How to improve my art ( I do not trace my artwork.)?

[Emily Cassidy]

Why? I like the community, I like the culture of the site, I'm rather happy to be here.


If you did just that it'll be all good. But you posted information leading to your identity. If you researched the site before making an account you would've found those:
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...and this.


If you think this is a battle you already lost.

ANYONE can post pictures of other people, but they can't post pictures of themselves? what gives?

 

[Illuminati Order Official]

ANYONE can post pictures of other people, but they can't post pictures of themselves? what gives?

Of course they can. It's just very unwise to do so.

 

[Seymour Glass]

@SamanthaPrater draw the figure without lifting your pencil from the paper.

 

[manic dainty gorl]

Of course they can. It's just very unwise to do so.

Have you ever heard the phrase "just because you can, doesn't mean you should"?

Edit: I'm a dumb. Meant to quote @SamanthaPrater

 

[Emily Cassidy]

Have you ever heard the phrase "just because you can, doesn't mean you should"?

I've heard of it. If I didn't post those pictures, you wouldn't know I'm the correct person behind them. YOU GUYS asked me to post them.

 

[Illuminati Order Official]

I've heard of it. If I didn't post those pictures, you wouldn't know I'm the correct person behind them.

Thing is, you (and everybody else) should try to not have your real life identity linked to your KiwiFarms account. You were told this when you were making your account, you were told this in the Cybersecurity thread and you were told this in this thread multiple times.

YOU GUYS asked me to post them.

Some people also told you to kill yourself. I hope you're not going to listen to this advice too.

 

[Emily Cassidy]

Thing is, you (and everybody else) should try to not have your real life identity linked to your KiwiFarms account. You were told this when you were making your account, you were told this in the Cybersecurity thread and you were told this in this thread multiple times.


Some people also told you to kill yourself. I hope you're not going to listen to this advice too.

My goal in life is to not be a statistic or copy cat of others. just because someone told me to do something, doesn't mean I am going to do so. I rather like living, thank you.

 

[Illuminati Order Official]

My goal in life is to not be a statistic or copy cat of others. just because someone told me to do something, doesn't mean I am going to do so. I rather like living, thank you.

...but then when someone tells you to post your picture you are more than happy to oblige.
OK, this is getting boring, you either don't understand or don't want to understand.
I'm now taking your bet.

 

[Emily Cassidy]

...but then when someone tells you to post your picture you are more than happy to oblige.
OK, this is getting boring, you either don't understand or don't want to understand.
I'm now taking your bet.

I am not some entertainment for you to laugh at, and you are learning this. I am just a Woman who want's to be left alone from rumors that don't even make any sense.

 

[NaggotFigger]

I am not some entertainment for you to laugh at, and you are learning this. I am just a Woman who want's to be left alone from rumors that don't even make any sense.

Nobody cares.

 

[Emily Cassidy]

Nobody cares.

You would care if someone thought you were a big time hacker, when you don't even have the skill to do that. I've been trying to get him mental help but he always lies to the police. :/

 

[Darkholme's Dungeon]

Nobody cares.

We do actually.
"A lolcow in the making"- The live documentary

 

[Emily Cassidy]

We do actually.
"A lolcow in the making"- The live documentary

See? they do care. And they would care if a deranged lunatic who thinks I'm a " big time hacker. " waltzs's in on this website, trying to boss everyone around and use them to get to me.

 

[K-Hole]

@SamanthaPrater

You are on the very worst website you could possibly be on, considering your challenges in life. The advice that has been given to you: logg off, don't come back, lie low...

Is the best you will ever get.

But you are getting attention, and even if a lot of it is negative, you can still ride through that to get to the odd few bits of attention that are not negative, and are sympathetic towards you. Like this post of mine.

The ratio is not worth it. Because even though I may be sympathetic towards you now, I won't be here in the morning. When the real dogs and pyranhas of this site have torn you to shreds. And they will. It's what they do. No one will be able to help you then, and it will just be harder for you to pick yourself back up from your own bootstraps.

But while there are a few malicious actors on this site, most of them are just being 'cruel to be kind'. They don't really want to hurt you, to be unkind to you. I bet a lot of them would help you if they could. But one thing we all know is that they can't help you. You can only help yourself. Hence the advice to log off and not come back (for a good while) is pretty solid advice. It's not meant to hurt. It's not meant to negate you as a person. It's just meant to keep you from wider harm.

