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Feeling down right now. Had to have my dog put down today. She was 12 years old, took her to the vet for a check-up, while they were x-raying her they found that she had a tumor in her intestines that had spread to her lungs. It was decided that putting her down would be the humane option, so we went with that.

I hate that she's gone, but at least she didn't suffer. At least I have the memories.

Hug your pets, kiwis, take care of them and enjoy every moment you can with them.
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I am so sorry friend. I have two cats at home that, if I ever lost them, would crush me.
Pets are your best friends, we don't deserve them.
I know this is a shitposting forum, but I'd give you a hug if I could. 🫂
 
My favorite time of year is the middle of August to the middle of September. Just the perfect temperature where I live and I love the smell and feel of the air here. Unfortunately this year it was kind of rainy and dreary for the past month but in the last week it's been real nice and I've been really grateful for one last warm week before the temperature really starts to drop.
 
Feeling better about my life. Finally realized that my job isn't anything to stress over constantly anymore and that I'm just there to earn a check and that really helps with my anxiety. I used to always put in more than I got out of it and it made my life miserable, but why care more than I have to? clock in, work, clock out - no more no less. I also made a new friend and we have quite a lot in common. I'm planning on shopping and going to dinner with her sometime this week since there's a steak and sushi place we both want to try. I've also been painting my nails, which sounds trivial but I haven't done it in years and it's been fun to do small things that make me feel good.
 
I was sitting with some of my friends at a library when suddenly this guy in a dark denim jacket laid out these cards in front of us. These "cards" were printed on cheap folded up printer paper. They had a faint like perfume like odor that came off on your hands after you touched them. Initially I thought this was for some sort of church and that he was part of some group like Jehovah's witness or something. However when I read what they said it was similar to this:
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Except this card said a minimum donation of $1 or greater. My friend beside me just told him he didn't have any change on him and the guy just collected the cards just to head off to the table next to us to try the same thing to the next group of people. Before he left he did some sort of hand gesture at us. The whole thing set off some alarm bells in my head as I was suspicious this was some sort of scam. And low and behold I might have been correct. Apparently they're called deaf peddlers.
 
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Tomorrow me and my husband are going to have a nice, romantic camp night in the woods nearby. There isn't anything better than cuddling your partner right next to a cozy campfire, putting it out then sleeping in a sleeping bag together, sharing your warmth.
got back from it, it was amazing, both of us were doing great the whole time. It's nice to have fresh air sometimes.
 
My last pet passed away a little over 1.5 years ago and I feel 'ready' for a new one now. I didn't want to just get a new one to fill the hole losing him left me with. Idk if that makes sense.

So now I've emailed my landlord asking if he'll allow us to adopt/keep a small dog. I hate this bullshit bureaucracy shit so much, but I'm hoping for the best.
 
Feeling good, my weight is creeping up. Even though most of it is probably waterweight and indigested foods inside me, even though I weigh myself in the morning and doing my thing on the toilet.
A bit hard to workout, as I'm currently a bloatlord. Anyway, the body calms down with it after like a month. Because the body is reacting to a new diet.
 
The tranny selling me my face soap at Ulta complimented my kiwi corn harvest hoodie, so that was pretty funny.

Putting up Halloween decorations little by little, just ordered my baby’s first costume, and will probably hit up a pumpkin patch/cider mill this week for some cute pics. I fucking love fall.
 
Things changed a bit from from June. My daughter had open heart surgery today. Replaced a valve, was going to remove her stint but it had grown into the walls of the artery, so they widened it instead. So now recovery begins. She was still out and intubated when we went up to see her, so going back up tomorrow to see how she is feeling.

So now I get to sleep.
 
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