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Second Sun said:
I started on the dating apps - it's pretty dire. I'd probably be happier if I just gave up, but that feels like saying my life is over.
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I've been on them for like a year, not a single match.

I think I got catcalled yesterday? I don't really understand it, I was walking down the street to the mall and some girls in a car driving by tried to get my attention while I was on the phone. I just sort of waved and kept walking. I'm very confused.

I think the "honeymoon period" with my new job is over, I'm going to be starting on-call rotations soon, and I'm really not looking forward to it. My colleagues so far don't seem to get paged in the off-hours very often, but I'm still dreading it.
 
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Nick Obre said:
Mate, don't.
Do what you must to clear your name, but don't sink into the shit. Not just for moral reasons, "be better than them, he who fights demons blah blah", but for practical reasons. It's not worth the effort and the guaranteed retaliation.

Just try to untangle yourself from her shit and live the best you can.
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I don't think you understand how long I can wait and how many sockpuppet accounts I can make with distinct, unique writing styles, nor do you understand exactly what this person's past rap sheet is. All I need to do is show public records. Same thing we do here. Fuck the sockpuppets, I could just talk about this person in online spaces from where they originate and I'm sure the stories would flow out.

But guys, just know.

I went into a relationship with one of these nuts to see what they're like. If there's anything redeemable. That's why I had an absence for awhile. I still lurked a lot when they weren't around--but let me tell you, it's just as bad as you'd think. There's no exaggerating how fucked these people are in the head, progressives, socialists, the like. SJWs truly are every bit as evil in person as they come across online, and the world is demanding we listen to them.

Never trust a woman who talks about how horrible a man is, by the way. Women lie a lot and have many dark triad traits naturally. They try to latch onto grains of truth to turn into a mountain and they try to bait you into saying things in conversation so they can screenshot it.
 
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Harbinger of Kali Yuga said:
I don't think you understand how long I can wait and how many sockpuppet accounts I can make with distinct, unique writing styles, nor do you understand exactly what this person's past rap sheet is. All I need to do is show public records. Same thing we do here.
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Are you saying you're partaking in gay ops against you ex? Just fucking sue her or something, letting her live rent free in your head is just pathetic.
 
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Are you saying you're partaking in gay ops against you ex? Just fucking sue her or something, letting her live rent free in your head is just pathetic.
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The gay ops are already being committed against me by this person. As always, there's a big story I'm not getting into and this person is a threat to men in general because she literally told me she hates men and will ruin every ex she has. She told me this point blank. I don't really have to do anything besides point to public records. You've probably never had a BPD ex. It's something else. She basically tries to bait men into saying incriminating stuff and then blackmailing them. Basically, what feminists do.

It's given me a very passionate and renewed hatred of feminists, anyone sympathetic with BLM or LGBTQIA shit. They're worse than you know and more evil than you think. Seeing what they actually are like has actually made me swing hard right as of late. Society needs to get a grip of these people, they truly want to hurt you and I and everyone who isn't part of their left-wing cult.
 
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Vingle said:
You write walls of text about how you hate white women because of her.

Then do that.
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No, the white women thing has been for awhile now. I tried to let people talk me into giving them a chance and it's everything I expected except oh-so-much-more.

edit: To be clear, American white women. It's better in Europe when they're not a commie.
 
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Harbinger of Kali Yuga said:
I don't think you understand how long I can wait and how many sockpuppet accounts I can make with distinct, unique writing styles, nor do you understand exactly what this person's past rap sheet is. All I need to do is show public records. Same thing we do here. Fuck the sockpuppets, I could just talk about this person in online spaces from where they originate and I'm sure the stories would flow out.
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Listen: You're not the mastermind you think you are.

If she's gay oping against you right now, she's the kind of person to retaliate worse if you gay op against her.

And I don't think I need to remind you, regardless of proof whatever, everyone is much more likely to believe her and support her than you.

Don't waste energy on that. You'll never win.

Untangle yourself from her shit and live well.

Unless it turns out you're enough of a sperg that you're unable to let it go, in which case maybe I wouldn't believe you're so innocent either.
 
