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[Sergeant Major Buzzkill]

Numb right now. Dad just passed last night.

 

[Friend of Dorothy Parker]

I don't know. Mom and dad are both telling different stories and I don't know who to believe at this point. Idk, I'm on the verge of a meltdown at this second so I'm probably not thinking clearly. Less than usual. I'm tired of cycling between feeling numb and getting bursts of extreme emotions. And even when I'm numb emotionally I still feel the physical effects of the stress. I hate this. I really do.

Does your brother have a friend/family he could go stay with for awhile? Then he’d be safe and have some peace, and your parents could sort their mess (or at least not subject anyone else to their ripping each other apart).

Or is there a possibility your parents would support you and him getting an apartment together close-by (possibly co-funded by them and you, if you are a working adult)?

I’ve seen both of the above scenarios for teens whose parent/s were going through a hard time, and the teen child/ren really needed not to be around that.

Numb right now. Dad just passed last night.

I’m so sorry.

 

[glass_houses]

That's so sad to hear, @Sergeant Major Buzzkill I hope you have good friends to lean on.

 

[Shitted Scaredless]

Does your brother have a friend/family he could go stay with for awhile? Then he’d be safe and have some peace, and your parents could sort their mess (or at least not subject anyone else to their ripping each other apart).

Or is there a possibility your parents would support you and him getting an apartment together close-by (possibly co-funded by them and you, if you are a working adult)?

I’ve seen both of the above scenarios for teens whose parent/s were going through a hard time, and the teen child/ren really needed not to be around that.


I’m so sorry.

Well, maybe. These past couple days have been a tiny bit easier, mom's been on the up side of the mood swings and usually there's only one parent in the house at the time, and dad sleeps up at his parents usually. Kid wants to move to the east side of our state.

 

[⋖ cørdion ⋗]

Decent job, decent life, about to shop around for a car and see if I can find better. It's pretty motivating to know I have a backup job and can say "aight, sounds like a shit job, bye".

Oh, absolutely. I'm always doing things with the intentions of writing things down, partly on what certain kinds of people are like behind the scenes. Like, besides politics, do they actually practice what they preach? Are they at least halfway decent to people?

They're not.

I will say, I didn't find out how evil this person was until the middle of our relationship when she dropped a bomb on me. I chewed off more than I bargained for. Feminist women are basically like an iceberg of shit, you think you see one problem but oh boy these people are like something out of an Alex Jones conspiracy rant.

Someday, someday I will write about the people or kinds of people I've met and what they were really like in person, or whatever. Someday I'll write about the women I've dated, I've met some real fucking kooks but this takes the cake.

You sound like a few friends Ive had through the years. Theyll go on some deep web rant only to alt tab and unironically use a facebook group chat for socializing. Acting on each end of the spectrum at the same time. You not only chose to self-sabotage but now you're acting out exactly how one lesser person would do in your situation. Are you gonna end up with cement shoes for the banter as well? Sounds like a waste of time, life and energy. Let her be miserable, but you'll probably keep pursuing it under the guise of 'It's totally an exercise in humanity'.

 

[Sergeant Major Buzzkill]

That's so sad to hear, @Sergeant Major Buzzkill I hope you have good friends to lean on.

I’m so sorry.

Thanks. It’s hard to accept it’s real, even after seeing the paramedics carry him away on the stretcher. For now, they think it’s a heart attack, from the way his skin was blue.

I’m just stunned. He seemed fine early last evening, had the game on, seemed to be sleeping.

 

[glass_houses]

Thanks. It’s hard to accept it’s real, even after seeing the paramedics carry him away on the stretcher. For now, they think it’s a heart attack, from the way his skin was blue.

I’m just stunned. He seemed fine early last evening, had the game on, seemed to be sleeping.

It sounds like he went peacefully and without pain. That's pretty much the best death anyone can have. I know that it's not much consolation now, but it will be in time.

 

[Sergeant Major Buzzkill]

It sounds like he went peacefully and without pain. That's pretty much the best death anyone can have. I know that it's not much consolation now, but it will be in time.

That’s what a relative assured me, whose parents passed during the pandemic and suffered with dementia during their late years.

I just wish he hadn’t had to go so soon, you know? But honestly, now that it’s been brought to my attention, I wouldn’t have had it any other way.

