This cow of mine is one with a pretty set track record on Tumblr,
and his past with how he has interacted with blogs is scattered
across a number of tags, some including those where he purposely
used slashes and backslashes to break the system and stay under
wraps. Nonetheless, I will recollect what I know, and am in the
processing of archiving everything to the fullest of my memory.
Adam, who has gone by names such as Tabris, Kaworu/Kawo, Rat, Achilles,
and many other random fucking anime names, is roughly 18 years old,
who self identifies as being 17 mentally.
He first became a prominent name in the "#down with cis" movement,
being the face of a group of blogs known as Tabris and the DWC crew.
The earlier months are sketchy and I only saw him in 2015 when shit
was hitting the fan, but from my understanding, he was not the best
kind of individual to be around, and was close with people such as
sawcleavers and leftbians, the latter being ousted as abusive and
manipulative and being chased off Tumblr entirely.
When I first heard of Tabris, it was when Takashi0's friend Caurae
was being hounded and assaulted with anonymous hate messages for
either founding or being involved with a countertag "down with hate".
Tabris, sawcleavers, and others did not appreciate this, for whatever
purpose, but Tabris himself is one of the sole individuals responsible
for sending hoardes of hate, and siccing his loyal cult of followers
to push this user into attempted suicide and hospitalization.
There was no guilt or shame, and upon hearing of it, Tabris immediately
resorted to playing his "woe is me" cards and talking about how suicidal
he was. Any time he was even briefly mentioned as being abusive to any user
afterwards, this was his reaction. As time went on and DWC lost it's fire,
so did the attention Tabris was getting. After the nuclear fallout that was
DWC, he had moved on to the Evangelion fandom, now identifying as "Kaworu"
and calling himself a victim of sexual/physical/emotional abuse at the hands
of his mother, chained in a basement.
Flash forward, a new face joins the crowd of victims, known as "Star". This
time, Kaworu has a partner in crime, by the name of Shinji, and both employ
their theme code to redirect "Star" to cockroach livestreams, something they
know this person had problems with, or an irrational phobia of. To clarify,
"Star" was, and is, a minor, and Kaworu by this point was nearing his 18th
birthday, perhaps even being 18 by this point.
After facing impending pressure from this assault, Kaworu relapses into
"panic attacks" and "dissociation", which includes alleged recounting
incidents of abuse. It's worth noting that even though he allegedly
faced this abuse at the hands of a parent, there was not record of any
such case in public record, and he still lived with his mother.
Still does today.
By this point, Kaworu now has a new person of interest, that being our
very own Lion, satoshi01. But Kaworu isn't Kaworu anymore. He has moved
on to using two names now: Rat and Vion. This was shortlived, as Lion was
not having his shit, and Tabris began to engage himself with another
individual of interest, changing his name to what I can assume was Achilles.
From this point on until now, I have no knowledge of what went down. Checking
tags and dead blogs, and blogs of other users involved seems to show that
Tabris/Kaworu/Vion/Achilles engaged with someone known as Eddie, allegedly
calling them out on lying about mental illness and having a "system", something
Kaworu himself was known to have done to himself more than frequently.
Even after Eddie transferred blogs to get away from the "angelic one",
Kaworu continued to harass Eddie on other accounts, at least for
1-2 remakes. This was around the time something new came to light.
Enter the "racistofficial" saga. From what I learned from former friends
of Kaworu through anon messages, this was the name of a Discord/Skype
group, where they discussed a lot of blogs they considered "cringy"
or "offensive". The irony of the matter is that these very blogs were
usually those that Kaworu sought after, and fed his ego from.
After a user associated with Kaworu conflicted interests with the
almighty leader, he was ousted from the group and seen as public enemy #1.
The user then called out Kaworu for yellowfacing, which is using
Western culture for attention despite not being of Asian or
Oriental origin.(Ask and I'll dump them).
Also called out was Kaworu's partner, Shinji, for using mental
illness as a prop/crutch for identity purposes, and for lying
and "gatekeeping" mental illness, going as far as to bother
those who found earthquake text to be some form of "fetishizing
their issues". Shinji doesn't get a thread, because after breaking
up with Kaworu, he went straight to being a ddlg aesthetic and was
never seen in the stratosphere again, beyond sending asks off anon to Kaworu.
With all the evidence piling up, Kaworu tried to use his "panic disorder"
and "hallucinations" as an out, but it was no use, and he eventually
whipped up a shitty apology letter(virtue signalling, no apology found),
and proceeded to move to another blog, that being "fakeschizophrenic",
which was later converted into a drama blog, where only those who know
his true identity are able to find his main blogs.
By definition, Adam is the rat king of tumblr, without being involved
with the rats we know by name. He has called himself
a gay trans boy dmab(designated male at birth who transitioned to male),
and by definition, he is his own cult leader. He knows several
Tumblr "transtrenders", some of which have identified as non-binary
or godly themselves.
However, Adam is also what I'd call a Vadecow, minus the kills.
Despite three attempted kills, he will still push his victims to
suicidal thoughts, suicidal attempts, and though its yet to happen
very likely suicide itself. Also like Vade, Adam will play off his
actions as being "alters" or on dissociation, and will add triggers
to his blacklist once it's bitten him in the ass.
After showing Adam his previous selfies as per his request,
he proceeded to refer to them as an alter, and mocked the mascara
he himself applied all those months ago. Given that he allegedly
has schizophrenia, this very well puts him as a skitzocow as well.