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Nick Obre said:
Listen: You're not the mastermind you think you are.

If she's gay oping against you right now, she's the kind of person to retaliate worse if you gay op against her.

And I don't think I need to remind you, regardless of proof whatever, everyone is much more likely to believe her and support her than you.

Don't waste energy on that. You'll never win.

Untangle yourself from her shit and live well.

Unless it turns out you're enough of a sperg that you're unable to let it go, in which case maybe I wouldn't believe you're so innocent either.
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Not with her history. Maybe other women will, but the opinions of most women are easily discarded. She's actually gay opping me to intimidate not to expose what she does, because she basically told me point blank. She told me when she was in love with me, before the BPD splitting. She just realized too late I'm not actually as stupid as I come off as. She's afraid of what I know, not what I'll do.

If someday she ever commits suicide, which is possible given all the self-inflicted cuts on her body, I will share the full story on KF. It's a lot crazier than you think. A lot of my stories are.

Be careful about women in therapy. A lot of modern therapy basically exists to vindicate BPD individual's insanity. It's like Tony Soprano, therapy only helps these people become better sociopaths.

But you are right. For the time being, for a long time being, I will disentangle myself. I'm talking distant future.

But someday, many many years from now, the kamazee chickens may come home to roost with their truth bombs.
 
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My surgery went well, I haven't been able to sleep as I simply cannot find a way to get comfortable on these hospital beds. They're too short so my feet overhang which is hell on my stitched up ankle, and the only way to elevate it is with pillows that are slippery and fall out the moment you move. I've been like a bloody rotisserie chicken all night finding a position that alleviates pain only for pain to drop up in a different way. I think it's getting better tho.


Harbinger of Kali Yuga said:
I went into a relationship with one of these nuts to see what they're like. If there's anything redeemable.
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You're putting a lot of effort into this weird situation. But I suppose you've dived in so deep that it's going to take work to get out no matter what. Maybe you could publish a book or article on this?
 
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Betonhaus said:
My surgery went well, I haven't been able to sleep as I simply cannot find a way to get comfortable on these hospital beds. They're too short so my feet overhang which is hell on my stitched up ankle, and the only way to elevate it is with pillows that are slippery and fall out the moment you move. I've been like a bloody rotisserie chicken all night finding a position that alleviates pain only for pain to drop up in a different way. I think it's getting better tho.
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My dude, where tf are you? There should be extensions on the bed for this kind of shit.

@Harbinger of Kali Yuga you are the gayest gay that ever gayed the gaying gay, and a massive dumbfuck. You deliberately went looking for one of the most unstable, malignant creatures in all of God's creation in order to prove that the entirety of the female population is evil, and now you're embarking on some elaborate revenge process in order to prove... something? That you're smarter? More righteous?

Do you have any concept of how bizarre and unhinged your thought processes are? You deliberately dived head first into a sewerage pit to prove that you are a superior being, and now you're plotting against it because it dared to cover you in shit.

/robot/ and /adv/ are that way. They will give you all the support you need in your homosexual quest to prove to the world that you are the second coming of Christ.
 
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I've been doing well. I'm ditching this server job for another job I just set myself up with. I'll still take a few shifts here and there so that I might get this one chick's number and get myself a new FWB as my life improves but I've got my life charted for the rest of the year otherwise. Also, there may or may not be a death in the family. I'm hoping he doesn't die but it's actually somewhat fortuitous to have the situation come up since it leaves me with an opening with a family member who is renowned for her moodiness and otherwise would want to punish me. I pray for his survival but I would be lying to say I'm not grateful for every advantage I can get.
 
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Betonhaus said:
You're putting a lot of effort into this weird situation. But I suppose you've dived in so deep that it's going to take work to get out no matter what. Maybe you could publish a book or article on this?
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Oh, absolutely. I'm always doing things with the intentions of writing things down, partly on what certain kinds of people are like behind the scenes. Like, besides politics, do they actually practice what they preach? Are they at least halfway decent to people?

They're not.

I will say, I didn't find out how evil this person was until the middle of our relationship when she dropped a bomb on me. I chewed off more than I bargained for. Feminist women are basically like an iceberg of shit, you think you see one problem but oh boy these people are like something out of an Alex Jones conspiracy rant.

