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The best curses affect the victim's human weaknesses.
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I met my wife a few days after my own nothing-to-show 30th.
Curses can be warded off by seeking the protection of the proper deity. Luck likes salt tablets. All gods like libations, but that might not be a good strategy for overcoming alcoholism.
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How can you just do that? Be 30 and have nothing to show for it? I'm not even there yet, but it all seems so hopeless. It's easy to make money and feed and water yourself, but what is there to really do? None of it helps anyone, there's no pride to be taken in it.
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Well, my ego has largely recovered from a month ago. Thus, I've felt confident enough to try to put myself out there again on a dating app. I've gotten a fair amount of matches (again, good for the healing ego), but inevitably they stop responding after a couple days of conversation. I realize I am a bit touched, but I really have no conception of what I'm doing wrong. It's not like I'm giving one-word replies or making endless inane small talk. Are you really just supposed to immediately arrange to meet in person?
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I have pretty similar feelings on the matter, but I've recently been discovering that there are people in their 50s and 60s who still feel that, and they are not people I'd say "have nothing to show for it." I think it's largely a matter of your own perspective? It's easy to look at other people and be like "Oh, they've done things right, they know what they're doing" and not know they feel like a complete failure.
In ways that sounds even worse, because what happens when you get where you think you'd want to be and it's not enough? But I've started thinking that dissatisfaction might just be the default for many people. After all, consider the stereotype of the midlife crisis; the secret is that nobody knows what the fuck they're doing, and some don't even realize it they're way past their 30s.
It's easy to minimize what you're doing in life, to tear yourself down. I've found it helps to channel that towards the past: "I may be a loser, but at least I'm not as big as loser as I was back then!" And then I don't feel as bad, because I figure when I'm 30 I'll just be glad I'm not the same retard as the me posting on an Australian e-harassment forum.
Best of luck, dude.
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Whom do you wish to help? Figure that out, and help them. Having a family is a pretty common way to make up a meaning to life. Otherwise there's making art, or I guess politics if you're dumb.
If you feel hopeless, determine what it is you would hope for, then make a plan for how to get it. I feel like Tony Robbins saying this malarky. @DocHoliday1977 is gonna destroy me.
As for myself, I'm about to drink some coffee and eat the weird vegetable porridge I accidentally made yesterday. Life's neat.
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Well, the circumstances are that the only available form of cardio training is a jumping rope, which I've never used before, so now my calves are destroyed. Take care, people.
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I thought all that stuff about "mental health breaks" was just people finding an excuse to be lazy and waste time, but now I'm developing stress-related bruxism and having really weird nightmares so I'm considering just sitting around and playing Cold War instead of studying.
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FUCKING SAS! YOU REBOOK MY FLIGHT LESS THEN FOUR HOUR BEFORE MY FLIGHT!!! Now I need to wait a whole day until the next day and instead of going just one trip, I need to change plane twice and take 13 hours!? FUCK YOU.
Edit. Crisis is avoided. Rebooked with another flight company that goes today. It still suck, but I don’t have to wait a whole day.
Edit. Crisis is avoided. Rebooked with another flight company that goes today. It still suck, but I don’t have to wait a whole day.
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Doing pretty good. Did a lot of housecleaning and started organizing our spare rooms to have a purpose other than just storage. There's more to do this weekend but rn I'm drunk and zonked.
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I'm having a mid-life crisis. Wish me luck.
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I'm mad.
When I was working out earlier today. When I was deadlifting, there was this old man that had this very passive aggressive and demanding tone. He wanted me to switch to another rack, because he wanted to use some different looking weights. That looks bigger, but weights the same as all the other weights in the gym (more compact). He was complaining about the fact he had to lift the weights to another rack, if he had to move.
I didn't say this, but if he's that weak. He shouldn't do that high of a weight, he was boasting about lifting more than me, so I had to take off the weights I used.
I really hope he completely and utterly destroys himself with his egolifting. So I and anybody else don't have to do anything illegal to get rid of him.
I seriously wanted to beat him up, because it's not the first time he has been an obnoxious fuck. Good for me, anger made me lift better.
And I don't use steroids, I even felt pretty happy before this.
When I was working out earlier today. When I was deadlifting, there was this old man that had this very passive aggressive and demanding tone. He wanted me to switch to another rack, because he wanted to use some different looking weights. That looks bigger, but weights the same as all the other weights in the gym (more compact). He was complaining about the fact he had to lift the weights to another rack, if he had to move.
I didn't say this, but if he's that weak. He shouldn't do that high of a weight, he was boasting about lifting more than me, so I had to take off the weights I used.
I really hope he completely and utterly destroys himself with his egolifting. So I and anybody else don't have to do anything illegal to get rid of him.
I seriously wanted to beat him up, because it's not the first time he has been an obnoxious fuck. Good for me, anger made me lift better.
And I don't use steroids, I even felt pretty happy before this.
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Am now home. Feels good to see my family again.
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I turned 29 yesterday.
It feels weird, because not that long ago I thought this was old.
My ear's better finally.
It feels weird, because not that long ago I thought this was old.
My ear's better finally.
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sometimes i feel like a waste of space and money that doesn't do anything. even though le depression is too severe to do anything i just feel lazy and like i should be doing more
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Funny the difference a hour makes.
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Recently lost my friend to suicide a few weeks ago. Boyfriend broke up with me. My rapist is now walking free and is now mentally stabilized. I’m currently taking days off of work to just relax with you guys.
I guess for most of my life, after seeing so many people die, I still somehow feel as if it’s my responsibility to save othersl even when i’m not involved or it’s not anywhere near my fault. I always felt like since my life was a pretty bad experience. I should help others so that there’s never another me.
But I need a break from the world for awhile. I plan on going to get some therapy about what is going on with me, then visiting my friend’s grave. He was a good man. Always made crazy ass jokes and pranks. He tried making everyone smile. He was the best of us.
I’m not going to do anything stupid, I don’t think. As much as there is a quick way out of this, it’ll hurt everyone else more. And plus, I made a promise I’d live for him, help him see his future.
Sorry if this is a lot. It’s just. Gotten to me. Thanks for hearing this out.
TL;DR Almost all of my friends have passed away, I have lost my love, and now I’m trying to find the ways to do myself and them a great deal of peace and hope.
I guess for most of my life, after seeing so many people die, I still somehow feel as if it’s my responsibility to save othersl even when i’m not involved or it’s not anywhere near my fault. I always felt like since my life was a pretty bad experience. I should help others so that there’s never another me.
But I need a break from the world for awhile. I plan on going to get some therapy about what is going on with me, then visiting my friend’s grave. He was a good man. Always made crazy ass jokes and pranks. He tried making everyone smile. He was the best of us.
I’m not going to do anything stupid, I don’t think. As much as there is a quick way out of this, it’ll hurt everyone else more. And plus, I made a promise I’d live for him, help him see his future.
Sorry if this is a lot. It’s just. Gotten to me. Thanks for hearing this out.
TL;DR Almost all of my friends have passed away, I have lost my love, and now I’m trying to find the ways to do myself and them a great deal of peace and hope.
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Sprite always motivated a lot of people.
Oof. I’d share a drink with you but I’m not 21.
I’m actually almost done with my first skin mod for FnF. I’ve been wanting to mod for a while and since it’s so beginner friendly, why not?
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Well, me neither, so I’ll order a couple of virgin temples. And FNF? Nice. Fan base is a load of dog piss, but when some autist get their minds to it, they have some real talent, using the engine as their workshop for Mods. Mind if I see it? I’m curious since I don’t know how any of that works.