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Zolpidem
Lorazepam
Both sedatives. TL;DR: Zolpidem is prescribed for insomnia. Lorazepam is prescribed for anxiety.
Any medical kiwis know what this would do to her?
 
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NoFeline said:
Found in the archive @Ellesse_warrior posted
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Zolpidem
Lorazepam
Both sedatives. TL;DR: Zolpidem is prescribed for insomnia. Lorazepam is prescribed for anxiety.
Any medical kiwis know what this would do to her?
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Lorazepam is also known as Lexapro and is a general anti-deppresant used to treat a wide angle of things. Its like beating your head with seratonin and hoping it works. That said, it's widely used because of the lack of side effects. As stated before, ambien is zolpidem. Its great at getting you to fall asleep but if you fight through that you get loopy, minor hallucinations, and silly thought patterns. Its common not to remember the next morning what was done during the high. Its easy to acclimate to dosage and lose the "high" effect.

I'm not sure if its possible to OD on lexapro, but I absolutely believe it would be possible to on ambien considering how hard the drug is protected.

Source: been on both.
 
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anonsocio said:
Lorazepam is also known as Lexapro and is a general anti-deppresant used to treat a wide angle of things. Its like beating your head with seratonin and hoping it works. That said, it's widely used because of the lack of side effects. As stated before, ambien is zolpidem. Its great at getting you to fall asleep but if you fight through that you get loopy, minor hallucinations, and silly thought patterns. Its common not to remember the next morning what was done during the high. Its easy to acclimate to dosage and lose the "high" effect.

I'm not sure if its possible to OD on lexapro, but I absolutely believe it would be possible to on ambien considering how hard the drug is protected.

Source: been on both.
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Pretty sure that Lexapro is escitalopram, not lorazepam. Lorazepam is the benzodiazepine also known as Ativan
 
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NoFeline said:
Found in the archive @Ellesse_warrior posted
View attachment 818783
Zolpidem
Lorazepam
Both sedatives. TL;DR: Zolpidem is prescribed for insomnia. Lorazepam is prescribed for anxiety.
Any medical kiwis know what this would do to her?
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There is a possibility that it killed her. idk so much about the insomnia drugs but I do know benzos are made purposefully hard to kill yourself with (something like 1000mg/kg) but if you mix it with alcohol it's gonna fuck you up and it's real easy to make it fatal. I was gonna say "no shit she's dead" because that's what I had heard, but apparently someone on reddit saw a girl with those scars on her face?

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Actually the dea protects drugs for all sorts of reasons, from od to getting hooked on them really easy with a shitty comedown (at least in the us). It's mostly for people who wanna get high, though. as far as od'ing on benzos goes, it's apparently really difficult.
 
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Ubik irish said:
I don't either but shes Irish.

Penny's is part of the broader brand of primark and the name Penny's is only used in Ireland.

The idea of me sharing an Island with that person shocked me more than the pictures. Made it seem quite real.
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Where did you see Penneys? I'm after looking through that horrific shit again and can't see what you're talking about.
 
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Sin13X said:
Guys, I know there hasn't been a reply to this in a year but I think I may have found out her name. I don't know how but I stumbled across this link. They look identical in the face, right? Only thing is this girl has less scarring so I'm not sure. You decide. https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.mi...s/claire-shortland-woman-who-lost-3172436.amp
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They do look similar but the girl in the article's arm and leg doesn't appear to be as disfigured as the girl in the thread. But idk that's just me. I could be wrong.
 
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ah, coldness.

My foggy memory from Gore/EN forums:
she's real, they're real photos. The internal structures are all correct, that's exactly what deep injuries look like, fat globules and all.
she's German, Joan? Joann? Something like that.

She's alive (last I heard). Has extreme scarring. Any current photos will show those scars, she had grafts done but it's still jerky.
She had a boyfriend, but she DTFE about her self harm and is MIA.

If you suspect someone is her, check arms and legs. Just having a facial scar isn't definitive. Her face healed better than the rest of I recall correctly.

photos of scarring for info, one of deep cutting to show why those scars won't be easily hidden.

She's like blowfly girl; only those who encountered her in person in real life can say for sure who they are. BFG is also a real person who really did those things.

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also this bullshit: no. Stop lying. BPD threads are a magnet for this kind of self-important lunacy, post proof/archive or shut the fuck up, nobody cares if you cut yourself and are batshit.
justmakingapoint7 said:
So. I know of someone who at some point briefly interacted with CIMH. Yes, she has passed. Last night I decided to do some research on who she was and what her story consisted of. I don't want to share her name
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also edit: emo cutter Erika (?) is a different woman, she likes to bleed and play with clots. A slightly different process and her photos can be told apart because they'll include syringes, blood clots and pools, instead of just the injuries.
 
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