Because this is not a battle you can win. You are fighting demons in your soul. You are fighting the lack of support you have in your real life. Every word of care given to you here will just be projected back out as an attack on you to be doubled down on and defended more. And then you will offend more people, who will get more vicious and the cycle of 'abuse' will continue.

The people on this site, even the vicious ones, are not evil. There is no battle to be had with them. No game to be won. They mean it from the bottom of their hearts when they say: please log out. Don't come back for a good while. Try to find some other outlet for your frustrations.

And that is what I will say to you as well. You aren't being shunned. It's not even that people don't like you. It's just that they don't want to be party to this car crash, and the longer you participate in it voluntarily, the less you will be able to say "I wasn't warned".

You have been warned, in the nicest possible way, for the sake of your good self. Just log off. Leave it a while before you come back. If you are that interested in art. Then take that time to do some stuff. Come back in a month or two with some of your new work. You won't believe the respect that would get you around here if you were able to do just that. Every Kiwi Farmer loves the redemption arc of a potential LOL Cow when it comes about. It doesn't happen that often, but when it does...

Take some time out sweetheart. Eat a bit less if you are eating too much. Eat a bit more if you aren't eating enough. Look after yourself. This god forsaken website of grand-autistes will still be here when you come back. Maybe lurk a bit beforehand. Woodshed that art you seem to be so interested in. Surprise us all! Surprise yourself!

You have the gift of life. You are not unintelligent. You are not untalented. Focus and put all that good stuff you have in to something that works for you. Not against you.

We're on your side!

Now, go make something of yourself. Get your shit together. And only come back when you have something to show for it all!

With love...

 

[Emily Cassidy]

@SamanthaPrater

You are on the very worst website you could possibly be on, considering your challenges in life. The advice that has been given to you: logg off, don't come back, lie low...

Is the best you will ever get.

But you are getting attention, and even if a lot of it is negative, you can still ride through that to get to the odd few bits of attention that are not negative, and are sympathetic towards you. Like this post of mine.

The ratio is not worth it. Because even though I may be sympathetic towards you now, I won't be here in the morning. When the real dogs and pyranhas of this site have torn you to shreds. And they will. It's what they do. No one will be able to help you then, and it will just be harder for you to pick yourself back up from your own bootstraps.

But while there are a few malicious actors on this site, most of them are just being 'cruel to be kind'. They don't really want to hurt you, to be unkind to you. I bet a lot of them would help you if they could. But one thing we all know is that they can't help you. You can only help yourself. Hence the advice to log off and not come back (for a good while) is pretty solid advice. It's not meant to hurt. It's not meant to negate you as a person. It's just meant to keep you from wider harm.

Because this is not a battle you can win. You are fighting demons in your soul. You are fighting the lack of support you have in your real life. Every word of care given to you here will just be projected back out as an attack on you to be doubled down on and defended more. And then you will offend more people, who will get more vicious and the cycle of 'abuse' will continue.

The people on this site, even the vicious ones, are not evil. There is no battle to be had with them. No game to be won. They mean it from the bottom of their hearts when they say: please log out. Don't come back for a good while. Try to find some other outlet for your frustrations.

And that is what I will say to you as well. You aren't being shunned. It's not even that people don't like you. It's just that they don't want to be party to this car crash, and the longer you participate in it voluntarily, the less you will be able to say "I wasn't warned".

You have been warned, in the nicest possible way, for the sake of your good self. Just log off. Leave it a while before you come back. If you are that interested in art. Then take that time to do some stuff. Come back in a month or two with some of your new work. You won't believe the respect that would get you around here if you were able to do just that. Every Kiwi Farmer loves the redemption arc of a potential LOL Cow when it comes about. It doesn't happen that often, but when it does...

Take some time out sweetheart. Eat a bit less if you are eating too much. Eat a bit more if you aren't eating enough. Look after yourself. This god forsaken website of grand-autistes will still be here when you come back. Maybe lurk a bit beforehand. Woodshed that art you seem to be so interested in. Surprise us all! Surprise yourself!

You have the gift of life. You are not unintelligent. You are not untalented. Focus and put all that good stuff you have in to something that works for you. Not against you.

We're on your side!

Now, go make something of yourself. Get your shit together. And only come back when you have something to show for it all!

With love...

