How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

Just got temp banned until next week from the Jeff Star-thread. From a fight I started, that was already over by the time I got banned . I'm not mad, just disappointed. On how boring the mod that banned me is. I live to fight, and I will die as a fighter! :(
 
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Having a good Monday. Got in a good workout at the gym. Have some wagyu ribeye coming up to room temp on the counter. First time trying it, got it off crowdcow.

Protein hopefully makes me fat and happy and I'll fuck off for the rest of the day. Life is good sometimes.

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Hello my fellow nigger lovers! How are you all doing today!?

I went from depress to having some semblance of inner peace, but I'll see how long this lasts in a few days.
Boy I can relate to that so damn hard.
I told my wife I'm thinking about having kids. Well, inciting kids and making her have them.

My life has changed so much in the last decade, almost all for the much better. I'm in a place where I can really see both affording children and having the time to properly educate them.
Always happy to see someone getting ready to become a parent. I wish you all the best!
 
I am finding myself having a craving for salt and vinegar potato chips. And I am denying myself since that goes against my healthy diet plan. I normally do not resent something like that, but today I kinda am resenting it. I want the salty, vinegary and crunchy taste.
 
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Always happy to see someone getting ready to become a parent. I wish you all the best!
Maybe I'll have microcephalics and I can become a horrorcow :)

I am finding myself having a craving for salt and vinegar potato chips. And I am denying myself since that goes against my healthy diet plan. I normally do not resent something like that, but today I kinda am resenting it. I want the salty, vinegary and crunchy taste.
Just eat a reasonable serving of chips and account for them in your diet plan.

Though the beauty parlor crew like to twist it into "eat whatever you want in uncontrolled amounts, whenever you want, regardless," there is a lot of sense in getting away from the "healthy food versus unhealthy food" paradigm. I wouldn't recommend ever eating highly processed garbage, but there's nothing inherently unwholesome in potatoes, vegetable oil, salt, and vinegar.

You'll find it easier to eat well if you don't force yourself to eat unsatisfying cardboard. A handful of chips does not negate a healthy diet.
 
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I am finding myself having a craving for salt and vinegar potato chips. And I am denying myself since that goes against my healthy diet plan. I normally do not resent something like that, but today I kinda am resenting it. I want the salty, vinegary and crunchy taste.
They are the best flavour of chips/crisps so I don't blame you. If you absolutely must break your diet, do intermittent fasting and create meals that include the snacks or just have the snacks and consider it a cheat day instead. Plenty of options.
 
I am finding myself having a craving for salt and vinegar potato chips. And I am denying myself since that goes against my healthy diet plan. I normally do not resent something like that, but today I kinda am resenting it. I want the salty, vinegary and crunchy taste.
To piggyback on what sped xing! said, moderation is key with that. Those grazing urges are popping up because the body is basically craving salt and other stuff it's not getting from other sources so outright denying it won't make the cravings go away.
Account for the snacks and work it off accordingly.

Im no nutrionist so take it with a grain of salt from an online rando and all.
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Had a killer anxiety attack a few days back. Worst I've had to date. one of those where just the thought of having to do the same thankless shit again got the pulse roaring and vision going pinholes. Not fun when starting the car up.

Fucked my intended relaxing vacation up big time just trying to decompress but I'm okay for another hundred thousand miles now.
 
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ok i didn't wanna say too much in this thread and I was gonna post this in the piss you off thread and maybe its kinda power leveling but i just dk where else to go to get this off my chest, it's only a minor setback...plus it's only temporary hopefully.


Anyway my Verizon wireless was cut off today due to overdue payments I thought I had more time to at least pay off the due immediately but i guess they weren't gonna wait around any longer. Still have my home service thankfully. But I'm flat broke till payday which never seems to stay consistent anymore. When I first started I was told it's every other Monday and now recently it's been direct deposited every other wed the earliest at 4 in the morning the latest 9 at night. except one time where it was late and wasn't in till 4 in the morning on Friday.

either way my phone's a useless hunk of plastic for at least the next 2-3 days or so and even them my pay account and bank account are both in the red again due to overdrafts on stuff i don't even remember using.

*sigh* between being overworked and at a stressful job that i can't just leave, because it's my only source of income and this...I just feel like I'm gonna crack under the pressure...oh welll like i said hopefully it'll all be balanced out come payday. Pay off everything, get my phone back, and hopefully have enough left for everything else i need to take care off.
 
Well... back at the doctor's again for this thing that's tried to nail me for over a year and a half. the most I can say is that this doctor had a thing up my skull (not that invasive of surgery, relax) and tried to suction some of the... unpleasantness / damage / whatever. He had to stop halfway. ... Ol' Wraith clogged his machine. ... I wonder if it's all the fig bars.
Anyway I'm in such a shape that eating or drinking anything is horrendously painful for me, and the yelping sounds in the doctor's office I made from the pain of what was being removed from me via that machine... I'm writing Gypsy girl vs chink Squid girl vs Wraith hentai someday, aren't I? ... I hate recent events.
 
I had an adverse reaction to preworkout powder last weekend; couldn't even exercise comfortably without getting that pinching feeling in my heart. The last time I went to the doctor was 2 years ago and he found out I had high triclyceride levels. Since then I've still had difficulty eating healthy and curbing my drinking, especially with the lockdowns and everything.

Now that I have a new job that won't put me in range of accessible junk food I feel like I can now make a conscious effort to stop these habits. I've stopped drinking entirely and have thus far avoided eating fast food; I'm just worried how long it will take to reverse the damage, if that's even possible.
 
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fucking hell l just got the disconnect warning email from Verizon! (wireless) they said i need to pay the past due asap or they'll disconnect my phone and i lose my number. The reason i haven't yet is because I'm flat broke untill my damn payroll clears and that's not till at least 9 o'clock tonight. (Based on the previous dates and times all being every other Thursday around 9, guess it's all either automated or the payroll office is west coast based where 9 for me is 6 in the afternoon for them)
 
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