Ok, like I've said it's time to look at Sisef's story, hopefully, once and for all. Be warned, however - the only things that can 100% prove Alex doing what Sisefs claims he's done are confirmed fact of him soliciting nudes from a minor or him having sexually charged conversations with a minor. If I had any of those, I would've just tipped them to the police, so all I can do is to connect as many dots as possible.
Prepare yourselves, this is gonna be autistic.
I will start with recounting Sisefs' story and the circumstances around it.
In 2009, she was 14 and in the process of finishing middle school. According to her, she was living in "abusive/neglectful household", so she had to move to her grandmother. She took care of her, but had no problems with verbally abusing her and taking away her internet/PC. She had very few friends and felt very lonely, so she was spending a lot of her time online. She probably was 4chan regular too.
Then she found her way to EvaXVidya streams, where after some time Alex found out that she was a girl and became obsessed with her. Since she didn't have many friends and probably had problems with self-esteem, she was flattered. She acknowledged her age, but Alex, who was 20 at that point, responded that "since he was home-schooled, he had missed out on the experience of dating girls in high school and this was the perfect opportunity to make up for that", so they began "dating". According to her, Alex asked her to make nudes and made her incorporate in sexually charged activities.
She began slowly realizing, that Alex uses her as a sex doll, since he dismissed her during every other activity and was overall controlling. She tried to ignore it, until one day when he was streaming himself doing his homework from college, she tried to give him advice, but he told her "you are just a child, what can you know about it". That stung and she slowly began realizing what an asshole Alex really was.
After some time she said "I can't see us being together any longer", which caused Alex to beg her to stay and when she said "let's just be friends", he flipped out, said "you can't ever come back since it's too painful to me lol" and banned her from his chat. That was probably the last straw that caused the creation of Vidya Revolution i.e. revolt against Eva. She came back under her other alias, but he banned her again after some time. She also admitted that she was in a relationship with other person during that, a girl to be exact, but they broke up around the same time. Since she was afraid of her grandmother, she decided to just to suck it up and keep her mouth shut.
Fast forward to 2017, when she saw a Letsplay of Yandere Simulator. After some time her friend told her, that it's creator is none other, than EvaXephon. She clicked on one of his development videos and as soon as she heard his voice, she knew it was him. She recalled everything he made her participate in and on February 17, 2017 decided to create
her blog to inform other people, since YS's fanbase is mostly underage girls.
It would be easy to just dismiss this, since Alex is no stranger to trolling, like with his OK Cupid adventures with Caitlin, but would I post this if that was the case? Of course, not, so let's go through all the
evidence "information that can be interpreted as Alex Mahan soliciting nudes and having sexually charged conversations with a minor" that I've got and see if it checks with Sisefs' version of events.
1. His justification - and I remember this clearly because it struck out to me as strange - was that since he was home-schooled, he had missed out on the experience of dating girls in high school and this was the perfect opportunity to make up for that.
This checks with
Alex's conversation with Caitlin, where he said something like that.
evaslastresort: Well! To be honest...I was actually homeschooled throughout highschool! So, I didn't really get to experience what highschool was like.
Caitlin: I'm jealous
it's not fun
or rather it wasn't for me >.>
evaslastresort: When I went to college, that was my first exposure in 6 years to a learning enviornment that had other people in it...
Also, years later
someone told her "
Alex genuinely believes if he went to hs, girls would've thrown themselves at him?" and she corrected them with
"“I missed out on the opportunity to date girls in high school” =/= “girls would’ve thrown themselves at me.” So let’s be careful not to put words in anyone’s mouth - lord knows he’s already said enough shit on his own." which makes it more believable to me.
2. We sexted over Skype. (worth noting, I think, is that he made excuses not to reciprocate text-based oral. Seriously?)
Alex's distaste for fish checks with his posts from a hooker forum.
Couldn't use cannotgoogleme for that one, could you?
Checks with SO many things:
-
The story when he was catfished by future FtM tranny from The Realm of the Bearded Beard.