Fine. if you think that's best for me, I'll go. But I am warning you, the second that registration opens back up, there will be others here, trying to talk about me in the first place, trying to bring drama where it isn't wanted. trying to destroy things they aren't met to destroy. They will use this site to try and damage my reputation further, causing problems this site doesn't want. Heed my warning and look out for anyone named Chemical Jury 47. ALL they do is cause drama where it isn't wanted.

 

[Dumbchan]

Fine. if you think that's best for me, I'll go. But I am warning you, the second that registration opens back up, there will be others here, trying to talk about me in the first place, trying to bring drama where it isn't wanted. trying to destroy things they aren't met to destroy. They will use this site to try and damage my reputation further, causing problems this site doesn't want. Heed my warning and look out for anyone named Chemical Jury 47. ALL they do is cause drama where it isn't wanted.

Noone cares.

 

[Sergeant Major Buzzkill]

Fine. if you think that's best for me, I'll go. But I am warning you, the second that registration opens back up, there will be others here, trying to talk about me in the first place, trying to bring drama where it isn't wanted. trying to destroy things they aren't met to destroy. They will use this site to try and damage my reputation further, causing problems this site doesn't want. Heed my warning and look out for anyone named Chemical Jury 47. ALL they do is cause drama where it isn't wanted.

I think we’re more than good enough to laugh at a few of those people who are “destroying your reputation (what reputation? This isn’t high school)”. Lighten up! They’re not out to ruin your life if you let them. Just tell them to fuck off.

 

[Realistic]

your work is decent, you are already on the right path. learn how to straighten your lines and stop being a crybaby. seriously, I can't believe you're acting spoiled and entitled in a forum that would mercifully destroy the fuck out of you.

 

[K-Hole]

Fine.

In my professional opinion, you seem to be having a Schizoaffective episode. Let me break it down. (I'm not a professional btw).

First, you failed to pick up on the fact that those words were very obviously 'typed out' by someone who cared enough to take the time. Someone you don't know. But someone who thought they would just try to reach out to you anyway. Fine!

So that is the first sign of your break with reality. You aren't psychotic. You are fairly coherent. But the lines are blurring here.

But I am warning you, the second that registration opens back up, there will be others here, trying to talk about me in the first place

No need to warn me. I am disassociated from this place. I would advise you to to do the same.

I have no horse in this race. I represent not Kiwi Farms, nor yourself. I am impartial. A good Samaritan, shall we say who is just helping a fellow traveller.

I really would urge you to seek some professional help. Because if you don't, the people on this site have your address, and your real name, which you have given them (no breaking of laws) and they may be forced to stage an intervention because they are genuinely worried about you. It wouldn't be the first time it happened.

If you are unable to distinguish between a genuine person trying to help you and those that attack you just for fun, well, maybe this joke has already gone too far. But this is in keeping with the professional (I assume) diagnosis you already have about your disorder.

You need to think about yourself first and foremost. It's OK to be selfish. It's the best thing you can do in the circumstances.

I do genuinely think this is the best for you. I want no harm to come to you. Nor does any other person on this website.

If you have some medication you have been prescribed by a doctor then maybe consider taking a small or proper dose of that. Try to avoid other things if they have not been prescribed by someone looking after you. Try to eat. Try to sleep. Try to meditate and be comfortable by yourself in your own skin. Take some time out.

Remember, this site is not the focus of your life. It's just the only place you are getting attention at the moment, and that's ok, because you obviously have a failure in your support system. But this is really not the best place to get help. It's just a place where people tell you to go and get help in other places.

 

[Anime Goddess]

Whoever told you to post here is not your friend.

Look, @SamanthaPrater I know you feel emotional, and hurt. That’s because you are in an anonymous forum. And people are more blunt. And many just came here to laugh.

That is not to say there aren’t nice people. Many of them have tried to help you. But, truth is, this place just isn’t for you. That’s not mean as an insult. Simply put. This is a gossip site not an art site or the communities you are used to.

If you want honesty for your art, go to an art community were people don‘t sugarcoat their critiques . Yes, people are honest here, but not in the way you want.

Listen to the people that have been nice to you that have told to go away. I know that sounds harsh, but telling you that is a kindness. Keep posting and you will just get your own thread and it will never end.

You are not going to receive an apology, nobody is going to erase anything, you are not going to “win”, and you are not going to get closure.

Run away from this site, and don’t comeback. Ask for professional help in real life, a psychiatrist preferably.

If you stay, you are just going to be mocked.