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[Doctor John B. Zyklon]

What you need to do is have a heated argument about two shades with names like "summer fancy" or "Blue-kun" that are 99.999% identical

Then the romance can start!

Ngl, I had hoped to start something with her but she has the case of the fuck'n stupids. To a point where conversation is difficult about certain work subjects.

 

[Catgirl Fornicator]

I don't understand why whenever I do anything, seemingly everyone hates it.
But when literally anyone else does the same thing they are hailed as national heroes.

 

[Irregardless]

Dad gave me a call last night, and as always I can tell it's something bad immediately by the tone of his voice and his overall demeanor. He tried playing it off at first by talking about some other stuff, but at this point if I know something is wrong I try to shut it down immediately and get him to tell me what's wrong. Turns out, he had to put the dog down yesterday. She was almost 15 and was apparently in some pretty bad pain towards the end with a lot of medical issues, so he spent a lot of time with her over the past couple days until he woke up to find her really going through it. So he put her down, and it clearly took a toll on him.

I haven't lived with my parents for almost a decade now, so since I haven't spent as much time with the dog I'm not really upset about it, but it has been pretty painful seeing my dad go through the whole thing.

 

[JamusActimus]

I was walking back home with my mom and I bumped into a patient I had last year during an intership.

It was an old woman. She was so happy to see me. Told my mom she was very lucky to have me and that I was an incredibly empathetic young man.
I often tell me mom how I help and mark patients but it was really was great to be able to directly show the result of my work and ethic directly to her like that.

The ex patient got very rambly and told us to read the bible and don't listen to satan tho.

 

[bile demon]

Trichtillomania (the act of pulling out hair due to mental issues)

Try acetylcysteine.

Why is everyone talking about cancer everywhere I go?

The vaccines against covid which everyone took cause cancer.

 

[Coelacanth]

Try acetylcysteine.

Should've been more specific in my last post. Issue is that I haven't touched my hair at all and for some reason beyond me the doctors put me down as having it. How can I have Trichtillomania when I haven't pulled any of my hair out?

Also: Since last post turns out the consultant who unceremoniously decided I had Trichtillomania wants to put me in for a therapy clinic for hair pulling too. Again, none of this was put on my record and I haven't received any letters from the hospital about this.

 

[Betonhaus]

Try acetylcysteine.


The vaccines against covid which everyone took cause cancer.
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A part of me is a little worried that I may be developing cancer, but as I can't narrow down what type of cancer it could I would need a full body scan to find it. Realistically what's going on is just in my head or something treatable, but the concern doesn't really go away and I've accepted that by the time I figure out what's going on it may be too late to do much about it.

 

[Catgirl Fornicator]

Should've been more specific in my last post. Issue is that I haven't touched my hair at all and for some reason beyond me the doctors put me down as having it. How can I have Trichtillomania when I haven't pulled any of my hair out?

Also: Since last post turns out the consultant who unceremoniously decided I had Trichtillomania wants to put me in for a therapy clinic for hair pulling too. Again, none of this was put on my record and I haven't received any letters from the hospital about this.

"Therapy" is just a weaponized snake oil scam at this point. It doesn't address any problems and its more of an offhand insult to shirk social responsibility to just be decent to most people as pills and venting won't replace meaningful positive relationships with other people.

Its like doctors are trained to try and put you on as many prescriptions as possible and ignore anything that would actually "treat" the problem.

 

[Rome's rightful successor]

I feel like I'm growing more and more autistic over time.

 

[Doctor John B. Zyklon]

Swapped a sensor on my car after a wild tool chase and...it seems to have helped but there are still issues. It smokes under hard acceleration; I'm hoping it's all pcv related and that should be done soon. Had some fun doing a bit of racing while doing the shake down; it's nice to see people just have fun and not be serious about a race.

Random thought I'll shout into the void per se, this weekend was when I was supposed to be married, it's been 13 months since I had a hug, and damn do I miss it. Such is life.

 

[Coelacanth]

"Therapy" is just a weaponized snake oil scam at this point. It doesn't address any problems and its more of an offhand insult to shirk social responsibility to just be decent to most people as pills and venting won't replace meaningful positive relationships with other people.