- That one time in YS threads.
- That another one time in YS threads. Keep in mind, it was April 7, six fucking days after it began. He had only pile of Unity models and already asked for "sexy voices"? Whoever provided Alex with them, congratulations - now you are 0.3 MaiWaifus closer to him.
- If you think that I'm wrong, keep in mind that the other time when he asked for voices was two whole months after that.
- If you are still not convinced, then look at this. It was three years before her blog was made.
4. Saw flat-chested girls as deformed, similar to an amputee.
No comments, Alex is obsessed with boobs, he even cried when they made Samus's boobs smaller.
Also,
his post from Loserz forum about his favorite bodytype.
5. Told another girl in chat that he would keep her in a cage and love her.
I can believe that, since this is what
Alex was tweeting about back in 2015.
Add to that his infatuation with the idea of "selling girls to the Eastern Europe to be sex slaves for the rest of their lives" and
his fanfiction about absolutely submissive girl, which by the way he finished later in 2009 - the same year he met Sisefs. Also, don't forget - he preferred Rei because
she is weak and submissive, just like Alex likes, and
he would be able to do anything to her.
If he had a girl robot, he would make her his sex slave, not try to teach her about love.
6. Begged me to stay with him, offered to change himself etc. when I ended things, then when I refused, banned me altogether from his streams and began to spread vitriol about me.
More on that trait of Alex later, you'll laugh your asses off.
7. Lied heavily to cover his own tracks.
Well, that's the point of this post, just keep reading and it will check.
8. I’m under the impression that his version of the story is as follows: I was some desperate girl who sent nudes unsolicited to everyone and anyone, and he deleted the disgusting pics and banned me as soon as he learned I was underage.
Yes, this is Alex's version, but the truth seems to be worse, than just Alex twisting those events in his favor.
9. Then in a later post, Sisef posted some of her old pictures.
Doesn't look older than 15 to me. Also, I doubt that Eva means Evangelion in that case.
There is also this little picture from Friday, February 19 - it's either 2010 or 2016.
In later post she also states:
10. I didn’t have the capacity or the emotional intelligence or experience to understand the creepiness of Eva INSTANTLY becoming obsessed with me when he discovered I was a girl…
Which checks perfectly with anons stating that he would "creep on every girl on stream" from the time before the blog creation.
11. That being said, I had a small epiphany one day when he was doing his homework on livestream (statistics, I think? some kind of math). I was an eighth grader but read on a college level and thought I had a pretty good understanding of the problem in his textbook that he was struggling with, based on the info he’d read aloud.
Yes, Alex graduated Santa-Monica college in 2009, as stated on
his LinkedIN and
he had Finite Mathematics back in 2007, meaning that his classes weren't completely devoid of math.
12. But when I tried to speak up and help him he snapped at me: “You’re just a kid, you can’t possibly understand this stuff.”
Well, aside from Alex having shitty attitude and rage issues, this checks with:
- Alex's sperging on 4chan.
You may recall this picture and the word "faggot" in his ban-list from EvaX days.
- Alex's sperging on 8chan.
- Alex's sperging on Discord.
- Alex's sperging in his chat.
- Alex's sperging in his Twitch chat.
- And just plain on sperging.
Why do you hate your only audience so much, Alex?
13. Although, the mental image of Alex humping the corner of a mattress never does quite leave the mind. Every time I remember that I want to go throw up!
Well, if it's not just a figure of speech, then it checks with
Alex's tendency to stick his dick into inanimate objects. I just wanna know if he screamed "SISAAAAAAY" during that.
14. Let me put it this way. I and plenty of others have witnessed his rage issues (when he can’t beat a video game, when someone criticizes him, etc etc). I watched him destroy a controller once when he was raging at a game on stream.
Checks with my post about his EvaX days, just go and
read it again. It also checks with
this little note from KF user.
15. My main source of communication with Eva must have been either through MSN or the livestream chat, and though I had the MSN login information, it couldn’t connect to the servers (I think they shut down a couple years ago).
