How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

[Foltest]

Life is good but I have to spend almost 3 hours going through porn urls.

 

[Madre Muerte]

Awesome! It's sunny outside, my dogs are happy, I've had a good meal, everything that could go right today has gone right.

 

[Fucktwat The Clown]

Tired but hey my birthday is thursday and I got a whole box of gyro meat for free. I fucking love gyro meat

In case I’m not around that day, happy birthday! Awesome you got some gyro meat, I too loooove gyro meat!
Enjoy!

 

[MarvelousMess]

First covid vaccine dose today (so I can see my grandma this summer) and nervous AF. My husband has had both doses, but still

Trying to get enough focus to complete some tasks (ADHD SUCKS!)

Meanwhile, constantly dealing with the internal battle going on in my head related to the loss of many close relatives and what it has done to me.

 

[ChaChaHeels:BlackOnes]

I’ve got a blister on my arm. No idea where it came from, it just appeared there (looks like a burn but I haven’t used the iron or turned the oven on in days). It hurts a bit, but mostly I am just weirded out.

 

[TheRedRanger]

I'm looking for a new job. My current one's not bad at all, but there's only so far delivering pizzas will take me. I'd just got back to the UK after a long trip abroad, and had to take the first job that got back to me, and this one has at least turned out to be pretty pandemic-proof.
But I think it's time to move on now.

 

[eDove]

Major TMI. Fuck it. I don't feel comfortable venting anywhere else.

I feel tired. Tense. Bored. Overwhelmed. I have obligations to certain projects that are not stressful in the least, yet I'm finding myself unable to do them. Every little thing is irritating me.

I told a writer friend I'd read the sequel to his book last November and I've barely read past the first pages. There's absolutely no reason why I haven't done it.

I have to replay a boring as fuck DLC because I'm a writer/editor for a mod that's been in limbo for almost a year. It's not even hard work, there's just zero motivation and I took on too much. I only care about my personal projects right now and I expend 90% of my energy into that, so much so I barely keep up with cleaning my own house.

On top of that, medical issues have been preventing me from alleviating my sex addiction for months on end. I've been self-harm free for almost two years and the urges are coming back with a vengeance.

I don't know why I can't just do this simple shit. I'm so lazy and I hate it.

 

[verygayFrogs]

All alone on my birthday, parents won’t stop arguing and it’s fucking wierd. Yesterday I feel like I was in high school living better, not 18, depressed, in a pandemic and surrounded by chaos.

can’t even fucking drink the pain away bc I’m still under drinking age.

 

[Just Dont]

Major TMI. Fuck it. I don't feel comfortable venting anywhere else.

I feel tired. Tense. Bored. Overwhelmed. I have obligations to certain projects that are not stressful in the least, yet I'm finding myself unable to do them. Every little thing is irritating me.

I told a writer friend I'd read the sequel to his book last November and I've barely read past the first pages. There's absolutely no reason why I haven't done it.

I have to replay a boring as fuck DLC because I'm a writer/editor for a mod that's been in limbo for almost a year. It's not even hard work, there's just zero motivation and I took on too much. I only care about my personal projects right now and I expend 90% of my energy into that, so much so I barely keep up with cleaning my own house.

On top of that, medical issues have been preventing me from alleviating my sex addiction for months on end. I've been self-harm free for almost two years and the urges are coming back with a vengeance.

I don't know why I can't just do this simple shit. I'm so lazy and I hate it.

Antidepressants. You need them in bulk dude.

All alone on my birthday, parents won’t stop arguing and it’s fucking wierd. Yesterday I feel like I was in high school living better, not 18, depressed, in a pandemic and surrounded by chaos.

can’t even fucking drink the pain away bc I’m still under drinking age.

That sucks, really sucks. Are you studying something?

I'm bored, like bored enough that I'm playing Morrowind and enjoying it.

 

[verygayFrogs]

Are you studying something?

Yeah I’m in the culinary program at my college and today was my last day for one of my classes

 

[Vingle]

I am finding myself having a craving for salt and vinegar potato chips. And I am denying myself since that goes against my healthy diet plan. I normally do not resent something like that, but today I kinda am resenting it. I want the salty, vinegary and crunchy taste.