Someday, someday I will write about the people or kinds of people I've met and what they were really like in person, or whatever. Someday I'll write about the women I've dated, I've met some real fucking kooks but this takes the cake.
 
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Patrick Bait-man said:
Been having a nice cozy spooky month so far, watching spooky films and playing spooky games all month long. Halloween is and will always be my favorite holiday.
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I'm there with you on spooky games on spooky month. I've been playing SMT III Nocturne HD Remaster, a old PS2 game ported to Switch, and let me tell you, I'm having fun like I haven't in a long, long time. It just has a mood that's very 2003 when it came out, fighting cults and demons.

As for family time, had a good Sunday dinner last night. Things are going well. Car is doing OK rn. Overall I'm content and can't wait to hand out some candy
 
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Harbinger of Kali Yuga said:
Oh, absolutely. I'm always doing things with the intentions of writing things down, partly on what certain kinds of people are like behind the scenes. Like, besides politics, do they actually practice what they preach? Are they at least halfway decent to people?

They're not.

I will say, I didn't find out how evil this person was until the middle of our relationship when she dropped a bomb on me. I chewed off more than I bargained for. Feminist women are basically like an iceberg of shit, you think you see one problem but oh boy these people are like something out of an Alex Jones conspiracy rant.

Someday, someday I will write about the people or kinds of people I've met and what they were really like in person, or whatever. Someday I'll write about the women I've dated, I've met some real fucking kooks but this takes the cake.
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What's some of the stuff she's pulled or that this group pulls? I'm not doubting you in the slightest (a big part of why my life got screwed up involves relationship sabatoge and rumormongering that lead to me thrown under a bus) but speaking in all these vague generalities and going "I know things, man trust the plan" isn't eliciting any support.
 
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What's some of the stuff she's pulled or that this group pulls? I'm not doubting you in the slightest (a big part of why my life got screwed up involves relationship sabatoge and rumormongering that lead to me thrown under a bus) but speaking in all these vague generalities and going "I know things, man trust the plan" isn't eliciting any support.
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Everything they do in text is designed to be seen and shared by other people for a narrative they're framing, while they'll tell you something completely different in person. A lot of feminists unironically believe in witches and witchcraft despite telling us all about science four years ago.

I'm pretty sure 95% of feminism is really just BPD.

The big thing she did was claim it wasn't a serious relationship at the end to save face despite being the one who said "I love you" and hanging out with my family all the time. She actively tried to insert herself into my life to do damage when we broke up. It didn't work. I did notice she only said it in person, never in text. It's not like I've never talked to these people online or how they try to frame narratives. Once I clued in on exactly what things she was doing I stopped revealing anything potentially compromising to her.

I can assure you that feminism is 100% a female supremacy thing. I would watch the tiktoks she watched and it was all about manipulating men. There's a huge feminist universe on Tiktok on how to literally abuse and manipulate men.

Women are really full of bullshit and you just cannot trust them or take them seriously.
 
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Everything they do in text is designed to be seen and shared by other people for a narrative they're framing, while they'll tell you something completely different in person. A lot of feminists unironically believe in witches and witchcraft despite telling us all about science four years ago.

I'm pretty sure 95% of feminism is really just BPD.

The big thing she did was claim it wasn't a serious relationship at the end to save face despite being the one who said "I love you" and hanging out with my family all the time. She actively tried to insert herself into my life to do damage when we broke up. It didn't work. I did notice she only said it in person, never in text. It's not like I've never talked to these people online or how they try to frame narratives. Once I clued in on exactly what things she was doing I stopped revealing anything potentially compromising to her.

I can assure you that feminism is 100% a female supremacy thing. I would watch the tiktoks she watched and it was all about manipulating men. There's a huge feminist universe on Tiktok on how to literally abuse and manipulate men.

Women are really full of bullshit and you just cannot trust them or take them seriously.
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So how did you spot her in the first place? Was it a vibe or something more obvious like a sticker? You mention that this woman was an avowed feminist.
 
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