How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

[Haramburger]

I mean not great considering all of the shit going on is making me go "hold on a second, we need to think about this" and the common response is usually just "shut the fuck up and accept it".

Something's wrong, and it's not just with KF. At the risk of sounding like a green-wigged maniac talking about "society", it definitely feels like culture is shifting in a direction where we want the simple explanations rather than the honest ones. Nothing has nuance. There's the bad guys and the good guys, and those with influence to decide who's bad and who's good. I've genuinely had conversations with mates that got heated, and even in light of giving some real reasonable points, it just blows over their head as the simple narrative they've been taught is what they must accept. Hell, I even talked to one about the ProJared situation the other day and just talked about how "Jared might have been an asshole but it looks like many of those accusations were false" and pretty much everything flew over his head, ignoring it in favour of just "Jared is an asshole". And this kinda mindset is now the majority. Simple explainations that conform to your own biases overwrite any genuine attempt to give a subject due-diligence.

Thinking that makes me just go "man, it'd be so much easier if I never tried to think and just went with the flow". I fear that the next half-decade will basically be more of this. Seeing issues, trying to point to them and go "this is fucked", but being looked at like a loon except for the rare moment when they go "oh shit I see it now" and completely ignore that early-warning I saw and my attempts to warn others.

Somewhat nihilistic, but given this, I just want things to get worse in a public way so things can start to get better.

It my belief that people are like this because if their worldview was challenged and upended so often, they'd be the type to get so depressed and nihilistic about it that they'd self-harm and/or kill themselves. Blissful ignorance and streamlined thought could be a defense mechanism.

 

[Yamamura]

It might sound gay, but I'm a bit worried about the future of the forum. Had a lot of fun around here these last months.

I don't think that's gay at all. This may sound a bit melodramatic, but literally I believe the farms is one of the few last places on the internet that sort of allow you to say relatively (within limitations) whatever you feel like. If you said anything about troons on Reddit, banned! Youtube, video/comment removed. Twitter... Oh you better believe that's a bannin'. A fella be banned for even looking at a troon funny these days.

Now I'm REALLY curious what good news it is that Null has. I guess we're about to find out tomorrow.

 

[_Samson_]

Shit is fucking weird right now - pardon the power level shit.

My partner lives in Neighbouring Country, but I live in Current County. It's only like two hours away, so it's not terrible in that regard (although I miss her a lot, obviously.)

I'm currently moving to Neighbouring Country, but moving to another country is a fucking nightmare. OCD runs in my family, and when I get too exhausted, it starts rearing its head with me.

I'm getting obsessive thoughts again, and I hate it. I'll suddenly convince myself that she's cheating on me, and it won't go away even though it's completely unreasonable. I don't tell her because it's not her problem, but I can't really talk to anyone without sounding crazy. I'm trapped in my head, living out of boxes and work is insane at the moment.

Luckily, there's always internet drama.

I feel for you; I am going the same thing, moving overseas soon. so much work to clear out and I have to abandon basically everything I have outside of 2 luggages. You’re moving within the eu?

 

[Nick Obre]

Reinstalled Borderlands 2 and have been playing that. Never went through the game as Krieg so I've been trying him out. Started reading Shadowlands last night. Sucks that Chink Farms is still janky but hopefully Josh's good news relates to the site.

Krieg is the only way to make that game tolerable; in fact, I'd even say it's GREAT with Krieg. Look into his specialized builds, I love the high risk high reward ones. There's one I loved playing that would ideally have you on dying mode almost all the time, but you'd nearly one-shot anyone.

Fuck, you're making me want to get back into it, and I won't, I can't, I won't, no.

 

[Second Sun]

We're still alive tor friends. I won't give up while the trannies hound us.

 

[Cool Dog]

NGL this forum disappearing its a major bummer, the internet its pozzed af, all the good parts of reddit are long gone, 4chan its basically a cointelpro skinnerbox full of bbc porn, lainchan its troon central, 8ch its full of qtard boomers and the rest of the place its dead

So where to?

