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My blood results came yesterday: I have High sugar. Fuck. I barely consume sugar only occasionally from one scoop of ice cream and no soda in years.
I might as well commit suicide seeing the shitty hand I've been dealt with health-wise. It's not an ideal answer, but I'm tired of "you're young, you can overcome this and have your life ahead of you" bullshit.
 
My blood results came yesterday: I have High sugar. Fuck. I barely consume sugar only occasionally from one scoop of ice cream and no soda in years.
I might as well commit suicide seeing the shitty hand I've been dealt with health-wise. It's not an ideal answer, but I'm tired of "you're young, you can overcome this and have your life ahead of you" bullshit.

Don't know how high your blood sugar is, but my doctor told me that particular reading can change very quickly. Would say a set of readings over a period would give you a better idea of the situation than just one reading. A more important reading is the A1C, which has to do with the likelihood of developing diabetes. If A1C is within normal limits suggest you can breathe a little easier.
 
Don't know how high your blood sugar is, but my doctor told me that particular reading can change very quickly. Would say a set of readings over a period would give you a better idea of the situation than just one reading. A more important reading is the A1C, which has to do with the likelihood of developing diabetes. If A1C is within normal limits suggest you can breathe a little easier.
Unfortunately it got my mom worried since both her mom and my biological dad's side of the family has diabetes.
 
I've been dealing with super depressive feelings for the past three years over my fiance being gone. I've been getting back in shape through it though and am finally feeling good again. So much so that I might take an MMA or Boxing fight again. Even though it's been nearly a decade since my last one, I feel like I need this to truly feel whole again and for the first time in a long time feel passion for the sport again.
Nobody knows in my personal life that I'm planning this or how bad things got for me, so I guess I'm just posting this for my own ego. I'm just proud of how far I've managed to dig myself out of this hole. Tyson Fury was right. Exercise is the best antidepressant there is.
 
Getting antsy. Haven't heard back about that job, and it looks like they filled the position I wanted, so I put in an application for two more at the same place. These are all entry level, minimum wage positions, surely I have a shot, right? :optimistic: At least I'm eating in the mean time. I've been doing these surveys, which have a terrible return for the time commitment, but it's faster than the competition and has no minimum to cash out. I'm getting by relatively comfortably, and I should be set by the first.

My blood results came yesterday: I have High sugar. Fuck. I barely consume sugar only occasionally from one scoop of ice cream and no soda in years.
Blood sugar can be kind of unpredictable. My father is diabetic, and has had days where his blood sugar spikes despite not eating anything but the bare essentials, and others where it hits a nice, normal range despite indulging quite a bit. Mayne invest in a home blood sugar monitor? Might be good to check it a few times and find out if it was just a spike, or if it really does run high for you.

My 15 year old Bichon Shih-Tzu is dying from leukemia and heart problems. It is highly likely that by the end of July he will be dead. My only regret is not spending more time with him.
I'm sure his biggest regret is that he has to leave you at all. Give him a good month, tell him goodbye, and let him know his job's done and it's time for him to rest. And give him a hug for me. :feels:
 
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@Moral Decay, if it feels any better I've been walking in my area in the morning and we might change the diet further baking things with coconut flour.
Walking alone will do wonders. My dad's diabetes is practically gone because he didn't have a car for a year or so. You should be set if you can stick with the little changes!
 
My eyes hurt and I'm hungry
Please do not fuck the cat.
Cute cat if nothing else.

I'm getting a crush on someone. That type of infatuation you get as a 15 year old.
Not pleased with this.
Kitty love is everything you need.

Bought some new hand towels. They do not have that loop to hang them up with, and I want a small rack. Not a ring, it has to folded over nicely. I bought them for that reason alone, to look pretty.
Just sent a question to a shop with a rack I want, if it can be glued. It might be a stupid question, if there were pics of its backside, but of course. There isn't.
Don't really understand why so many racks has to be screwed on. Towels aren't heavy and it sits very well with glue. I'm not screwing anything into my tiles.

Got water blisters on both my feets, from all the walking. I was thinking of visiting a friend tomorrow. Feel like I have to be somewhat social.
 
Kitty love is everything you need.

Don't really understand why so many racks has to be screwed on. Towels aren't heavy and it sits very well with glue. I'm not screwing anything into my tiles.
I wish I could have a kitty, but nothing about my life allows it.

No problem gluing shit on tiles, as long as you're sure you want it to stay there.
 
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I wish I could have a kitty, but nothing about my life allows it.

No problem gluing shit on tiles, as long as you're sure you want it to stay there.
That's too bad. I guess. Wouldn't be worth having one, unless you can have the cat box on the balcony, and not all have one. Because the smell is nasty regardless of how much you clean.

I know, there was one glued on the bathroom when I moved in my apartment some years ago, meant for towels with loops. Got it off by heating it up with a hairdryer, otherwise its impossible to get off. Without taking the tile with it.

Hot and annoyed that I can't take off my skin to cool off
I got a Vornado in all metal, the plastic models are bad. It blows pretty hard, and it actually gets chilly with it.
 
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