And in a
later post she gets corrected by someone who visited EvaX streams back in the day -
"wanted to confirm that you did speak to him through MSN messenger since that is where I spoke to him privately as well", which adds credibility for me.
Yes, Alex used MSN. Archive
1 and
2.
Then she gets a hold of her old PC and on July 6th, 2018
post a lot of screencaps, that are clearly from a previous decade. I would like to draw your attention to the following:
16. The only actual screencap I have of Eva X Vidya. At this point, we had broken up, and I’d been banned from the stream. I still had friends there, so I made an alternate account and stayed until he found me out. Username is blocked out because I still use that name for some social media, but the first two letters I left uncensored so you can tell it’s the same in each screencap.
And this is exactly what I'm going to do. Take a closer look at that screenshot (and yes Tue, March 31 was in 2009):
With the help of CSI technologies we can assume, that her other nickname was something like St__d___e or St__l___e. That checks with the rest of screenshots she posted there.
Some VR buddy helping her with her homework and calling her st___d.
Saved nicknames in her browser, Sisefs and st_____ are there.
Here is she under the same nickname on the stream of SageSaria, the creator of VR, watching a picture of her riding a horse.
Here they are drawing Eva as centaur, even though he looks like a meerkat.
"Well, that's good and all, but how half of the nickname is going to help us?" you may ask and that's true, however, who says we have only half? Take a look at this
archived page of VR-wiki.
Saria(SariWOAH THERE) Seppukued from the internet (1990-2009) was the original personal assistant to Lord Xenu, the creator of VR (along with Standarone, Ailestrike,Segasaturnsanshiro, BronySTARK, and others) of Vidya Revolution after the great Eva Revolution (more like rEVAlution amirite?) referred to at the time by EvaXephon as "Please come back"
Yes, her full nickname is Standarone and she was mentioned there! Furthermore, take a look at this post from
this thread:
Keep in mind, that this was posted two years before the blog creation as a response to someone posting OK cupid pastebin, which Wunkolo posted the same day on his Tumblr in "I am no longer working on YS" post, which means it was probably the first time anyone saw it i.e. someone saw name "Sisefs" and called her "Standarone".
Sisefs, if you see this, I'm really sorry, since you were hiding it for a reason, but I have to do this to prove your story
Also notice how someone responds "Based YanDev. Would do the same if I had the chance" and then realize that post of Alex sperging over the word "faggot" is in the same thread...
Then there are
this post and
it's follow-up, that make it concrete for me.
17. Someone named "B-stark from vr" comes to her blog and says that he still has "protoman edit saved". She recognizes him and asks to post it. He does and she thanks him.
This checks with the following:
- Yes,
VidyaRevolution had a member named BronyStark or B-stark for short.
- Yes, Sisefs is the fan of the band Protomen as can be assumed from her emails from 2009 ("I did end up seeing that band though, 7 times in total over the years").
This is how one of it's members looks like.
Why does it matter? Well, because this is the edit he posted.
Shitty, lowres, bad colors - this is clearly not from this decade. And you can recognize Sisefs by her pigtails and, well, nose. But that's not even the best part.
It is called "B-stark protostrand", where B-stark stands for BronyStark and protostrand stands for Standarone as Protoman. Now take a look at
this exchange on 4chan from Feb 14, 2014:
"But it has no image", you may say and you will be right - that really broke my heart back when I discovered it. However, now take a look at the filename - "protostand.jpg". Almost like "protostRand", right? Then check the resolution of the picture B-stark sent her - 461x576, exactly the same! Yes, filesize is slightly smaller, but otherwise I'm pretty sure it was the same picture and people recognized Sisefs three years before her blog was created!
So what conclusions can we make? A - Sisefs is a real person, B - she was a regular on EvaXVidya/VR, C - her description of Alex's behavior is rather realistic, D - other people remember her and what happened between her and Alex. All of this makes her story believable to me.
