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Currently debating whether I should just drop out, even though I only have a month left in my last year of hs. I seriously can't take this shit anymore. I know it'll make getting a job 10 times harder, but I honestly don't care at this point. I just have zero motivation to do any work at all.
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Do what you think is best for your mental health, my dude. I dropped out of higher education for my health’s sake and I’m doing a lot better for myself outside of it-I can’t comment on your circumstances personally, but weigh up the pros and cons and do what’s best for you.
 
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Currently debating whether I should just drop out, even though I only have a month left in my last year of hs. I seriously can't take this shit anymore. I know it'll make getting a job 10 times harder, but I honestly don't care at this point. I just have zero motivation to do any work at all.
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Formal education isn't for everyone. I couldn't function in grade school and I couldn't function in college. I never graduated highschool. I still get loads of job offers, have marketable skills, and I'm considering opening my own business sometime this year or next. That being said, some drop outs are just straight up lazy or dumb and never amount to anything.

If you're gonna drop out, be ready to be a self-starter or work your way up in a smaller construction firm. New construction = retards and crackheads. Find renovation or restoration companies and learn to paint or something.
 
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Currently debating whether I should just drop out, even though I only have a month left in my last year of hs. I seriously can't take this shit anymore. I know it'll make getting a job 10 times harder, but I honestly don't care at this point. I just have zero motivation to do any work at all.
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I dropped out of college due to being unable to discipline myself to attend classes. I also just hate the schooling system. Managed to get an entry level job and have since moved up and gotten better ones. If you don’t care about making good money then college may not be for you. If you’re interested though, finish HS and go to a trade school, it’s definitely a lot better than getting a minimum wage job if you have some sort of applicable skill from said trade school.
 
Having an ok day. Hit the gym, but being lazy about making a healthy lunch. I've cut out coffee this week, that's not helping.

Otherwise glad to be alive in my back to normal and open maskfree red state as always. Seems like once the autistic slap fight over vaccines is over we'll be done with this bullshit (in red states). So being able to see the light at the end of the tunnel is nice.

Shit I need to get a card for mother's day mailed out.
 
Currently debating whether I should just drop out, even though I only have a month left in my last year of hs. I seriously can't take this shit anymore. I know it'll make getting a job 10 times harder, but I honestly don't care at this point. I just have zero motivation to do any work at all.
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It's just one month, thought it out.
If you don't, it'll be significantly more than one month of regretting it down the line.

In more general terms, don't indulge on this "I know I should do this but I don't have the motivation" mindset. Just do what you have to do, ennui and discomfort aren't excuses for anything.
 
Last week, I had to deal with the somewhat after-effects of the first dose of the COVID vaccine. Plus, it doesn’t help that I had to also deal with allergies that affected my eyes in ways in which I never had to deal with possible.

Now for the next two and a half weeks, I’m waiting to get the second dose, and I fear it might get worse before it starts. 😞
 
Currently debating whether I should just drop out, even though I only have a month left in my last year of hs. I seriously can't take this shit anymore. I know it'll make getting a job 10 times harder, but I honestly don't care at this point. I just have zero motivation to do any work at all.
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Stick it out. People will shit down your neck the rest of your life if you have a GED, much like the completely unwarranted respect they have for college degrees from "good" colleges.

A college degree isn't worth it, but I think having a high school degree is, just to be treated like you're human.

It's normal to have no motivation to do anything in your late teens, by the way.
 
The Nixeus Revel's switches were starting to crap out so I got a Logitech G600. It's going to take a lot of getting used to, I think.
 
Last week, I had to deal with the somewhat after-effects of the first dose of the COVID vaccine. Plus, it doesn’t help that I had to also deal with allergies that affected my eyes in ways in which I never had to deal with possible.

Now for the next two and a half weeks, I’m waiting to get the second dose, and I fear it might get worse before it starts. 😞
The second shot regularly fucks up the week of people who take it. I've only heard a few in my social sphere who have not gotten ran over by it and they were the incredibly NEET types beforehand. Not saying this to freak you out, it's just a genuine fact of the vaccine and taking it. Weigh if you feel its worthwhile to get the second dose or not with that knowledge, there's a decent number who've decided against it because of how badly it hit them.
 
The second shot regularly fucks up the week of people who take it. I've only heard a few in my social sphere who have not gotten ran over by it and they were the incredibly NEET types beforehand. Not saying this to freak you out, it's just a genuine fact of the vaccine and taking it. Weigh if you feel its worthwhile to get the second dose or not with that knowledge, there's a decent number who've decided against it because of how badly it hit them.
I remember with the first shot I had to stay in the house for a couple of days since the physician said it could last for four days, though again, it might have to do with possible allergies due to pollen in the air.

With the second one in the middle of May, I’m more worried on whether the hot weather and after effects of the shot could play a role in making me dizzying than the first one.

I had to take the Pfizer, so I can’t speak for Moderna, nor Johnson and Johnson since they had to recall initially before it was brought back to the public.
 
I remember with the first shot I had to stay in the house for a couple of days since the physician said it could last for four days, though again, it might have to do with possible allergies due to pollen in the air.

With the second one in the middle of May, I’m more worried on whether the hot weather and after effects of the shot could play a role in making me dizzying than the first one.

I had to take the Pfizer, so I can’t speak for Moderna, nor Johnson and Johnson since they had to recall initially before it was brought back to the public.
Most who have taken it described it as the worst flu they've ever experienced, a small number have even said it was worse than the actual virus they experienced. Most in this case were taking the Moderna. Naturally this is anecdote so I'm not going to pretend its all hard evidence. Most of what was described doesn't sound like heat would necessarily make it worse but who even knows with the suite of allergic responses from them.
 
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had a better day at work than the last two today. Was quiet and kinda slow even for a friday. Too bad boss lady was off today. It feels like im being judged this week to see if i stay or not....but that could just be my paranoia, not the first time ive had the feeling at this job or really my last couple of ones.

If I make it to the end of monday and when i ask what time the next day (which is the end of the scheduled work week) and she gives me a date and time...I'll know i survived another week.

Well on the bright side got paid today, 4 days early. little light this week but bills aren't due till at least before the next one (hopefully not my last) just rent and ive got more than enough to cover it and plenty left after.

so yeah aside the anxiety causing tooth related nightmares...I'd say im getting better.
 
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