Inactive Jake Rapp / Jacob Dean Johnson / KingOfCucks - Survivor of Feminism

[anephric]

Taking my well-being into consideration, I do believe Ill know if I need to run or not. I don't deem the current scenario as one where I need to run away. It can be very painful, yes, but it's not the end just yet. Can y'all just trust me that if the cord needs to be pulled, I'll know when to do it?

As someone who knew several women with BPD (all nightmares to some extent) and one or two of those identified as poly, all I can say that there will come a time where you take a step back and wonder why you poured so much water into a pail without a bottom.

Then you will remember other people warned you.

I hope you someday grow into a person who can see what's best for him may be at odds to the situation he's in because for right now, you're going down a winding road even Rod Serling wouldn't consider.

 

[KingOfCucks]

That's an interesting way of looking at the situation.
What has been the biggest fight you've ever had?

BPD really exacerbates poly fights, so they're all equally big if that makes sense. Hard to pick one.

 

[lemongrab]

Was searching for a new career, surprise fine arts. Just gave it a go and really liked it. The program is hella fun.

I'm glad to hear you're enjoying the program. I came from a music background, then switched to compsci when I went back to school. Like I said, if you're willing to learn more, I'd be more than happy to help. How much longer do you have in the program?

 

[Vitriol]

That's allisons business.

Her business is prostitution.

 

[Internet War Criminal]

So I should've just been grateful Nintendo threw us a bone for the rest of my life at the expense of never being able to lead a weird life?

You can't have your cake and eat it too.

Your wife worked for a very conservative family-friendly company that offered her an incredible salary and perks for what she was doing. They also made her sign a contract for which certain behaviors and actions were prohibited due too get being a public face of the company

You and her decided to lead "the weird life" which included publicizing a thesis paper in favor of child pornography, use her work associated linkdn to push it, use her work associated twitter to post racy pictures and talk about games from the competitors and discuss non-traditional lifestyles.


On top of moonlighting as prostitutes.

Private twitter for personal shit, letting that thesis lie dormant and not getting involved in illegal activity and we never hear about you two you are making bank and still livin most of your "weird life"

Do you not see how your current situation is what your "weird life" and a series of bad decisions led you to?

Now your wife is so toxic especially because of those BPD entry she might never get another job that is not sex work.

Were laughing at the details but the whole picture is pretty sad bro. And your delusions don't help because you could at least try and clamp that shit down and go radio silent instead of flying that freak flag. So enjoy the weird life, as well as terrible salaries and living conditions that go with it

 

[Dr. Boe Jangles Esq.]

BPD really exacerbates poly fights, so they're all equally big if that makes sense. Hard to pick one.

How exactly does it exacerbate it? Lying? Manipulation? Claiming victimhood?

 

[Zoobles]

I have a lot more agency == being cucked. Something is equating to false here.

It may not be your preferred definition due to association with emasculated men, but it is, the proper definition

Spoiler

 

[TS 298]

Guess my question got lost in the flood. Why are you here on the 4th of July? I'd imagine there are barbecues, events, fireworks and other Americanisms you could be attending with either of your partners. Why are you here, today? Any other day would make sense, unemployment and all that, but this isn't a normal day.

 

[niggers]

I guess that's fine if that's what you want. My bills being paid isn't worth that to me, truly. To each their own.

so you recognize that allison wasn't fired for misogyny, but because you two lead some weird hooker lifestyle?

i mean that's good. i only know of you via proxy from other, more humorous losers who insist st. allison was crucified and burned by nintendo

 

[Randy Lahey]

 

[Replicant Sasquatch]

Guess my question got lost in the flood. Why are you here on the 4th of July? I'd imagine there are barbecues, events, fireworks and other Americanisms you could be attending with either of your partners. Why are you here, today? Any other day would make sense, unemployment and all that, but this isn't a normal day.

Alison thinks America is a country of prudish blowhards. Plus they're Seattle "Weird Life" liberals. I don't think Americanisms are quite their cup of tea.

 

[Blastoisechan]

Jake, I might have the wrong idea here but I sense that you aren't even all that close to your wife... In all honesty, is it more of a fwb scenario/a marriage of convenience?

 

[KingOfCucks]

I'm glad to hear you're enjoying the program. I came from a music background, then switched to compsci when I went back to school. Like I said, if you're willing to learn more, I'd be more than happy to help. How much longer do you have in the program?

I have.. 8 more weeks to go?

How exactly does it exacerbate it? Lying? Manipulation? Claiming victimhood?

No lying or manipulation, but a lot of the BPD splitting where I'm the super bad guy.

Guess my question got lost in the flood. Why are you here on the 4th of July? I'd imagine there are barbecues, events, fireworks and other Americanisms you could be attending with either of your partners. Why are you here, today? Any other day would make sense, unemployment and all that, but this isn't a normal day.

Only day I'm not crazy into schoolwork, plus I don't really care much all of the above.

 

[Dr. Boe Jangles Esq.]

No lying or manipulation, but a lot of the BPD splitting where I'm the super bad guy.

Yeah, they'll do that. How do you pull her back to reality when she does that?

 

[KingOfCucks]

Jake, I might have the wrong idea here but I sense that you aren't even all that close to your wife... In all honesty, is it more of a fwb scenario/a marriage of convenience?

I don't mean to put off this perception that I don't love her. But BPD definitely requires the building of a few emotional walls, yaknow?

Yeah, they'll do that. How do you pull her back to reality when she does that?

It's not my job to pull her back into reality, common misconception of people that live with someone that has BPD. I just ride it out until the blow-up is over. I'm not afraid to look like the bad guy, especially when I know the sentence doesn't fit the crime.

 

[Lurker]

I don't mean to put off this perception that I don't love her. But BPD definitely requires the building of a few emotional walls, yaknow?

That doesn't make for a healthy relationship, though. If you have to build emotional walls, it kind of defeats the entire purpose of having a relationship with someone.

 

[Replicant Sasquatch]

I don't mean to put off this perception that I don't love her. But BPD definitely requires the building of a few emotional walls, yaknow?

"A few emotional walls".

Jakey, a healthy relationship shouldn't require "a few emotional walls".

I mean, it's not really any of my business. But it still sounds like she abuses you.

 

[Blastoisechan]

I don't mean to put off this perception that I don't love her. But BPD definitely requires the building of a few emotional walls, yaknow?

I totally get that. I mean, if she's like that then you pretty much have to look elsewhere to get your own needs met. It makes me wonder if you would have pursued this lifestyle had you not met her.

 

[Puppet Pal Clem]

Ignore me if this has already been asked.

How did you and Ali progress from polyamory to prostitution?

Is it just another instance where you just don't give a fuck?
It seems like a pretty demeaning and unnecessary step to go from fucking whomever you want, to asking to be paid to do it, and putting up with people who don't necessarily care about you in the least?
Why do that when you're more than financially stable?

Was this more or less difficult than the polyamory step?

 

[KingOfCucks]

That doesn't make for a healthy relationship, though. If you have to build emotional walls, it kind of defeats the entire purpose of having a relationship with someone.

Totally valid. It's not a way I want to live out a relationship for the rest of my life. Like I said, I do have hope things will improve. Alison knows I have a subconscious timer ticking with all this pain it can cause. And all that said, there have been improvements in well-being.

Gonna be afk for perhaps the rest of the day. I might pop back in later/throughout the week, but I do need to devote a lot of time to school work.