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I'm pissed and I don't really know who to blame.

I ordered some cookies for my bf through an online site that ships em through the mail. It arrived today and I assumed he would get it after work and it'd be a nice surprise. I'm talking to him and I notice it's like 8 hours since it was marked delivered. I ask him about it and he hadn't seen it, so he goes to get it. I get a text shortly after saying that his bed was now covered in fire ants. Apparently due to it being left outside for so long and the cookies not being as well packaged as I thought ants had started getting into it.

I'm fucking broke and they weren't cheap but I wanted to splurge so that's what I get I guess. I don't even know if I'd be able to get a refund if I tried because it was left on the porch for hours and that's not their fault. Maybe it's my fault for not telling him so he could get it as soon as he got home from work. Maybe it's theirs for just packaging them in flimsy plastic wrappers in a cardboard box with packing peanuts. Also I feel bad because my bf got bit by ants and are now in his house. What a day.

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Going on month 6 of quarantine, haven't left home since Feb 19. Not enjoying being immunocompromised, couldn't care about being in a relationship or sex tbh, just miss being out with people. I talk to maybe 1 person a day via text for around 10 to 15 min, if I'm lucky. deleted all social media except the occasional post here. don't miss it but I feel like I should feel more socially destitute.

I'm not going out at all, I can't. My connections and feelings are mixed all up, mostly because of how uncertain things are I think.

I'll make it.
 
Just had a hurricane pass through. It sucks that I don't have AC, but other than that we don't have a lot of damage. I'm actually kinda disappointed that it didn't do more damage so that I can file an insurance claim.

good to hear. If it's Laura, it didn't really hit us here very hard either. I think its' mostly around Lake Charles and that area.
 
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After having panic attacks for most of the day yesterday (fun!), I've been blessed with a migraine today (even more fun!).
This sucks so much but I'm pulling through.
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