Alright, it's time for some Real Motherfucking Talk with Bill Motherfucking Maher, because I'm gonna drop some truth bombs and new rules on our Anarcho-Communist friend that will no doubt be ignored.
Phil, I know you are reading this because you crave our attention, so I might as well get this off my chest...
If you really want to own us Kiwis and the "fash" then wipe your ass and take showers regularly, leave Portland, cover up your tattoos, detransition, and maybe act like a decent human being for once in your life?
Toren abandoned you as predicted, the Antifa gangs consider you to be useless idiot cannon fodder at best and an obnoxious liability at worst, and literally the only people who pay attention to you are those Kiwis you rant about online and mutilated yourself over.
If I were you, I'd start practicing basic personal hygiene, quit the Antifa LARP nonsense, try to dress normal and detransition. I'd also try to see if you can even get into contact with Angelo and apologize to him for falsely accusing him of a heinous crime he didn't commit.
You've been such a prick for so long there's no way a kind old man like him would ever take you back, but if you make a sincere apology and try to offer amends, there is a slim chance he might do you a favor and find you a place to live on your own where you won't be abused or led astray into antiquated and idiotic ideologies such as Anarcho-Communism.
Maybe Angelo and his family would be gracious enough to find you a group home to live in if you owned up and apologized to him for your lies. It is extremely unlikely, but it may be your only hope of not dying in obscurity and buried in a potter's field several weeks after your landlord finds your rotten corpse.
You'll have a tard wrangler in a place like that and they will help you with your check, so you won't be begging for more money on the internet and they'll limit your internet time so the Kiwis and fash can't find you. It's better than your current situation and way better than if you lived under Anarcho-Communism.
Under Anarcho-Communism, you would either starve to death or be murdered by raiders. SJW's can dress it up all they want, but Anarcho-Communism is not free luxuries for everyone. It's really just violent and brutal tyranny under mob rule but with a punk rock veneer.
And much like Anarcho-Communism, punk rock sucks balls. You'd be listening to classic rock and bluegrass if you were a real man and not a whiny cis male eunuch.
When I say you should detransition, it is because you never put in any effort in transitioning before you mutilated yourself with unnecessary surgery and you haven't put any effort in transitioning afterwards either because you are not trans. You do not have gender dysphoria, you are simply an attention whore and an edgelord.
I know I am sounding harsh and angry, but I am not angry at you. I actually kind of pity your miserable situation.
However, I am frustrated because I know you will read this post (you crave the attention) and then you will not only ignore this sound advice but you will actively refuse it and then bitch about it, either online or to whatever imaginary friends you have now that the vodka ghoul has left you.
Seriously, I know you won't listen to me. But you really should follow some of my advice. Heck, you don't even have to apologize to Angelo (however it would be good if you did) because I'm sure the local disability services in Portland can easily find you a group home or assisted living facility where you can get the help you need and you'll be safe from houselessness, Patriot Prayer, the Proud Boys, the fash, and Kiwi Farms.
We may laugh at you because you act like an idiot online, but I am being serious when I say you are very likely to die alone and helpless and it would be entirely your fault.