Punitive Castration
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Correcting myself, since I'm the only one I know of with any context: Vance told Sylvia in their room in B2 about the Jon part of this, that Damiel felt he could keep going as long as Jon was there and Jon leaving has "pissed him off" because without Jon he feels less confident.I risked my ears for the conversation between Vance and Damiel in B4 just now. Vance and Dam crept off to B4 bathroom and closed the door and over Sylvia and the sharks clearing the garage, i only got maybe one word in 10 but the gist, to me, is this:
Dam is still deciding if he should leave, he reflected about how his relationship with his mom impacts his feelings on pregnancy and birth, he compared himself to "other men" but I couldn't tell if he was saying he's par or subpar compared to other men for staying. They mention Jon, it seems like Dam might have been option-selecting whether to leave and was hoping to leave before Jon to spare him, or else it might fuck things up - this is just guesswork because he clearly said Jon and then said Jon leaving "pissed [him] off." He says "if I leave" Vance replies "then it's over." Both Vance and Dan very clearly said "the fourtheenth?" "the fourtheenth" "so it's the fourteenth then." (the due date, I think obviously.) Dam says "it' justt gets me through" and he's "going through some shit" and Vance says "your secret is safe with me."