 

[Mega Black]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!

 

[Harbinger of Kali Yuga]

So how did you spot her in the first place? Was it a vibe or something more obvious like a sticker? You mention that this woman was an avowed feminist.

No, it was because I was bored and this was the first person I matched with on Tinder so I said "what the hell." LOL. I knew what t

You sound like a few friends Ive had through the years. Theyll go on some deep web rant only to alt tab and unironically use a facebook group chat for socializing. Acting on each end of the spectrum at the same time. You not only chose to self-sabotage but now you're acting out exactly how one lesser person would do in your situation. Are you gonna end up with cement shoes for the banter as well? Sounds like a waste of time, life and energy. Let her be miserable, but you'll probably keep pursuing it under the guise of 'It's totally an exercise in humanity'.

There's a large dimension to this person I'm keeping private that is not something you'd expect or ever guess at yet is absolutely, positively insane. The people I've told in real life thought I was bullshitting them. They do not want anyone to know what they did, so they go around on an assumed name.

I know every game she'd like to play and she would not be afraid to try to sue me. I'm not going to be breaking laws.

 

[Betonhaus]

There's a large dimension to this person I'm keeping private that is not something you'd expect or ever guess at yet is absolutely, positively insane. The people I've told in real life thought I was bullshitting them. They do not want anyone to know what they did, so they go around on an assumed name

Hmm... I'd figure you'd tell us if she was a furry or an onlyfans streamer, since you didn't mention legalities I'm ruling out child diddler or murderer. Maybe she's a nun of the Sisterhood of Perpetual Indulgence, has a piss or scat fetish, makes voodoo dolls out of her pubic hair, is a dark wicca, thinks she's the reincarnation of Joan D'Arc...

You mentioned that she tried to get you in trouble with your mom. I wonder if she pulls a Elliot Fong Jones and sabotages her exs' careers and reputations so that they are unable to work and are fully ostracized and driven to suicide?

Though, if she's going around using an assumed name then that means there's probably something big that's linked to her first name and pops up if you google her. .

 

[Shadfan666xxx000]

No, it was because I was bored and this was the first person I matched with on Tinder so I said "what the hell." LOL. I knew what t

What was on her tinder profile? How would you describe her fashion sense? The way she talks and acts that's apparent from the start? You said you knew something was up about her from the start but being on a dating app is a yellow flag regarding most women. Also,

There's a large dimension to this person I'm keeping private that is not something you'd expect or ever guess at yet is absolutely, positively insane. The people I've told in real life thought I was bullshitting them. They do not want anyone to know what they did, so they go around on an assumed name.

You say you like writing about things but this is getting frustrating. Do you think your account is compromised or something? Because it's nothing bur vague "you wouldn't believe this guys" and "I told you she was crazy, this stuff is crazy". Shit or get off the pot. You're wasting time.

 

[Harbinger of Kali Yuga]

Hmm... I'd figure you'd tell us if she was a furry or an onlyfans streamer, since you didn't mention legalities I'm ruling out child diddler or murderer. Maybe she's a nun of the Sisterhood of Perpetual Indulgence, has a piss or scat fetish, makes voodoo dolls out of her pubic hair, is a dark wicca, thinks she's the reincarnation of Joan D'Arc...

You mentioned that she tried to get you in trouble with your mom. I wonder if she pulls a Elliot Fong Jones and sabotages her exs' careers and reputations so that they are unable to work and are fully ostracized and driven to suicide?

Though, if she's going around using an assumed name then that means there's probably something big that's linked to her first name and pops up if you google her. .

Well, she did have a tentacle hentai fetish and one she wouldn't tell me about, I suspect it is dogfucking but who knows.

Good lord, I can't talk about what it was for obvious reasons, but it's definitely somethin'.

Does she try to sabotage her exes? Oh, absolutely, she told me point blank around the time I was mentally checking out and trying to figure out how to leave. I'm sure she thinks she broke up with me, but I don't work that way; I do passive aggressive things that just make them lose attraction in me so they think it's their idea, and I did a few certain things that irked her like use the word "retarded" (which was 100% a deliberate move and I got exactly the reaction I expected). I didn't back down and cutely smiled and said I wouldn't say it around anyone who was mentally disabled. She fancies herself a master manipulator. She is not, she just says one thing in person and writes another in chat logs so she can "prove" her point. That's not the first girl I dated that did this.

