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- Mar 30, 2023
Tomorrow I have to try to do some job applications, I have to get new lightbulbs for the kitchen and the new drive controller for my server should arrive so I can add a couple more drives.
How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check
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I (Don't) Have A Gun
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- May 13, 2021
Emotional gauntlet last few weeks, but now I'm just like "fuck it, too tired to care". I think that's a good thing, So doing good.
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- Jun 21, 2021
Went camping/fishing this weekend. Taking a few days to not be around people and outside of cellular range is something I'd recommend to anyone. The only downer was having to come back home.
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- Dec 7, 2018
I'm fucking sick. It's not a big deal and being in the house might help me focus on my other tasks better buy my work attendance was already pretty bad. I think it'll pass soon though.
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- Dec 16, 2017
Moving right along with the office reno - got the trim paint yesterday and ready to prime today. We also got a catmint plant, and whaddya know it really works! A scant 4 hours later we attracted a new little fren.
Just showed up out of nowhere. We can't take a FOURTH cat in as the old men of the house are still not very happy about our newest addition after over a year. I threw a full pic up on our local neighborhood site in case someone owns him, then it's off to the humane society. In the meantime I am valiantly attempting to stay in the office and mind my business so I don't get too attached (wish me luck lmao).
Just showed up out of nowhere. We can't take a FOURTH cat in as the old men of the house are still not very happy about our newest addition after over a year. I threw a full pic up on our local neighborhood site in case someone owns him, then it's off to the humane society. In the meantime I am valiantly attempting to stay in the office and mind my business so I don't get too attached (wish me luck lmao).
DeutscheKatze
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- Jan 14, 2023
nevermind, it's so tiring that this brain pretends to have the fuel to try to fix things.life's up n down, neckdeep in shit and can't move in either direction.
But i'm trying. Lel
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In my View is a nice white wolf's ass.
my extra fuel, as my inner tank was completely dry
feeling thankful that i got /get to expirience this..
as i was pretty much over with this lil cat's life
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and in mere minutes or hours it switches back to total doom.
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- Mar 30, 2023
I just got an email from Glassdoor about a new review for that company that broke me, turns out management is purging everyone who doesn't share the same surname and their expansion to Texas fell through. I feel a little better about that
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- Mar 28, 2024
I hear you man. Take it from an old timer who has dealt with all manner of women for decades…
Long story short, women are crazy (yes, yes, exceptions exist). They may be capable of rational thoughts, but in many cases they are simply incapable of not acting out on emotion or temporary insanity.
Environmental factors really fuck with their heads…societal expectations, chatter from friends, keeping up appearances, periods, childbirth, menopause.
They’re hard coded to not be able to control themselves and to not be able to consider that they may be wrong because self esteem is a huge thing for women.
Again, good niggers and good women do exist but they’re quite the minority.
As the old saying goes, “can’t live with them and can’t live without them”.
What is critical, in my opinion, is to learn to disassociate yourself when you hear the idiotic and narcissistic comments or you see stupid decision making. As long as it doesn’t impact you directly, just laugh it off as women being women.
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- Mar 28, 2024
Literally some of the worst kind of people when they try to rag on white people like that.
No bitch, white people are too busy being first responders, military personnel, coal miners and oil rig workers. Ever thought about the mortality rates for those jobs ?
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- Dec 28, 2014
Really if they're good they're not niggers, which come in all colors.
Had a pretty shocking reminder of my own mortality recently. I think I might have ruined pretty much the only thing that was keeping me going, and hurt someone I really didn't want to hurt in the process. Did it all in the same way I knew I would. Picking up the pieces, realizing I'm searching for meaning full-tilt in all the wrong places. Chasing rainbows, trying to run away from jealousy and shame, trying to never be forced to face it. The world feels very cold. It's a common trope to point out that women tend to stay with abusers and people that treat them like shit but I understand why. It's a good thing I'm not valued as prey, because I would be easy pickings for a sociopath.
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- Aug 1, 2021
Still on vacation, having a great time, and more importantly, my husband and in-laws are getting to rest and the kids are having a blast. They've been falling asleep literally saying ''I love (location) and I love YOU'' and they're spending all of their energy chasing each other on the beach, chasing waves, and splashing in the pool. I'm spent and my hands are ridiculously hydrated from furiously applying sunscreen on everyone every hour, but it's worth it. The place we're staying has a really well-outfitted gym so I've also been able to keep up with my routine once the kids are in bed.
I was approached twice just today on the beach by random older couples who were like, ''You're a great mom!'' which was honestly just so sweet of them, I can't tell if they just saw how I was about to collapse from chasing kids for a few hours and wanted to be sweet or if parenting in general has fallen so low that it's impressive to see a parent out engaging with their kids whilst ensuring they don't bother other vacationers, but either way, it meant a lot. I think that it's easy to fall into self-doubt when you hold these tiny lives in your hands and don't want to fuck them up, but I guess I'm either doing a good enough job for people to notice, which feels great, or I live in a simulation and someone decided I needed a pick-me-up because my back hurts, which I'll take with gratitude all the same.
