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[McMitch]

I don’t like posting in this thread because there isn’t a lot for me to post that doesn’t powerlevel, but I’m plastered so let sober me regret this decision:
I fucking hate getting told I’m “a great guy,” entirely because a great big “but” immediately follows. Clearly I’m not that great if I keep hearing this over and over. So that’s where I’m at: drinking excessively in my home with just me and the dog because I’m “a great guy.”
Dog is loyal as fuck, though. I went for a run with my roommate who is, let’s say in a lot better shape than I; gave the dog to my roommate because I kept lagging behind. It got to a point where my dog was laying down on the sidewalk, refusing to move until I caught up. He really hates splitting up the pack. Best decision I ever made. I’m still not happy with my situation , but I can appreciate the fuck out of my dog, so there’s that.

 

[Justtocheck]

I don’t like posting in this thread because there isn’t a lot for me to post that doesn’t powerlevel, but I’m plastered so let sober me regret this decision:
I fucking hate getting told I’m “a great guy,” entirely because a great big “but” immediately follows. Clearly I’m not that great if I keep hearing this over and over. So that’s where I’m at: drinking excessively in my home with just me and the dog because I’m “a great guy.”
Dog is loyal as fuck, though. I went for a run with my roommate who is, let’s say in a lot better shape than I; gave the dog to my roommate because I kept lagging behind. It got to a point where my dog was laying down on the sidewalk, refusing to move until I caught up. He really hates splitting up the pack. Best decision I ever made. I’m still not happy with my situation , but I can appreciate the fuck out of my dog, so there’s that.

What do they say after the "BUT"? You drink too much? You are autistic? You are too attractive for this world?

 

[McMitch]

What do they say after the "BUT"? You drink too much? You are autistic? You are too attractive for this world?

It doesn’t matter the specifics after the “but,” what matters is their attempt to soften the blow of a rejection. I’m not so self-oblivious that I can’t accept criticism, but I don’t have to become a fan of hearing “no”s all the time.

 

[Justtocheck]

It doesn’t matter the specifics after the “but,” what matters is their attempt to soften the blow of a rejection. I’m not so self-oblivious that I can’t accept criticism, but I don’t have to become a fan of hearing “no”s all the time.

Hey there, I made you a PFP for you. No butts included.

 

[tehpope]

today's been rough at work. Just very busy with back to back calls because one of the departments I support had outtages. and they gave me my last break 3 hours before I get off. Usually its around 75 minutes before I get off. but it could be way worse

 

[PaleTay]

I'm sad about growing up and lockdowns, after reflecting more on life I've realized that most of my guy friends are extraordinary and most of my girl friends were. Don't see the guys as often because of scheduling and people move but most would still be willing to do stupid stuff if I called them today or would run up and hug me, about half the girls would hug me and explode with happiness to talk to me but are flaky (and some boyfriends don't like the way they look at me or don't like that our past) and I'm way less close with most of them. Most new people I meet, I like significantly less and I'd imagine with how happy old people are to see me that the feeling is shared.

I think this is the longest I've gone without at least having a girl to flirt with at the gym, I've graduated university, and I don't do anything at work.

 

[Gun Safety]

Had to put my 16 year old dog down this morning. I have had her since high school, I found her in the parking lot and she was mine from then on.

She was in renal failure and went down hill so fast...I thought I had more time. I know it was mercy but its still been hard. Most of the animals I have had just old and slip away in their sleep.

Its been hard, I found a little black kitten in the bushes a few years back and he became her “baby”.

He keeps looking for her, meowing for her to come to him.

My sweet Peg, say hi to Herc for me when you cross the Rainbow Bridge.

I had that happen to me a while back and I got over it pretty quick, like sad for a day or something, but also I don't really care about animals that much so Idk maybe it will suck more for you. I figure it's an animal, you can get another one and it'll be pretty much the same.

I'm sad about growing up and lockdowns, after reflecting more on life I've realized that most of my guy friends are extraordinary and most of my girl friends were. Don't see the guys as often because of scheduling and people move but most would still be willing to do stupid stuff if I called them today or would run up and hug me, about half the girls would hug me and explode with happiness to talk to me but are flaky (and some boyfriends don't like the way they look at me or don't like that our past) and I'm way less close with most of them. Most new people I meet, I like significantly less and I'd imagine with how happy old people are to see me that the feeling is shared.

I think this is the longest I've gone without at least having a girl to flirt with at the gym, I've graduated university, and I don't do anything at work.

You're too obsessed with women. Focus on lifting and hanging out with the bros. Hugs will sap your testosterone and flirting at the gym will hurt your gains. Stay the path, brother.

 

[PaleTay]

I had that happen to me a while back and I got over it pretty quick, like sad for a day or something, but also I don't really care about animals that much so Idk maybe it will suck more for you. I figure it's an animal, you can get another one and it'll be pretty much the same.



