I love how Lucas threatens suicide, as if anyone cares.
It's like he thinks he can guilt people into doing what he wants, by threatening to take himself out of their life.
Lucas: no one cares if you kill yourself, dude.
Shit or get off the pot.
Also, no one is fooled by your constant insults and tough-talking when you're being interviewed in a podcast.
We all know you're a cowardly piece of shit and Goldaor, Jeremiah, or even Sophie could kick the shit out of your fat worthless ass.
I lost the last remaining shred of sympathy that I had for Lucas when he started insulting Goldie and hitting on Sophie, after everything Goldie had done for him.
I mean, it was expected, but it was still a bit shocking to hear.
Lucas doesn't care about anyone. He only cares about himself.
The repeating refrain is, what have you done for me lately?
We know, with certainty, that Isaac and his brother and all the other homeless guys that occasionally tolerate Lucas for a few minutes are only doing it because Lucas is willing to pay them for their friendship with weed and booze.
As soon as Lucas starts to know a person, he starts taking advantage. He starts insulting the person, insulting their intelligence, insulting their Humanity, suggesting that he's more intelligent than them, suggesting that they don't have true political beliefs, that they are a hypocrite. he's surprisingly Brazen and aggressive, considering how big of a coward he is.
This tells me that he hasn't had his ass beat nearly often enough . He's managed to skate through life, being this horrible person and hiding behind police, hiding behind social services, and avoiding the beatings he so richly deserves.
This guarantees he's never going to have any real friends. Certain people, certain beautiful or charismatic people, can be antagonistic: push people away and still maintain friendships, because there are aspects of their personality that people are desperate to get close to, but Lucas is not one of these people, obviously, his abrasiveness belies how desperately lonely he is.
You would think, if he had the tiniest shred of intelligence in that stupid gourd shaped head of his, that he would realize he needed to kiss ass and be as pathetically nice as possible so that people would tolerate his schizophrenic, smelly, urine-soaked insanity.
But he won't, because Lucas is right and everyone else is wrong.
You're going to die alone, Lucas.
And it's fucking hilarious, because it's all your fault, and all along the way everyone around you has told you what you need to do to change your life up.
Every time you interact with another reasonable human being, they tell you what you're doing wrong, and they give you good advice to fix your life. Take your medication, lose weight, stop talking about your semen, try to get an apartment.
It takes a special kind of Narcissistic Insanity, we're talkin about the Lucas werner's and Russell Greer's of the world, to continually butt your head against the wall of reality and still think that everyone else is wrong and you're the only one who has life figured out, even though your life is shit.
The evidence of your senses should at least make you question your philosophy, right?
I mean it's been almost 10 years, and your life is only gotten worse.
You've lost what little stability that you had; every person you become friends with ends up being pushed away by your horrible behavior, and you've gone from being eccentric to literally being a screaming homeless psychopath. A drunken stumble bum.
For a while I thought, I was almost certain, that part of Lucas's unwillingness to consider the reality of his mental illness was itself a part of his mental illness.
That is to say that Lucas pushing everyone away and being unwilling to accept treatment was actually a symptom of his disorder and thusly out of his control, and it may well be.
But, Lucas's insanity is not consistent.
He's not ALWAYs screaming at the top of his lungs.
Lucas is actually fairly canny, in a stupid sort of way, just like how in his older screaming videos when we saw him looking around before screaming, to make sure no one was watching.
Sure he messed up and got busted by the cops when he went off the deep end, but he tried to make it look like he was screaming in public, while making sure the area he was in was empty first.
You know what you never see Lucas do? You never see him screaming at the top of his lungs when he's in a restaurant.
When waiters and waitresses come up to him, and he's asking for further bowls of salsa or refills on his fruity girl drink, all of a sudden he's all deference and all politeness.
This shows me that at least part of Lucas's behavior is encouraged because he thinks he can get away with it.
Lucas sees other people interact with other human beings; they're not constantly cursing at their friends on the phone screaming like a child having a tantrum on the floor.
No, this is only something he does, and he only does it when he thinks he can get away with it, because he thinks people will tolerate it, because they have.
This is another reason why I cast my vote in favor of the podcast ending, and I couldn't be more pleased with the way Goldie ended things.
Lucas desperately needs the world to give him a slap of reality.
He desperately needs people to not tolerate the excesses of his behavior. He desperately needs the world to expect him to behave at least like a young adult, if not his actual age.
Because Lucas CAN behave himself, when the reward is a meal.
Lucas is capable of behaving in an at least somewhat societally normal way.
He's not entirely insane ALL the time. He has his moments of insanity when he thinks they will be tolerated, or if people get into his danger zones, so to speak.
But interestingly, never when he's eating.
When you hear Lucas eating and talking about food, he inevitably sounds calm, And fairly normal.
Obviously food is a Panacea for Lucas, but the fact that he is able to behave himself makes me realize that not all blame should be taken away from his behavior. Lucas should be held at least somewhat responsible for the horrible way he acts.
More encounters with police in the future, no doubt.
Keep up the good work, bro.
It'll NEVER be in the cards.