It goes a bit deeper than that for me too. As I mentioned before my GP and this consultant were working to try and move me to CAMHS when it is blatantly obvious that I'm in my 30s by this point. Wrestling any sort of response from them is nigh impossible thanks to the absurd waiting times (6 months just to be put in the queue for a referral!) and the NHS's habit of just ignoring any correspondence is as present as ever. It took a trip to the emergency ward due to severe blood loss to even get them to consider maybe there was a problem in the first place, so seeing the GPs and consultants completely ignore the blatant risks to my physical health that happens without the treatment in favor of the "it's just mental issues and delusions" excuse stings hard.

 

[AnOminous]

Am I wrong to listen to bands where the artists abuse copyright, like Robert Fripp of King Crimson, even though I disagree with his views?

No, listen to whatever the fuck you like no matter who made it. I listen to Burzum sometimes. Only in Retard World does this make you a Nazi.

 

[eatler]

Hello, I needed a place to vent, and the kind members of this site chatbox directed me to here, so I will let my feelings be heard.

Ok, so I have some sort of mental problem. Not sure what, but I worry about things that I know are silly or dumb. For example, I was worried if my support for online piracy while opposing Spotify for being a poor quality service was hypocritical. or for another example Am I wrong to listen to bands where the artists abuse copyright, like Robert Fripp of King Crimson, even though I disagree with his views? It might sound crazy, but I can cause myself to sweat and have a panic attack over these issues. Is this normal? Im assuming not, so any kind help or tips would be nice.

well wishes

The first time I read over this I thought it was some inside joke. No you personally can’t change how music is consumed so wether you listen to it via Spotify, YouTube, apple etc. the options won’t change. If you want to partake on the voyage of the 7 seas then you are also welcome to do that (at your own risk) but otherwise we’re boned music company wise unless you literally collect cassettes CDs and vinyls (like me), in that case it’s taxing to your space.

Music wise your artists will make cash dollerydoos because most people don’t care about morals when it comes to music (why ticket master still exists) so listen to who you want even if you don’t agree with them. I think the only time I can recall someone’s career being ruined by public outrage was Jerry Lee Lewis, not enjoying the things you like is only a detriment to you.

 

[bliblblblbbllb]

Today I went to a "real restaurant", the type with real menus with a formal sort of presentation. I shared a big tasting platter with a bunch of people and within fifteen minutes my lips swelled and turned cherry red, I burst into hives over my entire body, and felt like shit and still feel like shit. It wasn't "holy shit ER" bad, it was just pretty concerning.
I have no known food allergies. There were a lot of more "exotic" things in the platter, but I really have no clue what it might be.

 

[AnOminous]

Today I went to a "real restaurant", the type with real menus with a formal sort of presentation. I shared a big tasting platter with a bunch of people and within fifteen minutes my lips swelled and turned cherry red, I burst into hives over my entire body, and felt like shit and still feel like shit. It wasn't "holy shit ER" bad, it was just pretty concerning.
I have no known food allergies. There were a lot of more "exotic" things in the platter, but I really have no clue what it might be.

You should probably get that checked out because you might have a severe allergy to something you never thought about before, and just a little bit of it triggered that response. It could be an anaphylactic shock situation if you accidentally eat a lot of whatever it is. Unless it's something really weird they probably have a screen for it.

 

[56 others]

Puking is a lot less fun when you have facial hair

 

[pork and beans]

I think I’m realizing that I may have been really depressed for some time now, which is weird because I’d say I’ve always been a pretty cheerful optimistic person.

I have and always have had had lots of friends but keeping up with it is kind of a struggle now; they want to hang out like normal but I’m really exhausted and although I miss them and I know I’m gonna have a good time I want to sleep all day instead. I feel really sorry because I know telling them no hurts them even if I were to assure them it’s got nothing to do with them.
I keep up my usual routine with work and gym and whatever even though I’ve been finding it hard to see the point and wish everything would stop, which is also weird to say, because I used to be the person thinking there isn’t a point and that beauty is in the journey not the destination and everything and be endlessly motivated anyway

But it’s not so bad. Yesterday I went with a friend to a botanic garden and it was a beautiful sunny day out and today after hanging out another friend I ran my way home and it felt really good.

 

[Dysnomia]

Kitten season is off to a terrible start already. I heard a kitten crying for awhile but couldn't find it. It was further away than I thought because I'm on the 2nd floor and the alley between houses amplifies sounds. Eventually the kitten stopped. I'm hoping that mama cat found it or the lady that feeds cats across the yard did. The crying sounded like it was over that way. And if the kitten was in one of the cat houses or the lady grabbed it then it should be fine.