 

[Juan But Not Forgotten]

Had to leave behind a group of people I was talking to for almost a decade, because constant doom posting and alarmism are gay and tiresome. I tried to help them, but in the end they just want everyone around them to be as miserable as they are and even though I do my best to keep holding on, there is a limit. If they want to sink, I am not going down with them.
Take care, people.

 

[The Curmudgeon]

I'm relieved that Kiwifarms is still around in some form. I missed you guys!

 

[Lathe]

Doing okay. Recently tried a chemical clarifier for my mead and it is clear pretty quickly.

 

[Not a bee]

Not well at all. Haven't been for months. Hopefully things will turn around. Basically I'm having the biggest conflict of my life and it all depends on how well I fight it.
If I happen to die, no, it's not because of Kiwifarms, I love you beautiful bastards.

 

[SofondaCox]

For many of us, Kiwi Farms is a home away from home. We come here to vent, to speak freely, and enjoy our time with like minded individuals. For some, this may be the only opportunity they have in their lives to be so comfortable. If you are experiencing stress and anxiety due to the peril the site has been in - you aren't alone. Please feel free to message me, at any time, about anything. If you have established friendships here, now is the time to make use of those connections. Like the Farms itself, we are resilient, and we will get through this. Take advantage of opportunities to relax and enjoy yourself. There are books to read, photographs to take, music to make, songs to sing, games to play. Hang in there, fren. We're going to get through this.

 

[Meat Target]

Dogsitting for my parents. Went and played baseball in the rain this afternoon. Now I have a little four-legged friend leaning on me and napping.

 

[Zookerton]

I don't agree with some opinions of the site but that doesn't really matter because you can actually have discourse here. Most things on the clear web are filled with diseased normies who cannot rub 2 brain cells together to comprehend the insanity that we're watching unfold. They think that the purging of this website from the clear is a victory against hatespeech. The reality is we're sliding down an increasingly steep slippery slope with the slide ending with the era of the clown. If the site ever goes down for good it has been an honour to have lurked on this site. To me this site has been a nice pressure relief valve from the insanity I see in real life.

 

[A Grey Cat]

better since i got that refund from Drizzly sooner than I thought it would take. I got two cases of PBR and a six of coors here's hoping it lasts me 6 days.

 

[WhoBusTank69]

Something clicked about two weeks ago, and in the middle of the day no less, that does not allow me to worry anymore. No idea what happened but I don't have a negative care in the world.

Maybe there was meth in that gatorade

 

[A Grey Cat]

doing better so long as the farms stay up. The place is barley held together with duct tape, tor and chewing gum

 

[Tamamo No Mae]

Doing absolutely splendid.

It'll probably change by the morning when I have to go back to work, but I'll have to enjoy the moment.

 

[Super Sad Smile]

Me and most of my friends can't find jobs after graduating college. We're all stem majors too, it's pretty depressing. The recent gayops is also sad to see. People would prefer seeing the internet become a smaller, invasive, hollow shell of itself. I can't help but feel like things will just get worse.

 

[AnOminous]

Me and most of my friends can't find jobs after graduating college. We're all stem majors too, it's pretty depressing. The recent gayops is also sad to see. People would prefer seeing the internet become a smaller, invasive, hollow shell of itself. I can't help but feel like things will just get worse.

Hope you're ready to help us out of whatever dystopian Mad Max hellscape the fucking retards currently running things are getting us into.

 

[toilet_rainbow]

Had a really shitty shift tonight. There's this serial shitty customer that tends to write checks that always get flagged, steal food, harass me, etc. He didn't write a check tonight but he threatened to get a hammer from his truck and whack the register and me with it because his EBT card can't cover his cat food. I told my supervisor about what happened (cocksucker left before he could be confronted). Also informed supervisor that if I ever see this motherfucker in my lane or at self checkout when I'm there again, I am outright denying him service. I deal with verbal abuse all the time, but you do not threaten me with violence over fucking cat food. At least I'm off tomorrow. Thank the fucking lord.