We saw the site of an accident on the way to the vacation, and I saw a dead body up close for the first time in forever, but thankfully I was able to distract the kids long enough that they just marveled over how many emergency vehicles were on site. It always sticks with you, I still pray for the other people I've seen every night even years later.
I was approached twice just today on the beach by random older couples who were like, ''You're a great mom!'' which was honestly just so sweet of them, I can't tell if they just saw how I was about to collapse from chasing kids for a few hours and wanted to be sweet or if parenting in general has fallen so low that it's impressive to see a parent out engaging with their kids whilst ensuring they don't bother other vacationers, but either way, it meant a lot. I think that it's easy to fall into self-doubt when you hold these tiny lives in your hands and don't want to fuck them up, but I guess I'm either doing a good enough job for people to notice, which feels great, or I live in a simulation and someone decided I needed a pick-me-up because my back hurts, which I'll take with gratitude all the same.
We saw the site of an accident on the way to the vacation, and I saw a dead body up close for the first time in forever, but thankfully I was able to distract the kids long enough that they just marveled over how many emergency vehicles were on site. It always sticks with you, I still pray for the other people I've seen every night even years later.
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- Oct 19, 2021
My project got approved and it has lifted my mood 100% 
Also I found a really good and cheap restaurant near my work so my lunch has improved quite a lot and I don't feel like a crap after eating. I'm too lazy to cook so sometimes I would eat whatever snack I had at home and oh boy it was bad for me.
Also I found a really good and cheap restaurant near my work so my lunch has improved quite a lot and I don't feel like a crap after eating. I'm too lazy to cook so sometimes I would eat whatever snack I had at home and oh boy it was bad for me.
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- Dec 2, 2023
While resupplying my weekly painkillers I noticed a tin of cooling horse balm in the bargain bin. Roughly $2.50 for what feels like a month worth of ointment. The fucking lumbago is gone after one application. I was able to almost literally jump out of bed and do my daily stretches without even a slightest pang. Hopefully this means I'll be able to ditch the painkillers for good.
To play devil's advocate, just in case anyone asks "why didn't you go for something like that immediately?" I did. I tried multiple ointments, creams, "revitalizing bandaids", some pajeet tiger balm that smelled like curry death and shit like that, none of it worked. Painkillers provided immediate albeit temporary (~6 hour) relief that would allow me to get through the workday. Take care of your spine, kids.
To play devil's advocate, just in case anyone asks "why didn't you go for something like that immediately?" I did. I tried multiple ointments, creams, "revitalizing bandaids", some pajeet tiger balm that smelled like curry death and shit like that, none of it worked. Painkillers provided immediate albeit temporary (~6 hour) relief that would allow me to get through the workday. Take care of your spine, kids.
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- Mar 30, 2023
I've learned to wake up and stay awake without ever hitting snooze once. My partner will continue to hit snooze for entire hour and get really grouchy if you try to poke him awake while he sleeps through the alarm for several minutes before snoozing it. Him waking up before me hasn't been great.
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- Aug 19, 2022
What exact product did you get? I want some
I like my job. Despite how shit it is, I kinda enjoy the shittiness. It's a fun challenge when you walk in and find you don't have what you need. I also like how they call me in so much. It's not like I have kids or anything to prevent me from picking up shifts. I can come in on a moment's notice, and everyone says "We're so glad! What we would do without you!" And I get an extra hundred bucks that week.
Fed into my food addiction today yet again. Not full blown, but close to it. It has been almost 4 weeks since my last big relapse and I have been using food 2 times this week already, last week it has been 3 times. I am so over this shit. I will promise myself to really get sober from tomorrow on. The first 2 weeks are always so damn hard ... but I have done it before and this damn relapse has to end.
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- Nov 22, 2019
I hope you don't mind me asking, but what exactly do you mean by 'food' in that context? I thought you were talking about overeating but the sentence 'i've been using food 2 times this week already' really threw me off.
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- Dec 2, 2023
Doubt the exact brand is available elsewhere but I can give you the ingredients list to consult with anything you'd wanna purchase.What exact product did you get? I want some
Aqua, Alcohol Denat., Propylene Glycol, PEG-40 Hydrogenated Castor Oil, Menthol, Camphor, Mentha Arvensis Leaf Oil, Rosmarinus Officinalis Leaf Oil, Aesculus Hippocastanum Seed Extract, Arnica Montana Flower Extract, Sodium Carbomer, Lactic Acid, Sodium Benzoate, Potassium Sorbate, Glucose, Limonene, Linalool, CI 19140, CI 42.I'll also say that the warming versions of these did nothing for me.
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- Aug 19, 2022
https://www.amazon.com/Kräuterhof-Revitalises-Precious-Axisis-GmbH/dp/B0074296VQ
They sell it on Amazon. And I ordered some!
