask if they should tell their friends at school and come out as having DID. Kyle states that it does not matter how old they are; if they think they have DID they should embrace it and try to see a doctor. He states that you do not need a diagnosis to be 'valid' but it would help. He states that kids are unkind but if the child in question is prepared for that, then they should tell their friends. He states that it does not matter if they are rejected by their peers, as the DID community is there for them. He states that he is also there for them - though he quickly backtracks and states that he is not able to answer direct messages personally as people are in the habit of detailing their trauma via direct messages which can be triggering.
He discusses his pansexuality and states that he never been uncomfortable with his sexuality. He states that Chloe has struggled with her pansexuality more than Kyle. He has forgotten to use the accent for a while. Someone asks if Chloe is trying to front. Kyle agrees that she is. He starts repeating ‘get wrecked’ and rambling about how he feels when dissociating. He states that Chloe is trying to front and he is starting to dissociate. He starts to blink and cover his face. He states that he is now Chloe.
Chloe states that Kyle is 'nice' and 'kind' for taking care of her. She declares that she is 'Team Kyle'. Someone asks her if she can dream in the inner world. She states that she can dream in the inner world, and has recently watched one of Kyle’s dreams. She states that she was aware it was not her dream and she was able to watch as a third party.
Commenters being to type ‘get wrecked’ in the chat and Chloe pretends she does not know what they mean. Someone asks her what it feels like to dissociate. She states she is dizzy and has a headache. She states that there are other systems who have very dramatic switches. She states that she knows a system that have very subtle switches. She states that switches can vary from system to system. Someone asks what triggered her to front - she states nothing. She states she was co-conscious and she simply wanted to front.
Someone asks what she wanted to be as a child when she grew up. She states ‘free - I wanted to be free when I grew up.’ She states that she went through several phases. She wanted to be a vet, an artist, an animator, a doctor, a lawyer, a psychologist, and a psychiatrist. She states she still wants to be a psychiatrist. She states she got an A in two science classes in school. Someone asks if they can switch without amnesia. She states that they can. Someone asks what a psychiatrist is. Chloe states; ‘…like a psychologist but they can also deal with medicine. Prescribe… prescriptions and medicine and stuff like that. They’re a doctor.’
Someone states that they joined her Patreon in October and did not get a poster they were promised. She states that they should contact her on Patreon. Someone asks her to read out the paid comment they sent as she missed it. She complies.
Chloe states that her throat is in pain as Kyle tries to speak in a deeper voice. Someone asks her if it is possible for an alter to be locked out of the inner world. She states that it is possible and some alters are not able to access the inner world at all. Someone states that Kyle told the live stream that she was dating a system. She feigns surprise and states that he should not have discussed that publicly.
Her phone alerts and she states that she has set an alarm and will need to leave soon. Someone asks her to elaborate on her struggles with her sexuality. She states that she could make a livestream or a video about her sexuality. She discusses her sexuality and political correctness. Someone asks her how many genders there are - she states she does not know. She starts listing various genders.
Chloe briefly discusses littles and the videos she has planned for littles. She states that she has a new alter named Mike but she is not in contact with him. The last few minutes are irrelevant. She states that she feels like she is reading a story to children - her fans being the children. She states that Kyle has adopted four of her littles - three girls and one boy.
