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my ma wanted to take me and my brothers out to someplace in New York that's reservation only for my birthday (dk if it's due to covid regulations still be being strict over there)

but due to schedule issues we won't be able to till next weekend belated by a week from my actual b day. Oh well least there's that to look forward to.
 
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Drank too much gin tonight. Been single for a min and about to wiz khalifa into my slutty looking power outlets ground wire port. Might fail pee into the (+)(-) holes and experience 120v of shock and tard through my urethra and bladder Gdubz style
 
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This past month has been absolute hell. Got an infection of cytomegalovirus (it's very similar to mono, part of the same virus "family" and whatnot) and it knocked me down hard. 3+ weeks of fevers and the worst fatigue I've ever experienced in my life, to the point where just doing one simple task or chore would wipe me out for the rest of the day. Didn't help that it took fucking forever for my hospital to even figure out what's been plaguing me, and even after the fact, since it's basically mono, there's nothing I could do beyond taking pain relievers and suffering through the ordeal.

Luckily my condition improved just enough for me to go on a beach vacation with family last week, but during that whole time, and even now, I still feel bits of that fatigue and my body still slightly overheats every time I start to get ready to sleep. On top of that, right before we left for the trip, I got a perpetual head cold on top of that and I'm still periodically coughing my lungs out and blowing my nose. And being inactive and not eating properly for so long (my appetite actually grew for this whole thing) has ruined what progress I've made since the start of the year in regards to eating healthier, working out and losing weight.

Then there's the fact that, mere days before the vacation, we had to put the family dog down. She had been on a downward slide for a while but she just crashed hard all of the sudden. At least we were there for her final moments and not several states away... It's also extra solemn because, since before I was even born, my parents always had German shepherds. But she was the last one, and possibly the last dog they'll have had period. End of an era...

And then, of course, I only made things worse for myself the past couple days since coming home and catching up on how everything in my country, and the world at large, just gets ceaselessly worse every goddamn passing day. Here I am jobless, soon to be carless, and struggling to gain a modicum of independence (well, now I also have to pray I fully get better physically as well), and now I have to worry if I'll even be able to advance any of that or will the US just crumple into fucking dust or turn into -insert nightmare dystopian setting here- in a decade or less.
 
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The crazy heat in the Pacific Northwest (USA) is freaking me out. Normally we are pissed off that it’s still cold and rainy and we are seeking warmth and sun in parts east. Now, this weekend and heading into tomorrow we’ve seen record heat of over 100 degrees F. It’s bananas and makes me afraid about what we will see come August during fire season.

In lighter news and as an update on my previous posts about dating while being a gen X autistic lady, the guy my friend set me up with back in April is amazing. We do so much fun stuff together, it’s like we are kids again instead of middle aged taxpayers. This guy makes me incredibly happy and all indications are that I make him happy too. He outright tells me that I’m a weirdo and he loves it. So I guess we will do our best to survive the imminent climate apocalypse together.

edit: typos
 
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Blop said:
The crazy heat in the Pacific Northwest (USA) is freaking me out. Normally we are pissed off that it’s still cold and rainy and we are seeking warmth and sun in parts east. Now, this weekend and heading into tomorrow we’ve seen record heat of over 100 degrees F.
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We aren't doing any better in the Northeast fren. High of 95° Avg (the next 4-5 days) I recommend extra pairs of non-cotton undies and gold bond. God speed NW nigga o7

Edit for mesh: can't spell before posting.
 
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SouthernBitchBob said:
Lost a grandparent to cancer a few weeks ago.
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Had a family gathering. It was equal parts good to see people I haven't seen in 15 years, good to feel like my grandparent got some respect from it, and a solid reminder why I don't spend a lot of time with my family. Can't hold the bitchy digs at me or any other person under your current stink-eye, even for a memorial service. Classy. And then wondering aloud why I was "always so anti-social" as a kid. Forever a mystery. I can't imagine why someone would enjoy spending time away from people who talk to him like he's an animal. Oh well. I now have some little boxes I remember from my grandparents' house at Christmas. I'll put them out in December and carry them forward.
 
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I had to go out with some people and record footage of things for a class project, afterwards, we had to edit the footage into a sequence. I had to get all of the footage off of the camera SD card, upload it to Google Drive, and then send the people in my group the Drive folder because they didn't know how to do any of that. And we ended up just using the computer that had the files copied onto it because they didn't know how to use the Drive either. I just thought doing stuff like this was common knowledge or you could just figure it out as you went along.

Unrelated, Chinese bamboo flute music is so good. Western music can't compete.
 
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Sped Xing said:
My foot hurts so bad I can barely walk, and I have no idea how that happened.

I haven't even had any alcohol in probably a month. How am I hurting myself and not remembering it without drugs?
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Did you sprained it? I once sprained my foot prior to graduating high school. You can buy those foot binders and rest your leg and put ice...
 
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