It doesn’t take too long to find and would depend on the circumstances of his death. That’s a pure hypothetical anyway, I don’t believe he’d actually do it. He’s got a tenacious nature and it’s still unclear if when he says he’d disappear he means DFE and disappear from the Internet or kill himself. Our friend doesn’t have the best of vocabularies and it’s hard to tell sometimes.
Personally, rate me optimistic but my hope for the sperg is that he learns how to get his own website up where he can spam leaf pictures all the time to get “the fun feeling” while not engaging directly with communities that want him banned, doxed, and dead. I don’t think he’s a danger to anyone or himself if he keeps away from shitty online communities. 4chan’s overuse of the word “Faggot” was what got Twitter to abandon sympathy for him. He said in some thread somewhere that vp was the first time he talked online. He used the term a lot in late 2019 when he first got on Twitter and then got blasted for it later by a group of tumblr artists and said in response that he was sorry but he just didn’t know how to talk or that it was bad to say.
He talks heavily of how he wants nothing more than to be accepted and be helpful to others, and how he realizes he doesn’t know much and has a handicap but wants to learn more and get better at being a person. He only freaks out when people push the buttons they push to make him freak out. You can see in real time how it’s making him a more hateful person, and how he resents himself for it. Theres some tweet where he says he “wants them to pay” and immediately follows by saying he’s afraid of her leaving. I think he ties Leaf to being cheerful and is afraid that if he becomes hateful then he’ll be completely and totally alone in the world
Deep down, I like the guy, but I’m a softie. I want to see him ride away from the Internet into the sunset, rather than being found hanging from the rafters.
Anyway, on unrelated notes:
1. PL hates the best holiday (Halloween) as well as thanksgiving and Christmas. This was known before but I think it’s relevant given the season starts today. He seems to hate Halloween due to interactions with people, and hates thanksgiving and Christmas because it reminds him of the family that is gone.
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2. He hates baths. They remind of The Sexual. It’s hard to tell if it’s because he sees leaf during them. There’s a /r/ waifuism post out there I’ll try to find when I’m sober that goes into more detail on it, but here he talks on it
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I’m inclined to think he doesn’t visualize leaf naked as he’s demonstrated he knows fuck all about female biology several times. My best guess is he rarely sees himself naked, takes baths because that’s what children do, and when he sees himself naked it reminds him of “The Sexual.”
Every day I think the sexual trauma theory is more valid.
4. possible wholesome moment with PL and a mother and kid here
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In summary: PL is still a train wreck like he was yesterday and I should stop drunk-posting.
Edit rate me autistic for long posting with nothing real to say
