If you liked having a feeding tube shoved down your throat in 4 point restraints just say that. Don't force your stupid bullshit on other people. It's straight up offensive.
It's fine if we disagree with this, but I 100% stand with my stance. The evil that is pro-ana is genuinely incomprehensible as someone who stared into it for years, and they very very
very rarely help themselves. And that would be
fine, if it weren't for the fact that unlike with other internet exasperated mental diseases, "not helping themselves" doesn't just mean "Lower quality of life", it literally means minors groomed, told to take pictures of themselves in bikinis, and then their pics are circulated around after their dead. Adults squeeing at the fact that they are dead cause they can't WAIT to be dead too!
Maybe I should specify, if someone with an ED isn't apart of pro-ana culture, then they should be left to recover on their own time. But that number is very very very very vanishingly small, and atp forcing someone into pro-ana culture to recover is pretty much
just forcing a pedophile to recover. And I don't mean "They're on the same level of severity", I mean that is literally just what it is tbh.
Also... I'm on Kiwifarms. I don't really care about being offensive.
From what I've seen of your posts here (don't take this the wrong way) you seem stunted as an adult. Maybe you would prefer being in a perpetual childlike state where you have no freedom while people (doctors) take care of you, but for a lot of people that is deeply violating to the core.
If you spend your days scrolling pictures of scantily clad dead kids and encouraging kids to become 70 lbs as a 19 yr old girl, taking pleasure when they themselves also die, you don't deserve to be treated as an adult. Or a person for that matter, in my opinion you deserve much worse... Permanent things to happen to you. But I guess being forced to stop works too.
I think people underestimate the amount of pedo shit that goes on cause it's girl on girl, and girl on girl pedo shit usually gets overlooked sadly.
I think the issue here is you mistook my comment for talking about non-pro ana involved 13 year olds, when I was talking about a pedo cult that's taken over the space of said 13 yr olds.
Oh.
Getmeout, you need help. You are going to turn into a lolcow in front of everyone here if you don't get an actual therapist to peel away the institutional bullshit, your mom's bullshit, and help you create a real sense of self and find a real community.
Lovingly, I'm gonna put you on ignore now. Sorry, you've just been really creepy and parasocial recently, I didn't think I would need to tell you this but you cannot tell anything about my personal life from comments I make on a forum's thread, as there's the inherent contract with this very site that anything you and I post
shouldn't be that accurate to real life, and I follow that contract. Everything I post is either a condensed version of my situation, exaggeratory, or a joke (Such as that "Life amongst the crazies" one you quoted, oh nooo I'm a slave to the industry!!! Or maybe it's just a funny exaggeration to say I want to be driven to a pscyh ward so I can meet the mentally insane, and really I am saying I just want friends who are weird and quirky and shockingly do not
actually want to spend weeks away from school and friends in a ward I currently am not in need of. No way!!!). I guess I sympathize cause I also struggle catching tone, but your issue is you make big sweeping impressions of people before even asking what they meant by something. And no matter how much they explain the context to you, you've sort of already decided what said context is, which turns what was a casual "Share your day" conversation into a heated debate that's always set to crash and burn, in a similar way to how it's like talking to a flat earther.
If your initials are M.L. I know you and you know me and can just message me, Christ. If not, well, there are plenty of nerd-girls like you out there.
Ahhh, how'd I know this was projection? I'm not Mary Lee or... Eh it's like 3 AM I don't feel like thinking of more M.L initials for a dumb joke.
You've bought Littlest Pet Shop & Pomni shit and collect carebears.
I never got to, no. All the Carebears in the market nowadays are the technicolored Calarts one, I guess that's some people's jam but idk they're just ugly to me lol. And at the time I was a lazy 15 yr old that didn't feel like opening Ebay so I just immediately gave up, ahhh, good times. Teenage years are the years you get the idea to start something and immediately give up cause it requires getting out of bed
Just, fuck, please. Christ. I feel bad for you now.
I suck at juggling "hey, this is factually harmful and bad and wrong" with "you're hurt and need help." That's why I vent on a forum where I can post "faggot" when not letting my day job leak into my shitposts. I'm a dick. I don't know how to not be one very well. But I do apologize if I contributed to you feeling worse.
Hey man, don't worry, like I said... This is a niche forum where we aren't supposed to be entirely sincere! Which it seems you forgot, from what I'm getting you seem to see me as this girl you knew, and maybe you see a bit of yourself in her. Either way, your heart bleeds for me because of this sort of... Strawman of me you've built up, a strawman that holds sentimental value to you. The problem is, you don't know me, so it's pretty weird to have sentimental value for me, eh?
It's ironic that you call my mom a bitch, cause you sorta remind me of her. Not saying you're a bad person, but you both have the same hang ups in your brain. "I was helped by a pscyh ward, the idea that that's impossible is a myth" = "Psych wards are always helpful, the idea that they aren't is a myth" in both of your brains, removing my agency to think I'm making some obviously wrong statement so you can tussle with it and sneak in these weirdly intimate moments. Of course, that was a manipulation tactic on my mom's part, cause the idea of me being happier away from her pissed her off. I don't think it's that for you, I think you just legitimately believe the K drama you see yourself in. The problem is you have to understand you're not in a K drama. This is real life, man.
For the bajillionth time, I don't believe psych wards are always helpful and I never said such a thing! I believe they're neutral concepts that are open to criticism and reform, but the mere concept of it and when done right can be helpful to a
very specific type of person that most people aren't and will never be! But I was that person at one point in my life, and I believe it helped me and made me realize a lot of things about myself! Not fixed me, nothing "fixes" anyone. Even the ancient Christians believed we were fundamentally broken, but as they themselves said we can always get closer to stability. Your thing is you believe that's physically impossible, which would be fine if it werent for how
intimate you're trying to get here. I mean usually I think this word is retarded to use online, but it does feel a bit gaslighty? Like you'll usually never catch me saying this, but you're essentially telling me that an experience I believe in my adult brain happened never did and in fact is impossible, and you can come into my DMs and gently rock me to sanity. You say that I'm one DM leak away to a featured, but can you imagine THAT DM leak?
I'll stop it here cause this comment of mine is getting long but ya unfortunately I gotta put you on ignore, atp kinda for your own good? I hope that me ignoring you will make you calm down, as to be honest (And maybe it's just me), your comments are like really long and sort of clog the thread in a pretty annoying way. And I don't wanna keep setting that off. Put them in a spoiler maybe?
Thread Tax: I'm going back to bed.
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