How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

Saw a bunch of old people spend ten minutes leaving a restaurant. Reminded me of my now-dead grandparents, and how they used to do the same thing when we left eating out because they'd always know someone on the way in or out. Never thought I'd miss that as a kid.

Will take a nap and hang out with some friends later on the internet. But will hang with an old friend next weekend, and that'll be fun. We always can catch up no matter the length of time, and it's a blast.
 
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I broke it off with my GF recently, and while I know that I probably dodged a speeding bullet with the way things were starting to go, I'm still just trying to process it all. To make a really goddamn long and drawn out story short, we met at an art show that I was in, and it kinda just happened from there; It was fun while it lasted, but I refused to be a cuck for her

We loved each other a lot, but when her own art career started to get sidelined for this pseudo e-girl stuff she started to do on Twitter, I started to question a lot of shit. I tried to talk it out with her, but she was having none of it, saying that shit like posting pics of her in these really skimpy outfits that I only knew her to wear around the apartment is somehow empowering, and the Marilyn Monroe is a role model. But it all came to a head when she decided to post pics of her tits on Twitter, and telling a commenter that she was thinking about starting an OF. I ended up coming home later that night, gave her some cash to buy a train ticket back to her home state, and I said that if this is gonna be how she wants to do shit then I'm not gonna stick around. She got her shit and left, and that was it. We haven't spoken since, and it looks like I'm blocked on all her social media now

The worst part about it all is that she's very talented and smart, and I tried to help her do shit like start up her own graphic tee business like the one that I've got, but she squandered it all in pursuit of cheap e-fame. I don't know how someone who is 28 can act like this, but what happened happened, and now I just feel like I need to process it all. I feel like I made the right choice, but breakups are never that simple. I dunno, I'll come around from it one of these days, that just ain't now
 
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Been feeling some type of way lately. I am working on fixing this. I took out my three worst habits that I did when I was feeling some type of way to feel better... so I am coping right now getting used to *not* doing that and doing something else instead. I wanted to add something else to my plate but I need to balance this out first.

Big Pharma aint gettin my money for this one. Thinking of their seething over me using "going for a walk :) " and "let's eat heathier.:) " instead of taking the sad meds is such a joy.
 
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Big Bobs Beepers said:
I broke it off with my GF recently, and while I know that I probably dodged a speeding bullet with the way things were starting to go, I'm still just trying to process it all. To make a really goddamn long and drawn out story short, we met at an art show that I was in, and it kinda just happened from there; It was fun while it lasted, but I refused to be a cuck for her

We loved each other a lot, but when her own art career started to get sidelined for this pseudo e-girl stuff she started to do on Twitter, I started to question a lot of shit. I tried to talk it out with her, but she was having none of it, saying that shit like posting pics of her in these really skimpy outfits that I only knew her to wear around the apartment is somehow empowering, and the Marilyn Monroe is a role model. But it all came to a head when she decided to post pics of her tits on Twitter, and telling a commenter that she was thinking about starting an OF. I ended up coming home later that night, gave her some cash to buy a train ticket back to her home state, and I said that if this is gonna be how she wants to do shit then I'm not gonna stick around. She got her shit and left, and that was it. We haven't spoken since, and it looks like I'm blocked on all her social media now

The worst part about it all is that she's very talented and smart, and I tried to help her do shit like start up her own graphic tee business like the one that I've got, but she squandered it all in pursuit of cheap e-fame. I don't know how someone who is 28 can act like this, but what happened happened, and now I just feel like I need to process it all. I feel like I made the right choice, but breakups are never that simple. I dunno, I'll come around from it one of these days, that just ain't now
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You did the right thing.

Betonhaus said:
I'm at a wedding. Not mine. It's noisy and loud.
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Nigger, get off the phone and meet your new in-laws. Or get your dick wet. Or both.
 
