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Foltest said:
Well, complainers send in url where they say their name is and they don’t to want to be associated with certain websites, such as this. This person send in over 300 urls of porn videos. Had to go though each one of them.
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Victims of revenge porn?
 
I feel confused. Perhaps a bit frightened. But then I remember that basically every day I live is exactly the same. Who knows, perhaps I'm having some depersonalization and going insane to the point of becoming retarded. Shit man I just wanna game.
 
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Ethan MacManus said:
I feel confused. Perhaps a bit frightened. But then I remember that basically every day I live is exactly the same. Who knows, perhaps I'm having some depersonalization and going insane to the point of becoming retarded. Shit man I just wanna game.
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Welcome to reality, it sucks but this is how it is now. Best advice I have is to disconnect from the internet and just focus on your (immediate) microcosm. Fuck everybody else, just do you.

I was at a shop the other day with my partner and they had security cameras set up. Looked over at a monitor and saw the back of my head and there was a huge bald spot. I've had long hair since i was a teenager, so this really hits hard. Trying some homeopathic shit and if nothing happens over the next six months, I'm cutting my hair off and going skin. Major bummer, but I guess with all the dumb shit going on, it's not so bad in the grand scheme.
 
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Pale Empress said:
Welcome to reality, it sucks but this is how it is now. Best advice I have is to disconnect from the internet and just focus on your (immediate) microcosm. Fuck everybody else, just do you.

I was at a shop the other day with my partner and they had security cameras set up. Looked over at a monitor and saw the back of my head and there was a huge bald spot. I've had long hair since i was a teenager, so this really hits hard. Trying some homeopathic shit and if nothing happens over the next six months, I'm cutting my hair off and going skin. Major bummer, but I guess with all the dumb shit going on, it's not so bad in the grand scheme.
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Hey, if it makes you feel better, my hairline started receding last year during the lockdown too. So you aren't alone in hair issues.
 
It seriously just now occurred to me that one factor of why I've been so happy these past few years is my brain chemistry has gone back to normal since I more or less quit drinking.

I didn't mean to quit drinking; I've just been incredibly busy. Since 2017. Hm. There's another potential factor.

The people who think the solution to feeling stressed out is to do less severely underestimate the value of feeling useful.
 
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My kitty who I owned for 13 years passed away unexpectedly 2 weeks ago (She literally let out a meow, then died in front of me). She was pretty much my best friend. I thought Id feel better after a week, but Im still depressed. It just amazes me that losing a pet can cause such anguish. I miss you snuggle butt.
 
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I'm sad Reviewbrah's shortwave thing isn't panning out, he really loves it and he's a kind soul.
I wish I had a way to give him all the airtime he wants.
 
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finally paid off my Verizon in full and got my phone back, cost almost my whole paycheck i worked my ass off for but it was worth it.

Also went out and bought donuts and coffee for everybody at work...plus a cinnamon raisin bagel with strawberry cream cheese made especially for the boss lady herself. Yeah i know sounds cheesy and like brownnosing but...nothing wrong with greasing the wheels a little every now and again.

even if my hours next week are light i still pulled in a good chunk this week that'll go to a one more big juicy payday...even if it'll be my last big one for a while...maybe. Less time working would be the best case scenario all things considered. If I make it too next week and still have gainful employment I'll be the happiest guy on earth.
 
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Spent a long time getting a grip on my emotions. Planning my next steps on breaking out of my current f'd situation. Just a few more months of grinding away at work and I can hopefully be in a better place in life.
 
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Harpy Shrew said:
My kitty who I owned for 13 years passed away unexpectedly 2 weeks ago (She literally let out a meow, then died in front of me). She was pretty much my best friend. I thought Id feel better after a week, but Im still depressed. It just amazes me that losing a pet can cause such anguish. I miss you snuggle butt.
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I'm so sorry for you loss, mate, sending tons of virtual hugs your way. I lost my pet in January and it still stings - and I still catch myself looking towards the places in the apartment he usually hung around.
 
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Showed my cousin Wings of Redemption and now he's delving into that rabbit hole. I've just introduced the kid to his first lolcow and I'm not sure if I should be proud or concerned. It's definitely nice being able to meme about my internet life irl though.
 
I have been worse, but that's really not saying much in my case.
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