....just the first 2 minutes and her waddling made me desire liquor.
The secret is that there is NO AMOUNT of alcohol/drugs (short of killing yourself) that makes her content tollerable. You MUST be at least slightly unhinged yourself - and then you can tollerate it sober!
Amber is literally afraid to eat less than 3000 calories a day. She quits all her diets because she is afraid they had too few calories and nutrients. WTF is she going to do when she physically cant fit more than 1200 calories in her a day after WLS?.....
She'll start drinking olive oil in her smoothies like the skinny bodybuilders who are desperate to bulk. Seriously though, there are lots of ways that she could pack calories into a liquid diet (and she'll do it to make the protein shakes more palatable). Remember all of the high calorie creamer and various sugars she added to 3-4oz of black coffee when she was trying to hide that Jade was living with her?
Y’all this thread is getting so disgusting I can’t check it in my lunch break.
Agreed. Why did the nasty thread have to go to spergatory?
What is the point of them even buying groceries when they're just gonna eat out for every meal? She buys all that food and those snacks from weight watchers but ends up ordering a sandwich that they could have easily made at home. I know, it's nothing new but it's just stupid.....
.....That's the stupidest thing I've heard. I guess she wants to be able to say she's following a plan even if she isn't losing? I don't get it.....
It's because she doesn't want to change or lose weight - she wants her enablers to get off her back and continue to bring her food, care for her like a toddler, and wipe her ass for her. People get resentful financially supporting and/or taking care of someone who only requires care because of their gluttonous and selfish behaviour.
No matter how many times she says she means it this time, and no matter how many health scares she has, she will never lose weight. And it's because she's already made the decision to never lose weight - she's just too self unaware to realize this.
Amber doesn't understand that every decision she will ever have to make, she has already made. All of her decisions are made based on her programming, which was compiled by all of the events in her life, as well as how she feels about them. She won't do anything to alter this programming, and has stated as much. She mentioned spending the entire day 'psyching herself out' before psychologist appointments. She just has to get in that victim mentality mindset and has to make sure it's locked in for the entire duration of her appointment.
She is so determined to hold on to that victim mentality, I truly believe that even if she found a time machine and went back to somehow fix her childhood, she'd return to her improved present and STILL BE MISERABLE, and eventually end up back towhere she is now. And I believe it's because she would know that there would still be an alternate universe out there where she was mistreated and that would be enough to break her down. This victim mentality drives her selfish, gluttonous, and self-destructive behaviour as she constantly looks for someone to sacrifice themselves to save her, and fix her while she actively destroys herself. Until she has the drastic mental shift from this, she will never be able to do anything to sort out her life. To get all metaphysically autistic, Amber cannot change until she (metaphysically) kills herself. (Not physcially, as then nothing would be learned)
If this change were to happen, we'd see it LONG before we noticed any weightloss. The things she would say and do would MAKE SENSE. Her actions would be reasonable; her behaviour logical. That's why everything right now seems so aggrivating and non-sensical: she's faking the epiphany and mental shift she hasn't really had. In this faked stage, diets are more important than weight loss, planning is more important than doing, etc. Sure, she can white knuckle it for a few days and eat a few healthy things, or not gobble up 5000 calories. But it's like holding your breath. It's not natural, and you'll reach a point where you can't do it anymore and not only will you breathe again, but you'll start taking in massive, sucking breaths to compensate.
Basically, she's flying on autopilot all the way to her double wide coffin, and has no intention to grab the stick. (And don't worry, I've cleared out a large box to hold all of the puzzle pieces I'm about to get for this).
.....She never talked about wanting kids until recently and I don't think she really does. I think it's more that this is another victim status thing rather than actually wanting one. You gotta love that even in her victimhood, though, she is specifying she wants a daughter not that a child. I'm guessing because narclynn wants a mini-me to dress up and such rather than actually being a parent. She'd make meth mom so proud.
In January 2020, Amber did a video on the topic of 127 reasons that she needed to lose weight (for the 127 lbs that she intended to lose in 2020). Near the bottom of the list - after wearing heels, wearing jeans, getting lip fillers, and riding on roller coasters - she mentioned she wanted to be in better shape so she could ADOPT a child. This, as well as previous vlogs where Becky talked about wanting to be a parent, were the ONLY times she ever mentioned anything about her desire to be a parent. And before her radical hysterectomy, she had never once mentioned anything about BIRTHING a child.
