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- Feb 21, 2019
Chinny has reached her Paradox...I believe she simps shit for sympathy but I also believe she is in more pain and discomfort than ever before. She doesn't want to be in pain but she doesn't want to stop pleasing her brain. She's made it very clear in word and deed that she doesn't care if she dies.
When she said ages ago that fast food was worth being fat for/dying for, she was imagining a quick and painless death out of the blue. What she didn’t imagine was feeling like shit for years while battling infections, blood clots, complications from diabetes and fatty liver, and who knows what else. Many have commented on how different her behavior and attitude are in her videos from 2-3 years ago—the malaise we see today isn’t just from worsening mental illness (tho there’s a fair bit of that), but from the constant pain and discomfort she must surely be in.
Shows like MSHPL can tell us something about what happens to deathfats when they reach the pain/pleasure paradox. It’s a terrible place to be in, because at that point, food is likely the only pleasure left to them, so they gain until they are immobile, and then gain even more. I think her cannabis use is probably a way to manage pain for now, but I wonder if she will ever go the full on Steven Asanti junkie route. Of all the KF deathfats, she seems the most poised for that kind of fate.