BUT WHY STOP THERE? Second piece of very believable eyewitness account is
this post by
@MountAndDoMe and I'm going to give it the same treatment.
1. "he openly acknowledged that she was his girlfriend on his stream"
This somewhat checks with this post from 4chan.
I mean, that sounds like a quote, since I doubt anons would call them that.
2. "She was indeed 14, and she was banned from the stream after she broke up with him. I believe he was 20 or 21 at the time."
This checks with those posts from 4chan.
Almost a month before blog was made.
Almost two weeks before it was made.
Yeah, they've got her age a little wrong, but otherwise it's correct. And about "16-y,o. who was notorious for sending her nudes", yeah, it gets worse, much worse.
3. "There was a girl named Abbey who was older than him that he was overly obsessed, most likely because she was nice to him."
Boy, oh, boy if this checks with:
This one, which is really old.
This one is little fresher, but still old as hell.
Well,
he got it slightly wrong, but more on that later. Sadly.
Yeah, it seems that
Alex went bonkers over that Abbey chick.
Really fucking bonkers.
Abbey wasn't so fond of him though. I don't know the source of those quotes, but considering Alex's fanfiction, fascination with human trafficking and desire to have submissive girl...
It also checks with
this account from Sisefs.
another anecdote this reminded me of - I used to excuse myself from chat with “brb, gotta pee,” and he took me aside one day and begged me to stop saying that, that he wasn’t comfortable with other guys knowing I was doing something so intimate. ????
4. "There was a 16 year old girl named Kappachan who would post links to her nudes openly in his chat and also send them to him privately."
Sadly, yeah, that checks. Why sadly? Because it's not hard to find mentions of Kappachan and of her nudes, just pray that images will be broken and use VPN.
Like
here.
This one also implies, that many people have those, so she really was sending them to everyone.
5. "There was a 16 year old British girl named HexenHarlot who would also send him nudes."
Yes, that checks too, even though I am not sure she was underage. I mean,
I found her Livejournal and if she was 16 in 2009-2010, that means at the age of 19-20 she looked like this:
Yeah, she ages as well as Alex does.
Otherwise, yeah, this checks well enough.
It also seems, that she would send nudes for everyone.
Also, here are Hexen, Kappa and Sisefs mentioned
in one post.
Why do they call her mexican if she is clearly jewish?
I was also able to find this where someone with the name HexenHarlot talks about watching Eva playing "I wanna be the guy".
In 2009.
6. "I remember at the time his best friend was named Nebilim. He almost never spoke in chat, but Eva banned Nebilim from looking at Reddit because he wanted to send Nebilim funny links from there without Nebilim having seen them already."
This one makes MountandDome's account 100% believable, since he is the only person who brought that up. Yes, he had a friend named Nebilim or Lord Nebilim.
Surprisingly, it wasn't his sock account.
Also, rather early in his career as a lolcow Alex had an idea of something called B.A.B.E. (Busty Anime Babes Etcetera),
which he wanted to put on his website, but is yet to do so. At some point in 2005 he even put it on his user profile on Wikipedia and who was also mentioned there?
Yep, Lord Nebilim!
And as a cherry on top look at that - back in 2005
Alex joined Newgrounds to promote some upcoming "text-based Metroid RPG" by him and, you guessed it, his friend Lord Nebilim!
7. "Eva used to have a giant list of bannable offenses, like saying "implying" or "cool story, bro"."
This checks with
his banned words list.
8. "He made his own stream called Keefers Vidya (then it got renamed to something else that I forget) and most of Eva's audience once again left him."
Yes, he renamed it into GameRageLive, check
my post about Eva as a streamer.
9. "I recall one time he had to go sit at the table to eat a dinner with his nephew. He came back to the stream fuming and cursing his mom's name. He explained that his mother didn't cut his steak for him, but cut his nephew's steak. So he was pissed he had to waste his time cutting his own steak and be afk for longer than he liked. His nephew was a very small child, btw."
