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As I mentioned a couple days ago, I ended up in the hospital over the weekend. The techs fucked up the veins in both of my arms and shoved another IV into the side of my right wrist just to get one in me somehow. Both hands have been tingly in a painful way since. Right fingertips seem most affected. I can’t tell if it’s all in my head or not.
 
I can also copy the powers of beaners, illegal polocks, Arabs, etc



**goes into computer store**

“you give me discount. You give me America, now!”

*lets a long cabbage fart rip, searing the lungs of everyone within 50 feet*
The hero we need, but not the hero we deserve.
 
Well, the hotel business is getting crazy now we're coming out of the off-season.
My boss went on a hiring spree which, combined with a colleague needing to go one maternity leave earlier than expected, caused mayhem with the scheduling.
And on top of that, we've got a guest who booked with breakfast for three nights, and only actually had breakfast on one. And so she wants a refund for the two she booked in advance, but didn't have. It's not happening, especially since she booked through Booking.com. And now she's promising to come in tomorrow (when I'm on an early shift) to speak to a manager.
We don't have a manager in tomorrow.
 
good, i stopped doing drugs and started lifting.. trying to get big so i can tell some darkie i dont like him and have him do something about it... just 5 more years!
You could fight effectively right now, plenty of styles to beat the shit out of someone bigger than you. A rear naked choke works pretty good no matter what.
 
good, i stopped doing drugs and started lifting.. trying to get big so i can tell some darkie i dont like him and have him do something about it... just 5 more years!
Be charitable with yourself. It will take 6 months to get your body in good enough shape. Wherever you are right now, it only takes half a year to have a serviceable body.
 
I haven't had a full night's sleep in weeks, if not months. I wake up multiple times in the night either problem-solving work at a dumb level of detail; feeling some level of anxiety or dread; and/or alternately throwing off a blanket because I'm too hot or groping for one to pull on because I'm freezing. The hot/cold thing is 3 - 10x/night. Tired of it.
 
My brother's murder trial is coming at the end of the month. I think he'll beat it which is nice but I also made the mistake of saying I'd try to get him to move in with me again which is a terrible idea. I'm sick of having roommates and I'm really annoyed with family in general and him in particular is someone that I know for a fact can't handle nice things. Breaking the news that I'm not really going to let him move in will be a pain.
 
I got fired recently due to what I believe was a very big overreaction to something especially given my previous great performance in the job. Luckily I've got 2 months of necessity bill payments saved up while I look for something new. Really leaning towards something on a cruise ship.

But with my down time atm while waiting to hear back on applications I decided to volunteer at my local food bank. Which was actually really dull and I didn't feel I was getting much out of the experience. Now I'm unsure what to do with my time...
 
Been seeing a psychiatrist for both adhd and atypical depression but lately she's been talking more and more about atypical bipolar disorder and it doesn't help that my mom has it. It's real weird, but i don't want to be told that i'm like my mother, kinda like a "ignorance is bliss" thing. Also my grandma died of kidney failure because she was on lithium for half her life :(
 
Just received an update from both my mother and the hospital that my father is OK and he’s getting discharged from the hospital and now sent to a physical therapy center to get his strength back. I’ll make a visit to see him today to see how he’s doing.
Isn't it so weird?
You think about these people who brought you into this world as... immortal beings and then they have an illness, a stroke or something then the next day they could be gone.

Well wishes and health to your dad.
 
Isn't it so weird?
You think about these people who brought you into this world as... immortal beings and then they have an illness, a stroke or something then the next day they could be gone.

Well wishes and health to your dad.
Thanks for this. My mother jokes a lot, but she keeps getting concerned that my father is going to think that he will die. To be honest, I’ve had a lot of family members gone due to sickness and bad health situations, so for me it’s either I wallow in the bad vibes or just realize that this is a part of life.

If anything, I keep having visions on what it would be like if it were the other way around and my parents saw me lying on the bed questioning if I’m going to live.
 
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