Restricting salt is in most cases unhealthy. Humanity did use a lot of salt in the past for conserving food. Unless if you have a medical problem and your doctor has advised you cut it out.

Life is good but I have to spend almost 3 hours going through porn urls.

Don't leave us hanging, we wanna know why

All alone on my birthday, parents won’t stop arguing and it’s fucking wierd. Yesterday I feel like I was in high school living better, not 18, depressed, in a pandemic and surrounded by chaos.

can’t even fucking drink the pain away bc I’m still under drinking age.

Get noise canceling headphones. Don't ever make a habit of drinking your problems away. Look at how the alcoholics of IP2 are doing, especially Blade. Talk to a therapist or just sperg about it here

 

[verygayFrogs]

Restricting salt is in most cases unhealthy. Humanity did use a lot of salt in the past for conserving food. Unless if you have a medical problem and your doctor has advised you cut it out.

Don't leave us hanging, we wanna know why

Get noise canceling headphones. Don't ever make a habit of drinking your problems away. Look at how the alcoholics of IP2 are doing, especially Blade. Talk to a therapist or just sperg about it here

Yeah, my family (specifically my mom’s dad) got history of abusing alcohol so I don’t want to think about it. I’ll check out IP2 tho.

 

[eDove]

Antidepressants. You need them in bulk dude.

Yeah, I probably do. I'm usually a happy person, but my sleep's been interrupted consistently the past few nights and that makes my mood abysmal. I am not sure if I'm depressed otherwise.

 

[Damien Thorne]

Restricting salt is in most cases unhealthy. Humanity did use a lot of salt in the past for conserving food. Unless if you have a medical problem and your doctor has advised you cut it out.

Very true. It is not so much the salt that worries me, as much as it is the fact that it is potato chips. There are healthier ways of getting a salt fix than that.

 

[Vingle]

Yeah, I probably do. I'm usually a happy person, but my sleep's been interrupted consistently the past few nights and that makes my mood abysmal. I am not sure if I'm depressed otherwise.

Tried melatonin? It might help for a more consistent sleep.

 

[eDove]

Tried melatonin? It might help for a more consistent sleep.

I have. It mostly just messes up my stomach. My interrupted sleep is caused by external factors though, fortunately, such as stomach aches and a noisy spouse.

 

[Nick Obre]

I'm not ok.

I lost the most important thing in my life.

I believe I can get it back.

I don't want to say more about it, but I want to tell everyone just something: Don't make yourself about bitterness. Challenge whatever stories you've always told yourself about yourself. And if nothing else, whatever your circumstances and the circumstances of the world, please don't forget to enjoy life.

 

[soft breathing]

I feel like I'm surrounded by idiots. At both jobs I work at, my bosses are nice per se, but fucking imbeciles.

They give me and my co-workers things to do. We do them the way they're telling us to - and it's wrong even when it doesn't feel wrong. But. It's. Always. Fucking. Wrong. And the drama starts. And both of them can't tell us what we even did wrong in the first place. It's just "this is not how I wanted it to be, you people always cause me trouble, what if the higher ups see this, what am I supposed to to, yadda yadda yadda".

Look, if it was just me misunderstanding them, I'd say that I'm fucking stupid and try to get my head checked out - but nobody understands what they want from us.

Is this some weird form of power play I don't understand? Give people shitty instructions and then throw a fit when they're not getting the job done properly?

I'm too old for this shit.

 

[Sped Xing]

Very true. It is not so much the salt that worries me, as much as it is the fact that it is potato chips. There are healthier ways of getting a salt fix than that.

Potato chips really aren't that bad. It's just fried potatoes, not cocaine.

If chips are how you get most of your salt, that's a problem, but absolute dietary laws are for kikes.

 

[Foltest]

Don't leave us hanging, we wanna know why

Well, complainers send in url where they say their name is and they don’t to want to be associated with certain websites, such as this. This person send in over 300 urls of porn videos. Had to go though each one of them.