Oh, if only more people were talking about that.
10. "It's funny seeing Mosheddy is still there. He was a pretty infamous pedo who posted lolicon porn in Eva's chat all the time." and
"I know Mosheddy is an autistic British guy who is in his thirties. He used to talk about looking at his little sister's underaged friends a lot."
Oh, boy. Yes, sadly, that checks.
Here is a thread, where someone posts SOMETHING and it causes people to call him a pedo and Mosheddy.
Then in this
thread someone claims that he has a video of Alex "trying to fuck his cousin on stream", which he refuses to upload.
And when some anon asks him who he is, this happens.
You can also find him in Alex's old group for EvaX streams, now called
Friends of Yandere Dev.
Alex still keeps him around, by the way.
11. "The artwork of him is some "fan art" drawn by an underaged girl who used to visit the stream named Kelly. As far as I know, he didn't get any nudes from her. She would just pop in once in awhile and act super shy and "uguu" and he'd begin to faun and tell her how cute she was."
Eh,
that checks and with other girls too.
So what conclusions can we make? A -
@MountAndDoMe is telling the truth and likely witnessed those events himself, B - even without his account, anons on 4chan all seem to recall the same events with slight aberrations, too much fucking smoke from a fire that never was, if you ask me. So yeah, Alex had at least 5 girls on his stream, at least 4 of them were underage and at least 3 of them sent nudes to him. Let that sink in.
Now let's look at the
excuses versions of events Alex's been giving throughout the years.
Aug 29, 2011 -
chat with Caitlin.
evaslastresort:
Sisefs was a girl who flirted with me online. I flirted with her back. She seemed cool at first, but it turned out that she wasn’t cool at all. She did a bunch of bad stuff, like…she lied about her age, and she started a website to give people a place to say bad things about me, and her parents took away her Internet privileges because she was taking nude pictures of herself and sending them out to people.
She sent me her nude pictures (and she sent them to like 100 other people too) and somehow, this means “EvaXephon requests child porn from minors”
I deleted all of her photos as soon as I discovered that she had been lying about her age the whole time
She was not a good person at all, and I am very glad that I don't know her anymore.
- He knew her.
- He made the first move and she responded.
- They were doing good, but then she turned out to be underage and started hate website (Is he talking about VidyaRevolution, lol?)
- Parents took away her internet (
dates from those screenshots tell otherwise), because she sent nudes to multiple (or even like 100!) people.
- As soon as he found out about her age, he immediately deleted them.
Feb 1, 2015 - Wunkolo leaves YS devteam and in his post on Tumblr about that links pastebin with Alex's chat with Caitlin.
Alex doesn't react well and sends him this.
- "I can't be a pedo, because it was 5 years ago".
- She sent him her nudes, even though he didn't ask, implying that maybe he didn't know her.
- She lied about her age.
- As soon as he found out about her age, he immediately deleted them.
- "I did nothing wrong, I did everything correct".
May 24, 2015 -
Alex tries to give his audience the first taste of debunks on his Tumblr blog.
The second allegation is that I am a “child solicitor” and “sex offender”. These accusations are almost too silly to dignify with a response, but I’ll respond nonetheless. About 6 years ago, I knew a young woman who did a lot of inappropriate things in order to get people to pay attention to her. One of the things she did was to send nude pictures of herself to lots of people. I was one of the people who she sent nude pictures to. Months later, I learned that she was actually too young to be doing that sort of thing. I deleted her pictures immediately, of course. To be perfectly clear; the pictures were unsolicited; I don’t go around asking kids to send me nude pics.
- He didn't know her well.
- She was just sending those nudes to everyone for attention, including him.
- "Months later" he found out she was underage and deleted them.
- Nudes were unsolicited.
May 24, 2015 -
Later that day in EvaX chat.
- He never said her age.
- "Too young to send nudes" doesn't mean underage.
May 27, 2015 -
Longer, better, faster, stronger debunk on his Tumblr blog.
