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I don't want to PL or talk about it, but I am very disappointed and hurt right now.

So I made myself some comfort food & hot tea and just try to not overthink shit.

Going out of my mind with worry. I'll try not power level so in short...I can't tell if I have plantar fasciitis, Plantar warts, or melanoma. My problem could range from a beinin condition caused by ill fitting shoes and being on my feet 5 days a week, or a cancer that can turn malignant in as little as six weeks! My health benefits from work don't kick in till I'm in the union and that can take a month or two.....so I'm gonna find a Dr's office tomorrow and ask for a physical, even if i have to pay for it. Hopefully it won't break my bank too much, but then again that won't mean shit if i end up dying of undiagnosed skin cancer.
I highly recommend exploring thought reframing.
Post nr 1.
It seems you havea case sitting alone. If this is because you think you made am istake- try to think about what are the results ofthemistake and how they help you.
Think about how the situation is and where it will be once it get's better.

Post 2
Start with the simplest solution and go up incrementally. Check in if you went to see the doctor and if possible this can be worked on without too much PL.

Good luck.
 
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I know it could just be minor problems caused by bad shoes and standing so much, might clear up in no time especially with at home routine care but, you can never be sure until you get a professional opinion. Plus better safe than sorry right?
Most likely not a melanoma or carcinoma. Had a carcinoma taken off me earlier this year. Affected area had seen a lot of sun over the years. Here, the simplest cause is the most likely - standing in bad shoes. Life can be hard enough without stressing over the unlikely. 👍
 
Lady problems and no ibuprofen
A dose of my medicine was reduced
I deactivated an account (and someone with a parasocial delusion got mad).
Drawing again and talked about my Red Eared Sliders...they also respond quickly as soon as you complement them in any language.
Will be having my piano class tomorrow morning and a Yoga class Sunday.
 
Really bad!

My job is ran a bunch of retards that can't mangage a budget. So paid workers, like myself, have been out of work for 2 weeks or more. I was lucky enough to save money for such ocassions. However, the he remaining money has gone to heavy drinking and gambling. Things that bring the worse out of me.

in the long run -- I'll be fine. This has been a really rough month.
 
I know it could just be minor problems caused by bad shoes and standing so much, might clear up in no time especially with at home routine care but, you can never be sure until you get a professional opinion. Plus better safe than sorry right?
I have a pair of running shoes that will give me ingrown toenails if I wear them too often. I have some big ass feet and even the “wide” sizes might not be right for me.
 
Really bad!

My job is ran a bunch of retards that can't mangage a budget. So paid workers, like myself, have been out of work for 2 weeks or more. I was lucky enough to save money for such ocassions. However, the he remaining money has gone to heavy drinking and gambling. Things that bring the worse out of me.

in the long run -- I'll be fine. This has been a really rough month.
Been in that situation myself. It is no fun.
I hope you'll find a new job that is far more challenging than your last and that you'll meet those challenges and be likewise rewarded for your efforts.

As for me, well you know those insane women that keep aggressive dogs and lose their fucking minds when they go for your kid, blaming you and not pibbles? That's my mother. She won't be seeing her grandchildren again.
 
So I posted a few weeks ago how I may have had to put down my cat. I didn't and she's doing well, considering her circumstances. Just a steroid shot twice monthly and she's good to go.

Edit: I just worry about her losing any more weight, as while she did need to drop a few because she's a bit of a chonker and cut her food back, she kind of picks at her food when the steroid wears off (which is normal as they make you want to eat, drink and piss all day), but it's like a few bites here and there as opposed to her normal diet.

Maybe I should switch to wet food when that happens next time, dry food might just be harder to swallow with that damned polyp (she has a polyp on her soft palate which seems to mainly cause her to get congested and have to breathe through her mouth) popping back up. I wish I could afford the surgery to get rid of it but cost, her age, and the possible aftercare and complications outweigh the simple bi-weekly steroid shot.

Hope the best for everyone here.
 
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