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Big Bobs Beepers said:
I broke it off with my GF recently, and while I know that I probably dodged a speeding bullet with the way things were starting to go, I'm still just trying to process it all. To make a really goddamn long and drawn out story short, we met at an art show that I was in, and it kinda just happened from there; It was fun while it lasted, but I refused to be a cuck for her

We loved each other a lot, but when her own art career started to get sidelined for this pseudo e-girl stuff she started to do on Twitter, I started to question a lot of shit. I tried to talk it out with her, but she was having none of it, saying that shit like posting pics of her in these really skimpy outfits that I only knew her to wear around the apartment is somehow empowering, and the Marilyn Monroe is a role model. But it all came to a head when she decided to post pics of her tits on Twitter, and telling a commenter that she was thinking about starting an OF. I ended up coming home later that night, gave her some cash to buy a train ticket back to her home state, and I said that if this is gonna be how she wants to do shit then I'm not gonna stick around. She got her shit and left, and that was it. We haven't spoken since, and it looks like I'm blocked on all her social media now

The worst part about it all is that she's very talented and smart, and I tried to help her do shit like start up her own graphic tee business like the one that I've got, but she squandered it all in pursuit of cheap e-fame. I don't know how someone who is 28 can act like this, but what happened happened, and now I just feel like I need to process it all. I feel like I made the right choice, but breakups are never that simple. I dunno, I'll come around from it one of these days, that just ain't now
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Art hoes, not even once.

Take it from someone who married and had his life wrecked by one.
 
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Came home late yesterday and saw my very first never-passing troon at the train station this far away from the city center, dude looked straight out of a Stinkditch thread. I'm still laughing inwardly over how bad that dude actually looked, so my mood is pretty good today, had a great day in general yesterday but that was an unexpected bonus. Normally they don't venture this deep into muslim country, i
no joke just got done checking some local papers for a headline like "Trans-person assaulted by group of youths in [district] at 2AM" but sadly didn't find any.
PointOfNoReturnPoint said:
My mom called a police wellness check on me cause I bought a file cabinet. Of all the things I do that is the most abnormal.
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Dude, what the fuck? :story:
 
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My Earnest Opinions said:
I'm now on Day 33 of Semen Retention. Looking forward to phenomena happening like this

"Last year I was on the biggest streak of my life, and I experienced several synchronicities that could be attributed to a heightened but very subtle form of intuition. Just to name a few:

1 some close friends ask in a WhatsApp group what ever happened to a certain teacher who used to coach us in the volleyball club we belonged to in high school. I don't know why, but as a joke I tell them that friend X went to a party with him (something clearly absurd). Minutes later this same friend sends a photo taken that same day of him with the now older teacher. It turns out that he met him by chance during a social event.

2 my girlfriend's grandmother, who was widowed a few years ago, invites us to a family lunch, her new boyfriend would also be there. Again, I don't know why, but before we arrived I commented that he would take advantage of the situation to surprise her and give her an engagement ring, and who'd have thought; that happened exactly. Now not only I realized the synchronicity, but all the women in the family went crazy asking me how I knew, or if he had already told me beforehand etc lol. It felt like I had subconsciously recognized certain patterns. But I don't know for sure, I have no idea how to explain it."

source: https://boards.4channel.org/x/thread/35275505#p35280837

archived: https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/35275505/#35280837
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I'm on Day 36 now. Feel like a very different person from who I was last month.

edit: my all time high streak was 37 days, so I will beat it soon! No I'm not talking about the euphemism for masturbation, but surpassing a previous record
 
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The Feline Solution said:
Came home late yesterday and saw my very first never-passing troon at the train station this far away from the city center, dude looked straight out of a Stinkditch thread. I'm still laughing inwardly over how bad that dude actually looked, so my mood is pretty good today, had a great day in general yesterday but that was an unexpected bonus. Normally they don't venture this deep into muslim country, i
no joke just got done checking some local papers for a headline like "Trans-person assaulted by group of youths in [district] at 2AM" but sadly didn't find any.

Dude, what the fuck? :story:
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I know it sounds stupid but with the way my normal behavior is this makes no sense for me to be this organized. The other day I called her and told her I am on my way to paying her back and the first instinct she had when i called was...."oh fuck what did you do now" ( a direct quote ).
 
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PointOfNoReturnPoint said:
I know it sounds stupid but with the way my normal behavior is this makes no sense for me to be this organized. The other day I called her and told her I am on my way to paying her back and the first instinct she had when i called was...."oh fuck what did you do now" ( a direct quote ).
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As the black sheep (okay, not the blackest) of the family i feel this hard, especially that quote. The thing about the file cabinet still cracks me the fuck up. I mean, of all things? But like i said, i can feel it :story:
 
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The Feline Solution said:
As the black sheep (okay, not the blackest) of the family i feel this hard, especially that quote. The thing about the file cabinet still cracks me the fuck up. I mean, of all things? But like i said, i can feel it :story:
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Yeah, I sort of understand but also I think to myself like you did. Believe it or not I am the better son.
 
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