There once was young woman on the Internet who was desperate for attention and approval from others. She claimed to be over 18, although she certainly didn’t act like it. She flirted with boys constantly, hoping that someone would tell her she was attractive or ask to be her boyfriend. One day, she sent out nude pictures of herself, hoping that it would make people like her. She definitely looked over 18. A few months later, she disappeared from the Internet, and someone claimed to know the reason why; he claimed that the girl’s parents learned that she was sending out nude photographs of herself, and took away her computer. Most people drew the conclusion that she was probably underage, considering her immature behavior and her parents’ reaction to her photographs. Nobody has heard from her in years, and there is no way for anyone to know how old she actually was, or why she actually disappeared from the Internet. The only thing anyone knows is that she claimed to be over 18, looked like she was 18, and that someone claimed that her parents took her computer away because of the nude photographs she took.
Does any of that make anyone a pedophile? I don’t think so.
- He doesn't know her.
- She flirted with everyone in hopes to get a boyfriend (that sounds more like Alex).
- She just sent nudes to "people".
- She disappeared and "someone" claimed that her parents found out and took away her PC.
- She said she is 18, but "people think" she was underage.
- No one heard about her since.
- "but yeah guys, she looked totally 18 and she said she was 18, GUYS, I'M NOT A PEDO, PLEASE, BELIEVE ME"
Aug 21, 2020 - during your average e-mail bullshitting Alex claims this.
- That was really a troll, who called himself Sisefs.
- That troll posted nudes of a girl that looked 18.
- Troll got bored and disappeared, people speculated that the girl was underage and got grounded.
- Now "Alex was skeptical about the troll from the start" and doesn't even remember if he saved those nudes or not.
- In 2010 "some weird people" begin steering shit about that troll being the real girl.
- "Someone" asks him about this around that time and he says "girl sent nudes, was underage, I deleted them" instead of, you know, telling them "it was a troll, who pretended to be a girl". Also, closest mention of Sisefs by him is in that chat with Caitlin and he says there, that she was a real girl who he flirted with.
- "In 2014
someone found that chat and begun spreading false narrative" - eh, did you forget, that it was Wunkolo in 2015? How can one man be so full of shit?
- "In 2015 troll creates a blog, where he pretends to be that girl and claims we were dating" - in 2017 and if by "pretending" you mean "posts screenshots from 2009 and knows me too well", then you're right.
- "In 2020 weirdos on the internet tell that I'm a pedophile who dated underage girl, even though it never happened" - I may be a weirdo, but at least I'm not a liar. And pedo.
- "BUT SHE ORIGINALLY WROTE "I LIKED TO HANG OUT AT VIDYA REVOLUTION STREAM" AND THEN EDITED IT TO JUST "VIDYA", SHE IS LYING" - she wrote it at 1 A.M., probably overwhelmed with emotions, 'caused by the flashbacks of what you've done to her. I can see her making this small mistake. What I can't see is how this one little mistake crosses out the rest of the evidence. And if all mistakes are intentional, does that mean, that Alex's code is intentionally shit?
- "ALSO, I WASN'T 21, JUST 20, I WOULD BE 21 IN JUNE" - well, fuck me, that changes everything. And Alex couldn't lie that he is already 21, can vote, drive a car and buy booze himself to look even more mature than his chat?
Late addition: somebody pick up the phone, since I fucking called it - Alex isn't above stretching his age!
- "THEY CAN'T GET THEIR STORY STRAIGHT" - oh, look who's talking! So one little mistake and one little oversimplification debunk everything else? What does it tell about you then?
As you can see, throughout the years Alex went from "we were flirting, she sent me nudes, turned out to be underage and I deleted them" to "she sent nudes to everyone, turned out to be underage and I deleted them", then to "she probably wasn't even underage, but I deleted them" and then finally to "she never existed, it was a troll and blog was made by a troll". As consistent as fps count of Yandere Simulator!
Added much later: for everyone who still thinks that Sisefs could be just a troll or isn't a real person, just go
here.
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