But what I didn't know at the time was that the guy downstairs found a dead kitten in the alley earlier in the morning. He said a cat was moving kittens back there last night. She might have gotten spooked by the yappy dogs next door that never shut up. The kitten looked about four weeks old. Very healthy looking and pudgy. So I'm thinking hypothermia. It was around 45 last night. I wish I had heard it. But I slept with the fan on because this idiot was arguing with a guy about sitting on his steps and it just went on and on.

I don't ever want to see a dead kitten again. It's heart breaking. We need more TNR around here and people need to get their cats fixed. If you aren't going to do it then don't get a cat.

 

[NaggotFigger]

I felt better lately, especially that my depression has molten away considerably, and I started to think positively and start to focus more accurately; and becoming more social and talkative as an result. As of in, I am currently helping out my sister on her last 2 exams before her internship; as well as family bonding and ready for participating in relatives, friends' weddings; specific events and even my cherished family members, friends' funeral feast to confide each other very well. I will be also taking mental therapy after my sister's exam, in which I have broad amount of time to go outside, enjoying nature, going out with my friends and coworkers. Whilst depression is extremely serious business, it is still recoverable.

Life was fucking boring as shit if you kept attaching your eyes on the internet; as work and reality is your general priority; and for kids, schools, exams and graduation. I much rather want to go outside, self-sustaining, and enjoy life whilst keeping my very own misanthropy, nihilism, cynicism away for a while to enjoy what it could provide. Even if I never be a narcissistic fuck, I should be proud of what I am for a while, whilst being humble and keep laughing and being positive like a retard over retards being retards.

Kitten season is off to a terrible start already. I heard a kitten crying for awhile but couldn't find it. It was further away than I thought because I'm on the 2nd floor and the alley between houses amplifies sounds. Eventually the kitten stopped. I'm hoping that mama cat found it or the lady that feeds cats across the yard did. The crying sounded like it was over that way. And if the kitten was in one of the cat houses or the lady grabbed it then it should be fine.

But what I didn't know at the time was that the guy downstairs found a dead kitten in the alley earlier in the morning. He said a cat was moving kittens back there last night. She might have gotten spooked by the yappy dogs next door that never shut up. The kitten looked about four weeks old. Very healthy looking and pudgy. So I'm thinking hypothermia. It was around 45 last night. I wish I had heard it. But I slept with the fan on because this idiot was arguing with a guy about sitting on his steps and it just went on and on.

I don't ever want to see a dead kitten again. It's heart breaking. We need more TNR around here and people need to get their cats fixed. If you aren't going to do it then don't get a cat.

I got through the death of my first cat, as well as dogs, as it hits hard right at home as much as I lost my grandmother, grandfather, uncle and cousin and other people whom I softened up and see as being precious people. A death of someone you are close with, or to neglected animals truly heartbroken me and makes me both apathetic, sad, and agitated for how much time goes by, and people are slowly deteriorating in terms of mentality and physicality of their health. Much to that, death of negligence to anything is absolutely going to make me draw the line because of how retarded they are if they intended to provide a cat their much needed warmth, home sweet home; or people things they much needed.
And so, I still mourn over my closest people or pets' death in spite of my stone cold viewpoint and serious business attitude. Retards these days will soon deeply regret what they have done and over their severe incompetence, indecisiveness and self-importance of their own ego.

 

[isalaide]

It goes a bit deeper than that for me too. As I mentioned before my GP and this consultant were working to try and move me to CAMHS when it is blatantly obvious that I'm in my 30s by this point. Wrestling any sort of response from them is nigh impossible thanks to the absurd waiting times (6 months just to be put in the queue for a referral!) and the NHS's habit of just ignoring any correspondence is as present as ever. It took a trip to the emergency ward due to severe blood loss to even get them to consider maybe there was a problem in the first place, so seeing the GPs and consultants completely ignore the blatant risks to my physical health that happens without the treatment in favor of the "it's just mental issues and delusions" excuse stings hard.

I wonder if your records have been mixed up with someone else's with the same name. Yeeeees, that shouldn't happen, but in practice, GP support staff aren't always the best about filing.

It seems inexplicable otherwise that there's some sort of live CAMHS referral for you at your age, and that you're being diagnosed with trich when you say you don't pull.

It genuinely sounds like that stuff might relate to another patient. You can make a subject access request under the Data Protection Act to receive a copy of your medical records. You might want to think abut doing that so that you can see what is actually in there and what appears to be going on. You'd need to make one request to your GP, and another to the NHS trust that holds your hospital records.