Inactive Coldness in My Heart - Horrorcow that mutilated herself

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I apologize for necroing this thread.
Today i checked out the tumblr which was supposed to belong to her
exboyfriend (self-heal) and coincidentally it was updated today/yesterday after 3 months

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So. I know of someone who at some point briefly interacted with CIMH. Yes, she has passed. Last night I decided to do some research on who she was and what her story consisted of. I don't want to share her name but if you search her up you can find one picture of her face and several extremely graphic pictures of self harm. I have been in an online community primarily consisting of the mentally unwell and the self harming for years and her pictures are by far the saddest thing. The fact that some people on this site are making fun of her is tragic. Really sad, disgusting. I hope she's free.
 
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justmakingapoint7 said:
*s and what her story consisted of. I don't want to share her name but if you search her up you can find one picture of her face and several extremely graphic pictures of self harm. I have been in an online community primarily consisting of the mentally unwell and the self harming for years and her pictures are by far the saddest thing. The fact that some people on this site are making fun of her is tragic. Really sad, disgusting. I hope she's free.
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I hope you join her.

As you're new here, let me give you some free advice:

Leave. You seem to be the type that gets offended easily, so this place is going to be especially unkind to you. So either grow thicker skin and learn to laugh at the cows we have threads on, or fuck off.
 
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justmakingapoint7 said:
So. I know of someone who at some point briefly interacted with CIMH. Yes, she has passed. Last night I decided to do some research on who she was and what her story consisted of. I don't want to share her name but if you search her up you can find one picture of her face and several extremely graphic pictures of self harm. I have been in an online community primarily consisting of the mentally unwell and the self harming for years and her pictures are by far the saddest thing. The fact that some people on this site are making fun of her is tragic. Really sad, disgusting. I hope she's free.
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So are you saying you were part of a group that was enabling her?

Because I think that would be a lot more damaging than total strangers on the internet trying to make dark jokes about her.
 
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Boson said:
There’s no way she feels pain. She must’ve scored the “genetic jackpot” with a rare pain disorder and severe mental illness. I forgot about this thread long ago, but I really really wonder what happened and/or why.

Anyway, put up or shut up. This forum is largely about evidence.
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or just a bad combination of drugs, enabler and a whole heap of mental illness as other before had suggested
 
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Welp, I'm not eating any time soon after seeing this thread. Right after I bought some summer sausage today too. I've seen krokodil wounds and they are pretty horrifying, but this is even MORE horrifying because it's deliberate.
 
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justmakingapoint7 said:
So. I know of someone who at some point briefly interacted with CIMH. Yes, she has passed. Last night I decided to do some research on who she was and what her story consisted of. I don't want to share her name but if you search her up you can find one picture of her face and several extremely graphic pictures of self harm. I have been in an online community primarily consisting of the mentally unwell and the self harming for years and her pictures are by far the saddest thing. The fact that some people on this site are making fun of her is tragic. Really sad, disgusting. I hope she's free.
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post something juicey
 
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https://archive.vn/coldnessinmyheart-album.tumblr.com

She has three known usernames coldnessinmyheart , coldnessinherheart and reachforthesurface . There was some mention in forums that she had 6 or 7 different names that she used rapemeagain was one that came up but I don't think its her.

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Found this on the 4chan /x/ thread about her, so her name might be Erika, however, a lot of other forum threads give her name as Joan. I can't remember if this was posted before but this is the ED article for Emo Cutter Girl.

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Emo Cutter Girl - Encyclopedia Dramatica

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I'm adding this because people keep mixing these two up and this could be Joan. She is from Regensburg in Germany and some internet folks found out where she lived and she got treatment for borderline personality disorder.

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This girl is also German but from Wiesbaden. The closest thing I could find to answer whether or not she is still alive was this Ask thread.

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I don't know who this person is though so might be complete bullshit.

This is all I could find and it was mostly speculation from people in different forums. It's possible she's using another account again or she quit the internet for good or she died at some point but maybe some other Kiwis who are better at internet sleuthing might be able to find out.
 
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God this thread is so... Disgusting. First time I ever got nausea by seeing pictures on the internet, I hope it’s also the last time.
I usually don’t feel sympathy for cutters (attention seekers) or people who commit suicide but I’ve never been more neutral about someone’s death - as in, thinking about that she was beyond help at that point. At least it’s better than she constantly cutting herself to the point of reaching the bones, almost chopping off limbs.
 
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