Never change, NarcLynn.
She is so special and smart that she got special beanbags (not in a hurry) and classical music to read to. Weird how this gifted reader still reads books written for tweens/teens. Only one who believes this is her.
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I'm surprised there wasn't someone assigned to feed her grapes while she read, and another assigned to fan her with palm fronds, as her delicate fingers went through books at a 20 page per minute rate, her eyes devouring every word on every page, instantly building them all into a framework of the story that she comprehended instantly, sometimes putting it together so quickly and so well, she could predict the ending almost to the very letter - and also concoct an even better ending, such were her writing abilities at such a tender age.
Edit: "people kill themselves because people are mean to them on the internet". Blah Blah.
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The person who couldn't bring forth another word to describe "excited" did not write this. Big Ham intentionally chose this question, intentionally pulled it to answer, and as usual, the words wouldn't come. Si she went waddling off to the "gf". "I'll order another pizza. Type up a response to this." The "gf" dutifully does, pastes it in, then whines some more about boolying on an app she chose to join, answering questions that she chooses (other than the paeans - that's another word for "odes to someone", Hamber - she writes herself, of course), and then once again gives everyone some suicidal ideation, trying to make them feel guilty about a situation, and community, that she is responsible for building. If you want conversations, get a fucking penpal, you slow-brained twat.
But let me, while I'm here, respond to your answer, although I did not write the original question. I've been good and pissed off for days now, as the country tips into christofascism, and since you're a self-proclaimed punching bag, I'll just take some of my energy out on you. Not because I'm a bully. But because you represent the very worst of this country: lazy, entitled, clueless, and always looking for someone else to take care of things. Your entire life, summed up, right there. And because you deserve it for your decade of bad behavior with almost no consequence.
1. You're not embarrassed by your trolling.
You should be. Not just because you troll, although you shouldn't if you then try to demand grace from the very people you troll - haydurs, because at this point, that is your core audience, the audience you have curated over almost 10 years on a social media platform, knowing innately, in your tiny, worthless narc brain that hate pays the bills better than kindness, just like any qnut or preacher/pastor/priest knows - you should not be surprised that your aimless, meandering travels, with stops now and again as you collect a new caretaker brings scorn and derision to your doorstep because you are a dishonest, mendacious, worthless excuse as a person, consuming far more from the earth than you benefit her.
2. You admit that although you claim to desire a "normal" conversation with people, viewers or not, you intentionally do not answer the questions or comments you select with any thoughtfulness, nor any thought to the readability and coherence in your reply. You frequently curse at the submitters, even when they have not done so toward you. And I'll stop that "lots of people curse at me and call me names" argument in its tracks. Believe this, Fat Ham: it is not the responsibility of those you have invited to submit questions or comments to treat you in any particular way. You have admitted you are a troll. People will respond to that how they feel like responding t any given moment. If you want better conversations - and I have significant doubts about that - you would change the way you communicate, just as if you sincerely wanted to lose weight, you would make honest changes to do so. But you do not, on either account. Because we all know what you are.
You're a malignant narcissist who believes the world should change for your views ("gyms don't have equipment for my size, waaa") instead of understanding that businesses are not required to cater to you, and people are allowed to look at you like the circus freak you are, because you are outside the boundaries of what is considered, in your words, "normal", You present no argument that your way of life is a preferable way to live instead of the way most people view a good and decent life. No one is required to join you in your indecency; you choose to treat your audience with contempt, and you likewise choose to waddle into these "conversations" by doing things like setting up an account on tellonym, knowing the reception you will get, and choosing what submissions you wish to be outraged by on any given day. You fail to comprehend that if you wish to be treated better, it is you who must change your character and your actions to become the version of yourself who would be treated better.
3. Suicidal ideation, "bullying". and so on.
This paragraph alone could get you booted from tellonym. I would suggest, WriterLynn, that you choose your words more carefully in the future, lest you find your tellonym days to last only slightly longer than your depop/paypal funds days.
At issue in your inclusion - finally, something true - the fact that people commit suicide over cyberbullying is that you, in your eternal quest to always be the victim, neglect to point out why this does not apply to you and never will.
The people who commit suicide for online bullying
do not participate in the forums or social media or app areas where they are being bullied. You, however, do. In fact, you welcome it. This very question is a prime example of it. Just as you chose to open an account on that app, you select every question or comment you answer. You. You could easily skip them, and just move on to the occasional ambaby or any of the myriad questions/comments you create yourself. Yet you do not. You could choose not to address comments or forums or other social media items when you make your videos. Yet you do not. You could elect not to lie to your audience. Yet you do not.
You are not a victim. You stumbled - not a rare occurrence for someone of your size - into an arena, but gained your bearings, and elected, voluntarily, to open your life to the world. You could choose to be more honest with your audience. Yet you do not. You could choose to do more than the bare minimum. Yet you do not. You could choose to try to make the world a better, easier place for people without your station or privilege. Yet you do not.
You reap scorn and sometimes hatred because that is what you sow.
Of course you remember it. You think you got one over on haydur nation, and simply further entrenched the haydurs, because you honestly believe, with zero evidence, that you're better than everyone else. And you also are terrified of what a complete blood workup would show viz. your health. You are not "healthy, just obese". No doctor would ever say it with the connotation you took about a comment so insipid, it cold only be something completely fabricated, along with your "no doctor has ever mentioned my weight" claim. You're a pathological liar and a narc, so this sort of thing is expected, but there are ways you could choose to adjust your behavior to blunt some of that. Yet you do not.
Amberlynn: I spent all my school years in special ed
Also Amberlynn: I WAS IN THE GIFTED READING CLASS
ALSO Hamber: I bounced around from foster homes and missed a lot of school.
