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About 2-3 weeks ago I was such in bad shape I was hours away from having to hospitalized again. Thanks to God's help, I got a miracle medicine that has made me recover like 90-95% to the point where I am working out again and active. Whatever [this is] I'm dealing with, is still there, but I STILL FUNCTION, STARSCREAM! The cost of the medicine? Less than a dollar a day and over the counter. I poop you not. Nobody has helped me with it, but praise God, I'm increasing my STR stat again and as cantankerous as normal.

Today I did a nice sweaty workout and made tacos (hard shell because I'm bad ass like that) for the first time in my life. It was a real mess, but they came out really, really good (had six, I'm a big mage) and watched AVGN CDi episodes while I ate. They had a great aftertaste as well.
 
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verygayFrogs said:
Have therapy tomorrow. Ngl, I have done absolutely nothing she’s asked me to like stretch or take vitamin d but it’s kinda hard when it takes all my energy to go down stairs and not even food brings happiness anymore so it’s just like why bother
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You should tell her exactly that; I personally hold no faith in therapists but if this is one of those unicorns who's good at it, she should have something more insightful to offer if you tell her that you can't work yourself up to do the stuff she's telling you to.

maybe you could try a physical but not-very-tiring hobby? Archery can be fun, and with low-power bows, is not particularly tiring.
Sped Xing said:
Nuts to that. Adulthood is fantastic, and gets better every year.

Always remember: fuck em. You get to choose what to do.
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let's not get wild here; adulthood sucks ass, it just sucks less than childhood.
 
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Monkey Shoulder said:
Most of the shit you get to pick, sure.
Some things you can't escape no matter what.
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To bemoan the inevitable is folly. This is why people who have "existential dread" are idiots. If you really really screw the pooch, you can always kill yourself. That's a foolproof escape and nice to keep in your back pocket.
 
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Vingle said:
I would say the sex makes up for it too, but I don't have low standards and people are pretty weird about it. Ghosting and shit.
At least you can jack off as an adult *sigh*
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eh sure. sex isn't all it's cracked up to be anyway.
 
Sped Xing said:
You get to pick the shit. That's the key.
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I'd argue the opposite; childhood is full of freedom. Not so much that you can have oreo-breaded chicken wings if you so choose, but you don't have to think so much about career prospects and what others will think of you and stuff. But once you're moved out, in a career, and take care of yourself, you're pretty locked in and shift from choosing stuff to management and damage control. You stop getting to pick your battles, and have very little recourse when things don't go your way or get out of control in general.
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If you really really screw the pooch, you can always kill yourself.
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Suicide is always an option, but it's always the worst option.
 
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VIPPER? said:
I'd argue the opposite; childhood is full of freedom. Not so much that you can have oreo-breaded chicken wings if you so choose, but you don't have to think so much about career prospects and what others will think of you and stuff. But once you're moved out, in a career, and take care of yourself, you're pretty locked in and shift from choosing stuff to management and damage control. You stop getting to pick your battles, and have very little recourse when things don't go your way or get out of control in general.
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Again, speak for yourself. I have noted before that careers are traps for chumps. If you don't like your job, do something else. Or quit, if you don't have kids. Live the independent NEET life a while. None of this matters.
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Suicide is always an option, but it's always the worst option.
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You need to read more threads.
 
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Legitimately a great day. I don't have anything to do, but I still feel like I'm somehow wasting my time/procrastinating.
My area is also experiencing a horrible drought so I have to limit my showers to 5 - 10 minutes. Fairly annoying.
 
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VIPPER? said:
You should tell her exactly that; I personally hold no faith in therapists but if this is one of those unicorns who's good at it, she should have something more insightful to offer if you tell her that you can't work yourself up to do the stuff she's telling you to.
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I did, and im going to try writing lists of small, managable things for each day (1-3 things)
 
Samir said:
Legitimately a great day. I don't have anything to do, but I still feel like I'm somehow wasting my time/procrastinating.
My area is also experiencing a horrible drought so I have to limit my showers to 5 - 10 minutes. Fairly annoying.
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Those almonds aren't going to lavishly irrigate themselves, after all.
 
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