She's trying to ruin her ex-husband too. She got him to admit to "rape" on camera and is using it to blackmail him, and I'm pretty sure she manipulated that situation too by telling him something. The more I saw of that dynamic the more I realized I needed out. Unfortunately for her that would not work for me, for various reasons, one of which is that I'm a loner anyway and I have enough skills where I can change a job on a dime (you have no idea how glad I am Gen Z has no tech skills). Hell, I have enough savings where I could move out of the country immediately if I wanted to.

A long time ago I started living my life in a way where the feminist mob, if they came after me, would not be able to impact my life too much, it is hard to cancel someone if there is not much they can cancel. I'm not a socialist anyway, my main concern isn't over society but things of the natural world, I don't need society's approval. Quite the opposite, actually, I hate our society and I hate the pedestal the 'great everyone' is put on.

It's really given me an insight to what bitchy feminists are like in person, and if I wasn't an atheist I'd be convinced they were pure, unadulerated evil. They know what they are doing, and they literally hate all men. Everything they write down is a lie because it's meant to influence opinion. What they write and what they say are very different things.

My mother, who my ex was getting close to, has been extra nice to me as of late because I think she finally understands just how bad it is out there. She tried really hard to disparage me to my mother and repeat things that would embarrass me. My ex got pissed it didn't work and then just insulted my mother. It just brought us closer together.

I might as well have dated Amber Heard. At least she has a better body. This is a "type" of person, they walk among us and are everywhere.

What was on her tinder profile? How would you describe her fashion sense? The way she talks and acts that's apparent from the start? You said you knew something was up about her from the start but being on a dating app is a yellow flag regarding most women. Also,

You say you like writing about things but this is getting frustrating. Do you think your account is compromised or something? Because it's nothing bur vague "you wouldn't believe this guys" and "I told you she was crazy, this stuff is crazy". Shit or get off the pot. You're wasting time.

This is Kiwifarms. I always assume my account is compromised in some way. Sorry to disappoint, the only reason I brought it up is because people were accusing me of gayops mastermind shit, and all I'm saying is that they have a past they're trying to hide and I know some of that past. The immediate red flag was obvious woke shit, but I said "what the hell, maybe I'll get laid" and then they went into full BPD attachment mode. When they "split," they craft counter-narratives to say "I WAS NEVER THAT INTO YOU" to make you feel bad and make them look like you're a creep. I've had other women do this to. It's pretty much a universal female dick move, which is why we should never believe all women. Believe NO woman, I'd say, after the shit I've seen.

 

[thog]

A Chinese seller on eBay is trying to guilt trip me because I ruined their 100% rating due to a shoddily made plastic part they gave me for one of my laptops, and is dangling a refund in my face only if I remove the negative review, so that's fun. I'm going to see if continuing to give them the silent treatment will get them to actually process a refund for me, and then I will... still not remove the negative review.

 

[Jack Noir]

I've had better days, but honestly, it's okay.
I don't have much to say.

 

[doomocract]

wish i know english more. no matter what I try there is seeming imperfectness...

 

[Harbinger of Kali Yuga]

I just found out I have tomorrow off. That's a relief.

 

[Betonhaus]

wish i know english more. no matter what I try there is seeming imperfectness...

You're still doing better than many native English speakers.
"I wish I knew more English. No matter what I try, there seems to be imperfections."
"I wish I knew English better. No matter what I try, it comes out flawed"

 

[afternoon_tea]

I have some kind of stomach virus or food poisoning and I feel horrible.

 

[Harbinger of Kali Yuga]

wish i know english more. no matter what I try there is seeming imperfectness...

Are you from India?

Your English is better than the average inner-city teenager from Detroit's.

A Chinese seller on eBay is trying to guilt trip me because I ruined their 100% rating due to a shoddily made plastic part they gave me for one of my laptops, and is dangling a refund in my face only if I remove the negative review, so that's fun. I'm going to see if continuing to give them the silent treatment will get them to actually process a refund for me, and then I will... still not remove the negative review.