You're too obsessed with women. Focus on lifting and hanging out with the bros. Hugs will sap your testosterone and flirting at the gym will hurt your gains. Stay the path, brother.

I think my problem is more vanity and extreme kindness. I want everything to work out perfectly, and it took me a few years to get used to walking to class by myself or not having a close friend in every single class, let alone work and such.

I'm bordering on getting too big to make any significant gains while staying proportional and extremely cut. I'm extremely strong already and would probably just lose speed and aesthetics to get slightly stronger. Kind of find that boring as well.

 

[Sped Xing]

I think my problem is more vanity and extreme kindness. I want everything to work out perfectly, and it took me a few years to get used to walking to class by myself or not having a close friend in every single class, let alone work and such.

I'm bordering on getting too big to make any significant gains while staying proportional and extremely cut. I'm extremely strong already and would probably just lose speed and aesthetics to get slightly stronger. Kind of find that boring as well.

You have histrionic personality disorder. Take two blackpills and call me in the morning.

 

[Lucifer's Rectum]

I slept like fucking shit last night so I'm feeling like crap. I got up today to find that my paycheck was sent, but the dude in charge did it earlier than he's supposed to, and so didn't have my actual hours and instead used my hours from last month, so now I'm not going to see that missing $330 till May. I'm pretty fucking pissed about this since he could have easily shot me a slack message if he needed them at a certain time. I guess I'll be living pretty lean this month to compensate.

 

[Wraith]

I found out two things recently.
1. Grim Dawn is a pretty good game... until it gets boring and crashes your computer every ten minutes.
2. Never do this. I decided to make a deli plate / goodie plate. Carrots, celery, cherry tomatoes and loads of pepperoni slices. Hey, it's me. Well never have this meal before bedtime. Then wake up in the middle of the night for some midnight work. While working having a bowl of sugar cereal... three of them with loads of milk.
What's the lesson? You have a load of ruffage clogging you up, and then the cereal with loads of milk that cleans you out. ... It was not a fun time in the bathroom. ... You ever go to the bathroom so hard you time travel?

 

[Jason Wynn]

Taking my week vacation from work starting today and trying to figure out how to spend my time

 

[Opposite Time Nomad]

I'm doing better this week. Decided to grow some plants and finding its the little things like this that are comforting.

Im still coping with the loss of my closest friend last year, I planted some forget-me-nots in their memory. I think I'll be okay in time, but its still tough.

 

[A Grey Cat]

I had a rotten day today from the momment i woke up nothing seemed to go right. phone (aka alarm clock) was dead, corner store took forever to make me a breakfast sandwich and got it wrong (who puts mustard on a bacon egg and cheese?! I said i wanted A monster not mustard!) missed like three busses because they took so long and was running late for work, had to do morning shift. and it never seemed to end. Even when I thought I'd finally be done the boss found more things for me to do and it felt like the day would never end. and when it finally did it started raining on my walk home and when i got home some snacks i bought for after work fell off the shelf and went into the dishwater!


UGH! I can't remember the last time I had a day this bad, but at least it's finally over.

 

[lemme ASS you a question]

im scared ill never own a house and that every building will be a rental or air bnb because and it never stops. Im not sure if a culture developed where we should be ok with renting and landowners hoard houses to rent out but its depressing looking at the market. And i dont like new houses because itll destroy a mid century house with double bricked walls and tall ceilings and decent yard sizes to fit three apartment esque houses ontop of it.

But maybe i could buy one of those and then buy what i really want later? Its such a competitive well scalped market

 

[Blop]

Super sad and lonely. Feels good to reach out if only to you nazi new zealand fruit farmers

edit: I locked myself out of my house today and the only person who has another key is my ex. Spent almost $200 to get into the house. Worth it to know my locks are good and I need not depend on anyone else

edit2: typo

 

[Blop]

im scared ill never own a house and that every building will be a rental or air bnb because and it never stops. Im not sure if a culture developed where we should be ok with renting and landowners hoard houses to rent out but its depressing looking at the market. And i dont like new houses because itll destroy a mid century house with double bricked walls and tall ceilings and decent yard sizes to fit three apartment esque houses ontop of it.

But maybe i could buy one of those and then buy what i really want later? Its such a competitive well scalped market

Home ownership is over rated.

 

[Damien Thorne]

I just got my first power bill in my new home. My new home is so well insulated that even when it dropped below 30 F outside, I rarely ever had to turn the heat on. So my power bill was super low. I am enjoying this.

 

[JustSomeDong]

I woke up cautiously optimistic today. I have contractors coming to give me estimates on two big projects. New furnace/AC/ductwork, and insulation/siding. Then I hopped onto the farms with my coffee. And I saw all the anime pfps. If I had a button to launch all of the nukes, I'd press it twice, just to be sure. So, theres that.

 

[Meat Target]

I have been blisteringly MATI for like a week. The anime avatars are curing that.