Since I'm not easy to troll, I'll open here since few are actually saying much out of fear. I'm a 35 old that was diagnose autistic at Stamford, thankfully my mother prepared me well and my dad prepared me for reality. He used to actually say, "No one gives a shit whether you live or die, you have to make your own way in life, because no one will give it to you". It turns out I outsmarted him on that, I got my tugboat every month. I was bullied more in physical so dealing with that was hard, but I quickly learned to deny them what they wanted. I was always and artist interested in maps and had a few years with Creative Growth in Oakland, CA. My work was shown in Paris at the gallery owned by Creative Growth. An example of my work. When it comes to the magical crap, that was because of bullies, I had to find a legal way to deal with them. All them are either in jail or in dead end jobs, or worse for a few that I turned the tables on and got them to go crazy and do something really stupid. The magical shit continued as my focus went to things I saw no one else was doing and that was photographing rituals with my friends and showing the demons and whatever else showed up in the images. Now I've published a small fraction of my 5,000 pages of material on the occult covering 30 different belief systems classed under 6 major groupings. The messed up thing, a girlfriend never came up in my quest, but I had 3 since being 18 and older. They just happened. I almost got married to my coven leader, but decided not to because she was crazy in a bad way. I heard she sacrificed a homeless man and I left that shit behind. I have learned my destiny is open to love, but it's not required for my mastery of my craft, it's just complimentary to it. What is meant to be is meant to be. Currently I can't host guests due to my design for my place to be purely me and my spirits. Bordon brings me here since social media tends to feel so damn fake like Fake News with Trump's administration. If I went up and said hi to everyone on the street, it would probably be similar to being here. I learned a long time ago to never judge, not even Chris Chan, for his faults. Yeah I'll tease, but I mean nothing by it. I do however hate drug addicts and violent criminals, because they chose to be that way, not 99% of humanity that was born that way. If I don;t like something, I'll just leave. Happy trials trolls, ogres, imps and the good people here to read interesting stuff. Finally my human face, no magic, no anything, just plain ol me. Actually I think I'm pretty good looking for being nuttier than a walnut orchard.
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